Thursday, December 27, 2007

I've been chiong-ing Kumon for the past 9 hours. A round of applause please, because even homework doesn't get entitled to 9 whole hours. It's just my luck that I have two weeks worth :(

No worries. Now I'm perfectly crazy. o.o

Anyway I'm too lazy to post about Taiwan so.. :) have to wait! Paiseh. I'm going to have dinner now, byebye! :D

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

MR LIM ZHILER PLEASE DO CHECK YOUR EMAIL.

I'm flying off to Taiwan tomorrow : D Huiyi says the bubble tea is good and the guys there are very handsome :o muahahaha. I think I'll be more interested in the food, thanks :) Dont miss me too much!

Okay, off to pack, :) Cya people.

Monday, December 17, 2007

WARNING: Super self-pitying post up ahead, do not read it you can't stand this type of thing

I think I'm a little depressed :(

My STM (Short Term Memory) condition is getting a lot worse lately, and I think it's due to my lack of sleep :( my mouldy nose is getting worse too, my complexion's going down the drain. Oil is practically oozing out of the pores on my face &I feel super lethargic everyday. My eyes are dying on me. I think someone that has gone to China hates me :(

I'm super sorry to everyone; I keep forgetting what you guys tell me. There seems to be something like an information overload in my brain, think it happens when i talk too much to too many people. I keep forgetting things; so very sorry. Will be much better once I get some sleep. So sorry.
I'm done with the photos :D

I think I am going to get rid of my bad habit of casual blogging and start to capitalise letters that are supposed to be capitalised. LOL. Quite confusing uh? Never mind :)

Somebody went to China and left me in the lurch BLEAH. I hope that somebody gets something back for me. I hope that that somebody is thinking of me like I am thinking of that somebody. : o

GOODNIGHT ONCE AGAIN, PPL :)
I SERIOUSLY am not getting enough sleep. my eyebags are camping, permanently, I'm afraid. and I have TONS of things to settle.

like stupid photos lah dammit. okay guys if you all want the photos, please drop me an sms (98321443) or pm me on msn. I'll try my very best to send everything to you. must state what you want. e.g. "all the photos with my face in it" or "everything that you took" or "everything with (insert pretty girl's name here) in it", something like that? yep.

damn, I ought to get paid for all this. >:(

i'll go settle the damn photos now. blog later yeah? gdnite.

Friday, December 14, 2007

to the person this post was intended for, i really hope you get to read this. i'll call you A.

"everyone is special in their own way" - High School Musical, We're all in this together

think this quote is appropriate, in a sense.

sixteen is a very young age to start _. no matter what your reasons are, there is no reason good enough to start damaging your body like this. please stop :( it's not cool, and it attracts attention in all negative ways.

you're special in your own way. it's quite apparent that you are frequently overshadowed by _, but it's alright. you're sixteen, you're young and your mind is sharp. you can do anything if you put your mind to it! _'s more vocal and outstanding, but you can be the rooted leader, someone who is outstanding in a quiet sort of way! people will still respect you. if you feel you're overshadowed, do something about it! let people see the good side of you! alright? promise me.





i'll miss my s5.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

i slept for four and a half hours and sat through dozens of lectures without falling asleep or eating any candy : D

Saturday, December 01, 2007

FINALLY i can take a breather man. one whole week of waking up at 5 am, donning the no4 uniform, and trudging to amoy quee camp. at least we had dining-in on friday. i liked the food :p

okay, i find it super difficult to picture blog with blogger (so user-unfriendly) so i shall blog and you guys just view the damn pictures afterwards.

yep so we went to SAFTI MI, rehearsed &stuff. and we're supposed to sit and eat properly, practise good etiquette, and if we wanna go toilet must stand up and bow at the 'high table' first. stuff like that.

the food was super good man. okay maybe only the wild mushroom soup. super orgasmic. haha. and i was like super full i couldn't even finish the dessert : ( yeah but had to sit damn stiff throughout the whole thing. i dont think i ever ate a dinner feeling more stressed up than this. haha.

camwhored like CRAZY. haha. i LIKE to comwhore. it's so fun : D

okay. cute the crap. i need to prepare uniform alr tmr. goodnight people. enjoy the pictures : )



on the bus :)







































Sunday, November 25, 2007

you know, some people actually look nice in BRACES.

damn.

prom's over and i looked horrible i think :o but never mind it's just prom :) wore this green dress which was relatively cheap ahaha. and i didn't bring a camera, but just as well. hide my horrible face :(

something important to note is that i am going to be banished to army camp from tomorrow onwards, and i am so going to embarrass myself can. i forgot all the commands and drills and arm drills and trainfire and whatnot. argh. digging my own grave lor liddat. SIANNNN : (

never mind. all of you must attend the passing-out parade. delta company ALL must come. dont come i skin you all and barbecue. wahlau slog my guts out (exaggerated, but still) for this course if you all don't come then not my friend already hor. :(

alright i'll go prepare and get my sleep. i'll need it. tata people (if there are still people reading my blog :( )

Friday, November 09, 2007

imma gonna get dragged away to army camp :( from 26nov to 11dec, don't miss me alright? but never mind i can wear NUMBER ONE :D in layman's terms it's an uber nice uniform you can see when i post the pretty pictures hee :)

ANYWAY I DEMAND FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT! i nice enough to let you all give me after o's then you all promptly forget :( not my fault that my birthday clash with o's right :(

okay i'm i one of my moods again ignore me if you can't be bothered to get my present. (but i'll never forgive you!!)

ARMY CAMP :(

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

tomorrow's my birthday -








and i feel like staying at home damn. ._.

Monday, October 01, 2007

im hereby going to rant incessantly about the school's insistence that we sec 4s have a spotcheck almost everyday, so if you're an upright upholder of the school rules, i beg you leave, lest you get offended by my post.

being in 4L has it's benefits. for example, our class room is the nearest to the canteen as compared to all the other classes in the school, so we can afford to saunter in and out of the classroom for lessons, and still make it in time for the lesson after break.

what i dont like about being in 4L means that you fall prey to daily routine uniform checks by certain teachers. cos that's where random teachers (non form teachers) stand. and if they perceive that they might seem silly standing there doing nothing, then you are in big trouble. because they are going to pick on nitty gritty things about you and your uniform, like why you shouldn't put rubber bands around your wrist because they increase blood pressure, and therefore your blood vessels are in danger of bursting. why you shouldn't use a hairpin to hold up your belt. why you should change your shoes because they look oversized.

like, whatever, okay?

i daresay these things are ridiculous and absurd. furthermore we are graduating, for goodness sake. can't you let us have a last good impression of the school before we leave, rather than let us think, "oh man, can't wait to get out of this shithole"? everyday people are caught for the most unimaginable reasons and we're like, go back to the bleedy staff room and mark scripts, if you have so much time on your hands.

you might argue that we've had four years to have a good impression of the school. well and good. but good impressions can be destroyed, can't they? and they will be, if we get spied on so often. not that my impression of the school is very good in the first place.

i move to prevent the unnecessary patrolling of certain teachers beside our class, rendering us unable to pay attention or listen to announcements during assembly, defeating the whole purpose for an assembly. an assembly is for us to sing the national anthem &say the pledge and listen to announcements, not an opportunity for teachers to spot check our attire. hence i suggest that teachers give us a little freedom and leave us alone during assembly, thank you very much.

Monday, August 27, 2007

hello i'm back again!

today was the start of prelims :0 thank goodness the maths teachers didn't decide to set a killer paper this time round, but there's still tomorrows paper so i shouldn't count my eggs before they hatch. haha. and i think my dear ip juniors should spare a thought for us o level seniors and stop telling us about obesity and science fairs in india; we really have no mood to clap or cheer, thank you very much.

and i think i'm getting a lot more stressed up recently. i mean i can still laugh and joke around and such but my mind is constantly thinking about exams and exams and exams :o oh crap. then like now i have no mood to go out or play or relax or anything it's just STUDY and REVISE and CATCH UP ON UNLEARNT STUFF !!! oh freak i sound like a nerd. : ( but i think i'm still not as stressed up as HUIYI, who has resorted to playing NEOPETS to relieve stress : D lets give her a round of applause! : p lol.

and huiyi's blog post reminded me that my prelim mark will put me into a jc for the first three months. freak. i totally forgot :x

"I will mug harder!" - quoted from myself, adapted from Boxer's line in Animal Farm

lol.

wenhui: YAH LOR. i want to cry alr. so broke still scam my money. i don't even EAT the bleedy ice cream!!

peijia: your seniors will tell you lah, dont need come my blog to see lol.

elvin: lol hello. vijay damn cute la.

janice: thanks but i dont think i'll have much fun doing that : (

huiyi: another piece of evidence that you're getting too stressed. only stressed up/boliao ppl will do that o.o RELAX MAN!! stop playing neopets when you should be studying : D lol!

wj: refer to my reply for peijia. vijay teaches sec 1 also ar? wow.

okay i will go and mug now. oh btw for those ppl mugging till late into the night please dont do it so often okay? 11pm-1am is the ideal time for your body to replenish those cells and energy that you need, so mug in the afternoon or something. of course, i'm not dictating that this is what you should do but it's better la. take care of yourselves sec fours, we need the energy and motivation for this last 100m! jiayou guys! we can do it! :D

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

hello people i'm back, surprise surprise.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.


oh dear.

ANYWAY, I HAVE ECZEMA. MY GOD. after wondering about what those red bumps on my t-zone were leena finally gave a name to it - albeit one that was not too accurate.

"eggzee.. something." she concluded.

then i came across the very word when i was reading 'Diary of a Mad Bride' (what were the chances?) and it's eczema. ohmygod. it sounds really horrible. like, the plague. or something. oh crap. and it looks gross. when it's dry the skin keeps peeling off so i look like i have dandruff on my face. and when my skin is wet the eczema looks like red plateaus on my face. oh great : (

anyone knows how to get rid of it?

anyway i'm STILL up to my nose studying but i still have time to spy on my eye candy :x haha. have this unexplainable soft spot for innocent looking guys :x GUILTY AS CHARGED :o

sigh. studying for o's is like a mad rush. i sort of get used to mugging already (more or less) so yeah. will try to blog more often (i know you guys love my blog) :D

for those who tagged: hello people!
janice: dont tag on my board about part a's perf lah, sms me &i'll reply if my sms limit hasn't reached yet. yah?
wj: no time to tag :x
vic: wth is gluto whatever?!!
peijia: hehe good to see that you all are improving lah. : )

"that's all for today, CHAIRPERSON!" - ms vijay, at the end of lesson

Thursday, August 16, 2007

hello to any people still reading my blog, im currently up to my nose w homework so will nt have much time to blog, but here i am.

anyway i got scammed few days ago by this stupid guy at the interchange who said that he was the only bloody guy walking ard in singapore with his stupid stack of ice cream coupons, and i was one of the 30 winners of that coupon. he conveniently forgot to tell me that i had to PAY for it. five bloody dollars for a coupon that

-lasts till 31st december
-gives you 15% off ONE flavour of ice cream
-10% off any other flavours
-buy one get one free coupon
-buy one wasabi icecream get free seaweeds
-buy one ice cream and get free toppings

i showed the coupon to my dad, who said in shock,"i have that coupon! the school gave it away to teachers for free!"

-.- so much for being the ONLY one in singapore holding on to the ticket right now uh. -.-

and okay so he said that i could enter a 'sure win lucky draw'. i just went to the website and it's UNDER CONSTRUCTION. and i just found out that you could only enter the draw if you BOUGHT TWO ICE CREAMS. i thought once i had paid the five dollars i would be automatically put it! what is this!

and i just realised the buy one get one free is for wasabi ice creams only : ( I DONT WANT A BLOODY WASABI ICE CREAM. what the heck, they are like desperately trying to advertise that stupid ice cream cos nobody buys it i guess.

DAMN IT. and to be honest i only bought it cos it was ice cream : ( sigh. im super sad now lah im broke enough and still had to get scammed. i guess it's my retribution but still..

lessons are getting really stressing lately. i swear vijay's going out of her mind, she's going through specimen papers like an m16 on automatic. o.o seriously man : (

okay anyway i gtg if not my mum will never get her sleep. till next time.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

rod's over.

hmmm okay so yesterday in the morning/afternoon sorta had high fever like around 38.6deg. haha. was a bit scared i wouldn't be able to go for my rod but it was okay in the end thanks to the doc's medicine i guess. it brought my fever down.

thanks to a maths june paper and maths remedial after that we ended at like, 5:35 and had 25 minutes to pia finish the presents, eat at 6, go to the hall at 9 &stuff. it didn't even FEEL like rod lor.

so the guys skits were obviously last minute as usual& their strength doesn't allow them to put up a quality skit cos they're all trying to get on the stage. = not good and catch no ball. -.- girls were v good eh :)

but the vid was TOTALLY DISAPPOINTING. i am serious on this issue okay if any jnrs are reading this think abt this: on your rod your jnrs show pictures of themselves and not you &your plt, when you are the one rod-ing. totally not good!! esp staff jasmine; she's a camwhore, and thats a known fact. we took hundreds and thousands of photos ¬ a single one was shown. instead got other people's big face down there, dunno for what. yong chang rod-ing meh? o.o &the thing about not showing our photos is that all the photos we saw are like, you all de photos, you all de memories, and they only hold meaning to you all what. to us they're just photos. maybe we'll only snigger at the funnier ones (seriously, somehow i dont even find the photos of the people covered in flour funny.), but is rly no meaning lo. SUMMORE IS YOU ALL CAMWHORE THEN SHOW ON OUR ROD!! it's like, rubbing salt on the wound. argh >:( please hor part bs don't do this on your snrs rod it's really really whatever.

but anyw i liked the presents from you guys thanks so much : ) part a's one was the most thoughful; most effort put in, and it seriously shows :) part bs were vvv creative : D and part c one was... uh. intimate? LOL. hey thats the best word okay. ltr zixi cannot fit in lor.. you all buy same size HAHA.

yeah and thanks to some -.- person barking away we had to run like shiat and rush to pack our stuff. please la we giving presents halfway you want us to do what everything all over the place. give out at bus stop? -.- let us take our time lah. wanna be the new _ then say lah you act fierce not gna work. D:< and your precious guys leh? still loitering outside nc room dunno doing what and THEY DONT HAVE ANY PRESENTS TO GIVE OUT. we got lor! we spent so much time and effort and we can't even take our time to give them out. and besides parents waiting so what? everytime the excuse is,"we need to answer to the parents." then those ppl whose parents are waiting tell them to LEAVE FIRST LAH or tell them to explain to their parents lor! why must everything stop because of a few ADULTS? -.- crap reason man. trash it.

gtg see you people.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

I am tired.

okay so like, my computer totally crashed so i cldn't blog : ( i'm gna get my dad to bring it to the computer shop soon, i promise.

i'm at my aunt's house now and using her laptop. i'm so tired. ._. my eyes are like o.o and i am like o.o and i like not making any sense but o.o all the same.

i need sleep.

on the other hand i have kumon to do (drats) and i have to study for the bleedy maths test urgh. im so tired -.-zzz

i've been thinking about a lot of things recently.

have you ever wondered about what other people in other parts of the world are doing? maybe they're starving being murdered or something. haha. sorry :x

have you ever wondered if you've actually MET your future husband/wife before? maybe that guy/girl who shouldered you in the mrt, or that person you laughed at with your friends because he/she was decked out in socially unacceptable attire?

i wanna write a story but i have absolutely no inspiration whatsoever and no idea for storyline.

what if i have cancer?

what cca am i going to join in jc?

what jc/poly am i going to?

what do i want to be in future?

haha. stuff like that but can't remember alr; that's how it does with random thoughts innit.

just ate my lunch hee. "a hungry woman is a crazy woman" -quote me. :DDD therefore i am crazy 24/7, because i am hungry 24/7 :)

hello people who tagged on my tagboard :) will come back as a clt kay and khai sadiq jap guy blahblahblah clts i had better see you all at my clt course!! you guys promised :p hello juniors and thanks for spamming my tagboard lol.

have harrypotter movie to go for on thurs, jev's band thing on friday, and val's choir concert thing at the esplanade on 6th of aug. i'm seriously, seriously broke i need cash o.o hate this lor i'm restricting myself and prohibiting myself from buying any food that i dont really need, i.e, junk food or snacks. but oh well. save my money for another day.

heritage day is coming and i can't wait to sink my teeth into the iceballs. okay, maybe more of USING MY TEETH TO CHIP AWAY AT THE ICE. o.o.

okay enough of my random thoughts i shall get lost. till then.!

Friday, July 06, 2007

The little joys in a teenager's life

the little joys in life (of a teenager)

1) sitting down, then realising that you have to stand up again to get something, looking around and finding out that the 'something' you're looking for is nearby so you don't have to stand up after all.

2) having no homework on a Friday. (any day of the week is fine too)

3) having a good-hair day. (even early in the morning, when you've just woken up)

4) talking to your bestie for hours on end.

5) when you're walking home under the hot sun and you're thinking,"damn, another 15 minutes to go" and your dad drives past and fetches you home.

6) when you get to the bus stop and the bus arriving thirty seconds later.

7) when the teacher doesn't come for class. (oops.)

8) having an afternoon nap.

9) reading a good book in good lighting.

10) having something nice to look forward to during the weekend.

11) NOT having your period.

12) when it's the end of the month and you realise that you've saved half of your pocket money. (okay i'm dreaming lah, given my appetite.. o.o)

13) going shopping with your parents. :)

14) fridays.

15) sleeping with the aircon on.

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haha that was totally random. i came up with the stuff as i went along, so the list might be a little messy but who cares.

i miss ncc :( today i asked huiyi whether she was going for cca. she said yes, and in my heart i was thinking that she's lucky to stil have a cca to go for :( it's not that i dont want to step down or anything (i really do like the time that not having cca has freed up) but i just miss it, argh. oh well. i guess it's part and parcel of life.

i'm getting very frustrated at people who can't pronounce their words properly, especially during assemblies! that's when their jarring mistakes in their pronunciation gets broadcasted to the whole school and seems to echo from the grandstands, which makes their atrocities even more bloody obvious. i hear words like

crisist (crisis, for goodness sake. NO T.)

guidience (it's guiDANCE oh my god. one of the most common words used during assemblies, and unfortunately the most commonly mispronounced word, urgh)

vectals (vectoRs!)

parcitipation (oh man.)

cannot stand it can. not that i'm a pro or something (i still have much to learn, i admit) but i think i'm really becoming very anal over this sort of thing :( help.

need to go for taekwondo now, till then.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

i've just officially finished 'The Shadow of The Wind' in thirteen hours. slightly more than half a day! excluding sleep time, including mealtimes and distractions and all.

it's a grand book. seriously.

actually i read it because i wanted the extra spurt of vocabulary and grammar precision everytime i finish reading the book. and i needed it for that Pen Awards writing competition thingy. i have absolutely no inspiration. zero, zip, zilch. cannot tahan leh! how the hell do you write about 'How i made a DIFFERENCE'?? :x

yesterday i did nothing but to laze around like a couch potato. i watched two movies, 'The Marine' and 'Night at the Musuem', though i've watched the latter already. played a bit of piano, and did ONE set of kumon. productive eh.

today i went to malaysia in search of a piano teacher. yeah. nothing much.

my sister wants to play club penguin already i shall quit. till then.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

it's just been a day, and i already feel all empty inside.

i guess when they say,"you wont miss something until it's gone" they're right eh?

i wont have any excuse to see the delta girls every tuesday or wednesday anymore.

: (

i'll miss you guys.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

hello ive not blogged in days sorry : ( last few days of holidays mah, must give up on mugging and actually relax a bit. im seriously not cut out for mugging.

okay got a lot of ppl tag my board so i shall reply in case they say i ignore them. haha.

all the people who told me to cheer up: thanks dearies i love all of you : )
vic: im sorry i didn't go : (
beixin: nice seeing you too : D
ks: it was damn difficult la can >< cannot catch up de. but im getting interested in dance. haha. recommend me smwhr next time!
passer-by: really? can't see it cos im using mozilla, but okay i'll fix it :)

okay im a bit busy so yeah will post next time : D

Thursday, June 14, 2007

the fireball disappears and
the street lamp is plastered
against black

pitter patter of soft feet
underneath brown material
she scurries

a shadow flits past and instinct
takes over as she faces it
a mere memory

her heart drumming at her chest
a throbbing mass of nothingness
it's already gone

knees touch ground as last wisps
come through her nose
she's dead

im depressed. the poem above sounds like i have a deathwish but i really dont im just.. sad.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

im getting very very bored recently. and when i go online i read blogs. but ppl dont update regularly enough and it's stupid. everytime go there it's the same thing one. you ppl out there know of any blog that updates regularly? recommend lehh..

im feeling singlish today.

sometimes i feel inferior to other people. like im not pretty enough, im not smart enough, im not talented enough, i dont dress nice enough, im not tall enough etcetcetc.

IM NOT CONFIDENT ENOUGH.

sometimes i feel good sometimes i dont. bah. what is this. im probably pms-ing.

sometimes i feel that words are not enough lor. really. they're inadequate. expressions and PARAGRAPHS of words are more like it. like 'breathtaking'. compared to 'a sweeping look over the canyon awed her to no end' OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT LA.

AIYA i dunno la. my mum nagging at me to scram so i'll see you ppl next time.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

hello.

nobody comes to my blog anymore : (

i shouldn't blog anymore. what a waste of braincells.


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okay fine. ahah. i dont care if you all read or not im still gna blog lol.

more often than not i feel like thr's 90% of worries in my head and 10% free memory space. maybe that's why my memory sucks so much. can't help it lah. i worry too much. i worry about stuff in the near future, the future, and the future future. i should really learn to heck care. therefore im hiring anybody to help loosen me up, to make me worry about things less. haha. no wages. the payment is my company. anyone?

is it possible for somebody to be so successful in inculcating THEIR thinking and THEIR values into you, so you become somebody like him/her? is it possible to trust someone wholeheartedly and so strongly to the extent that you believe everything that person says it right, and you no longer have your own will to challenge their opinion, even though you believe it is wrong? is it possible to listen blindly to that one person, and get so caught up in their ideals that you no longer have a life of your own?

yes, it's possible.


whatislove.
idontknow.
have i become so skeptical &cynical of love that i cannot look at it like normal people do?
what is my definition of love, exactly?
have the people around me destroyed my hope in love by saying there's a time to date and there's a time not to?
and have i put my wholehearted trust in them, and has it turned into my belief?
have i, because of my worries, made things difficult for somebody?
am i being unfair to somebody?
why do i look at mushy stuff and frown, when i am more or less in the same situation?
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY FREAKING BLOODY QUESTIONS THAT I CANNOT ANSWER?

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it's currently 1:03AM. end of my wait for somebody's call.
goodnight.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

i seriously need motivation can.

i find it impossible to study for long periods of time. heck, i find it hard to even study at all. i've been going over the o level a maths syllabus and im only up to chapter 6. it doesn't help that i have severe short term memory and i'd forget everything the very next day.

i. seriously. need. motivation.

anyway i'm up to my nose w books. okay not exactly, and it's ironic that prior to this i actually thought i'd be able to read more. but come holidays, i'm worrying about o levels and up to my nose revising instead. IRONIC CAN. but im trying, i really am. reading is love :)

"Tilt-A-Whirl" by Chris Grabenstein is good. really. the story takes you where you least expect it, and when you think you've hit rock bottom you fall some more. okay i probably gave you guys a lot of spoilers in that sentence but heck, dont think you guys are going to read it anyway. but you really should.

my favourite quote?

"Swearing is the sign of a limited vocabulary." John Ceepak, from above mentioned book.

HAHA. will serve to give me second thoughts on swearing in future, eh?

i did beatty sec sch e maths papers today. all my myself. with no motivation except maybe breakfast, a plate of mee goreng, a cup of sprite, a yakult, cuppa iced milo, and lunch. consumed over a period of time of course. note that the only sources of motivation (for me) consist of food.

oh and the other day i went shopping w hongru LOL. she wanted to get her BRIGHT yellow slippers and at first i didn't really like them but they grew on me and now i can't swtop thinking abt them haha. hongru you be careful k ltr i go your house steal LOL.

I WANT NAIL POLISH. transparent and white. and other pretty colours. oh shucks i sound like a bimbo. but that day i was looking at nail polish colours and wanted to buy so many of them that i decided not to buy any at all. im not making sense to some of you but i think some might get what i mean. rather than to give in to a little temptation it's better not to give in at all. it's a vicious cycle. it took all of my willpower though ><

digressing. yeah and one of the reasons why i decided not to buy was because i scared i put on my nails then very ugly. like that time i bought electric silvery blue nail polish cos i thought hey that's pretty cool, to have blue nails. of course at that point of time i didn't think that my nails would resemble those on frostbitten fingers that have turned a not-so-pretty purplish-blue. and so i bought at and it's still sitting in my drawer waiting to be used.

anybody up for blue nails?

Monday, May 28, 2007

i want a new blogskin but i'm too lazy to make one.

this is my second blogpost in less than 12 hours but i dont care. i'm pissed off! and when you're pissed off you blog. duh. shoot yourself if you disagree.

apparently the school has started this.. rationing of toilet paper, which has caused us some frustration.

let's analyse; what would be the likely reasons for rationing such an essential item?

1) cut costs
2) punish us for playing and wasting toilet paper
3) did i mention cut costs?

hence we students have to

1) bring our own toilet paper e.g. crystal
2) get males to get it from the male toilet e.g. me, huiyi &company
3) sit through hours and hours of lessons with bladder full.

we had our open house recently, and what did we notice? ONE BIG ROLL OF TOILET PAPER just hanging there on the wall.

why? scared parents know that RV is too stingy to provide their students with toilet paper is it?

i mean like, if the school's intention is to 'promote school spirit', LET THE TEACHERS GO WITHOUT TOILET PAPER AS WELL. teachers not part of the school ar? we students, hence we must be your slaves is it? you all have the luxury of toilet paper, we dont get is it? even the bookshop doesn't sell tissue paper anymore.

-.- this obviously isn't the way to cut costs.

im tired. i shall sleep.

please get an a.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Listening to: "He's a Pirate" -Theme song, Pirates of the Caribbean

i am tired.

i really am! that day chiamiang looked through my glasses and at my eyes and she commented that my eyebags are horrendous.

okay maybe she didn't say that (she actually said my eebags were v 'deep' in chinese). but i really need sleep. i always sleep late on saturday, wake up on sunday all groggy and afflicted with 'LOSS' (Lack Of Sleep Syndrome) and as the abbreviation suggests i really DO lose a lot when i am in the midst of it. i drive my piano teacher crazy because i can't bloody concentrate on the notes in front of me. and she always leaves, frustrated and flustered. my brother doesn't make it any better.

i really really really need sleep. so why aren't i doing anything to help myself?

I WATCHED PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN ALREADY! i want to scream that to the whole world. haha. i think im mad. today at my sister's taekwondo grading there was a girl who said to her brother,"i want to go and watch pirates." and then i felt like turning around and telling her,"I'VE FREAKING WATCHED IT ALREADY, LOSER!!" at which she would look at me with a bewildered expression, probably thinking that i'm an estranged crazy woman. which did not happen.

it's super good. and jack sparrow is so. charming. seriously. he's so funny, even though he's somewhat 'hated' by everyone but he IS very witty and his actions are like, weird in a funny way.

stupid bryan has gone away to japan w his school friends, a fact that i'm extremely jealous about. all of you shall be my witness! he shall come back with my souvenir, failing which he will suffer from a horrible fate. i'm in charge of it : )

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

im seriously being psycho-ed by the whole jc admission thing.

everyone around me is talking dsa, dsa, dsa. wth. i have no special talents, alright? you all pro aesthetics ppl can go dsa la i shall just sit here and mope okay.

sigh : ( dsa is seriously scary okay. njc dsa is daylight robbery lor you sit for the test still have to pay $50 leh! wah seh this is crap lor. ltr cannot make it how? waste money. dont care lah i shall put all my efforts on mugging : )

cramps are hell. i hate cramps. i will exercise more to get rid of cramps. i will do anything to get rid of cramps. cramps are stupid. i hate cramps.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i think im a useless person.

i dont have any impact on anyone or anything. i dont know much. i'm stupid. im ugly. im totally useless okay.

my brother just ruined my mood to post by peeking over my shoulder and trying to read my blog post. -.- can please dont be such a fucking asshole not ar. and stop going on about zhiler. it's FUCKING irritating.

what's wrong w me.

Monday, May 14, 2007

THERE IS A PROBLEM W BLOGGER. I CAN'T FUCKING ACCESS MY PREVIOUS POSTS TO EDIT THEM. WTF IS GOING ON?

I, Winifred Wong Ying Chee, am henceforth starting my New Zealand trip blogpost as of 10:29, 13th May 2007. Somebody should pay me for this :x

I know, i know, it's a tad bit late, but FORGIVE ME :( there'll be a lot of pictures, i promise.

credit given to xinhang for many, many of the scenic shots she took for me on my camera! i wld never have gotten on hands on such beautiful pictures if not for her :) thanks stupid tablemate.

note: the pictures here are seriously limited, you really, really ought to check out my album at

tomboygurldotalbum.

to get the real deal. these are just the tip of the iceberg.


START.

okay. so we set off for the airport (me and xinhang).

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my suitcase. was bursting, seriously, the zip looked threateningly like it was about to burst open.

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me and xinhang on the car :) camwhore!

had to wait really long for everyone to check in, and in the meantime went to talk to yitong and zhiler, who lovingly sent us off :D
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you can't really see, but it says Mr winifred Wong :x

these darlings came to send us off:
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on the extreme left, my dear yitong :D
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dominating the whole picture, zhi ler :)

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love you BOTH, PIC and prince :)

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okay i admit we're suaku ppl who hasn't been on a plane for more than 5 hours before :x


okay so we're on the plane and taking one nice picture before we go to sleep.
this is from singapore to brisbane;
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this is from brisbane to auckland.
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okay so after we reached auckland we got our goody bags and hopped onto the mini van to the new zealand cadet forces base. i tell you hor new zealand weather is so super good, it's like having an air con on, w the sun shining above head! imagine that in singapore!

my hosts are damn nice okay, they're the friendliest people on the planet. they took care of me and mr shahid damn well. took care of our every need :) i love sue kay and eleasha scott : D

we have cereal in the morning (usually) and the apple crumble is SUPER nice. they eat it w hokey pokey ice cream on top, plus LOADS of whipped cream. my god. best thing i've tasted in my life.
the next day we went for a FARM VISIT :D

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some random place in auckland. beautiful huh? and it's just a pond.

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me w irritating parrot on my arm. it had really sharp claws and when it got off my arm had deep red marks on it.

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my pretty host w the parrot on HER arm :)

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oh my goodness im on a horse :o

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mr shuai ge w parrot on his shoulder. he's the chief of the cadet forces or something.

yeah and we stopped to have lunch! new zealanders like to have picnics leh really. they can have a picnic anywhr, anytime. they like to cart food around. and best of all the food is super delicious :D we had brownies and super chocolately chocolate on top, super sweet and good. cookies too, but some of the m&m's colour was running out onto the cookies. haha.

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boliao right. this also want to take. -.-


in the evening we visited queen street; centre of auckland &place to really shop! was really nice, just like orchard road, but less people. loads of branded stuff and all. never shopped luh. haha. too tired to shop.

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sky tower, taken from bottom up. really tall tower; you can see it from miles around.

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what a busy street it is!

next day;
visit to the memorial place.

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took this on a bus! steady cam, eh? haha : )

after that we went for a formal dinner w the new zealand cadets and officers and all.

we performed, but it was damn stupid la omg so damn paiseh i just wanted to like hide my face underground or something.

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weekian took this pic sneakily when i was giving my dudiao face omg.

back to host's house! was the day i had the apple crumble i think.

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a picture i drew for my host.

next day;

visit to see the geysers and stuff. think it's sort of a tourist attraction eh.
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pretty coffee art :)

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mr aloy w the chiobu maori warrior lady! LOL

saw pretty geysers, bubbling mud pools and stuff. then we saw this warrior dance thing, very entertaining. there was this lady who sang vvv well and w good looks to boot :) bought souvenirs, and hit the road again.

some scenic shots:
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xinhang is seriously sleepy.

visit to the SA21 training grounds:
sorry i can't post any pictures here; they're not allowed on the internet circulating. so uh i can't let you guys see it here, if you're interested you could come look for me :)

saw radars, mortars and helium balloons LOL. meant for collecting info i guess. and lotsa other cool vehicles. observation posts and how they conceal them and all.

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james, me, and jonny.

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band of brothers! :D

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to the army museum exhibition!
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this is cute :D

shall save you all the boring musuem pics, but if you're interested can go to my photobucket album.

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when we were leaving i had an urge to put the teddy on the motorbike LOL. damn cute right!

back to the artillery grounds to watch them fire shots.

they fired 60 over shots, and each shot costs $1 k. so we witnessed the spending of $60,000 bucks, though in a not so conventional way :)

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army rations!

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sadiq and khai in titanic pose -.- hahaa

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jonny looks so anti-social. what's with the hood?

back on the road again!

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taken on the bus, credited to xinhang :) cute sheeps uh. think you might have to tilt your head a bit lol.

next day:

went to river valley lodge for bush whacking and white water rafting! was SO good. but i dont deny i was dying after the trek :o the food was super nice too, especially after you've gone white water rafting, and showered, and your stomach is about to rebel against all the grumbling. SHIOK!

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nice view from like, 1/10000 of the way up.

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okay, okay, big ass camwhore picture :) hardworking trekkers need a break sometimes you know!

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uhm, dead possum. haha. yes it's DEAD. I killed it. >:)

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w the friendly trek guide.

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another camwhore picture! you can hence deduce that the trek was super tiring and the need for breaks was getting absolutely necessary.

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pretty little flowers xinhang collected for me. cute eh?

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view from right at the top. oh. my. goodness.

yeah the trek was superb. can get the white water rafting photos here:


some more scenic shots:
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new zealand is so beautiful it just takes my breath away.

to lake taupo and to shop! : D
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the SUPER LOO! can you imagine? new zealand is so big they can have a whole building dedicated to toilets! omg.

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pretty flower :D

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in the army camp, before the farewell dinner.

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khai, my host, and me. HE wanted to take a picture w her cos she's pretty :)

then we're on the plane, and back to singapore we go :'( farewell, new zealanders.

okay i know we're not supposed to take shots w your camera when you're on the plane, but we can resist the temptation when you're offered such a beutiful view and you happen to be in a window seat? :p shh, you dont tell i dont tell; nobody know :)

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beautiful auckland; bird's eye view.

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further away now..

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look at all the pretty clouds! :)

yep so that's about it for the new zealand pictures that i WANT to show you, for more (which i strongly encourage you to do) please visit my photobucket album :) loads more interesting pictures there. or if you're too lazy, i'll be posting some random pictures i think you guys should see, right here, for your convenience. haha. loves.

okay so im going to shower now. bye loves. hope you enjoyed my entry.