Monday, April 30, 2007

hello.

random stuff.

i changed my nick to 'moody mondays' last monday. and today im online, and realised i didn't have to change my nick cos like, duh, it's monday. ahah so it's like been a week since i've come online. wow.

adults who stare are rude.

people who stare, in general, are rude.

end random stuff.

me and junqi have concluded that we're under tremendous stress. lol. we like sort of went nuts at the grandstand today. ahaha.

WAHLAU. come out ASEAN leh. i never study ASEAN AT ALL leh. wahlau.

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after exams im gna take a real nice breather. bake some cakes or something. haha.

going swimming tmr :D then huiyi leng leena &junqi coming over whee :D gtg bye~

Sunday, April 22, 2007

people who are nice enough not to retaliate upon being thrown at with hurtful comments usually get picked on the most. and i think that i ought to learn how to stand up for myself. not that i have low self esteem, but when caught in situations like this i dont retaliate, not because i'm unable to, but because i dont want to. and i dont think people around me should take that for granted.

on a lighter note i'm currently uploading my photos from new zealand (yes, i know im very, very late) and will be posting them up in the near future.

i keep typing and deleting what i want to say. this is getting quite irritating.

argh.

i conclude that i am having writer's block and will hereby end my entry till the words come to me. till then, let the pictures speak :)

Thursday, April 12, 2007

im disgusted at humanity. maybe that's why i never really understood what goes on in the minds of murderers as they make their kill.

all this while, i've had an unwavering trust in the public, in those adults that always criticise and look down on us young people. i believed them to be good and upright people who would never think of committing crimes.i believed they would return anything lost immediately to the authorities, knowing the worry &grief the owner must be going through.

but no.

i've been through this situation four times, including this time. the first time was during the part b bbq, when i lost my wallet with all the money inside. two hundred bucks. i lodged a police report, but no one gave it back. it was my first time, and utterly traumatising because i lost so much money. the second time was when my handphone dropped out of my pocket and onto the bus. i reported it to the bus interchange people, but i never saw it again. the third time was horribly unexpected. the shitbag actually stole my handphone from my bag in school. so much for security. and now this:




those circled in red, obviously, speak of great losses and trouble that i will now have to go through to replace them.

this is ridiculous. logically speaking, i shouldn't be surprised; haven't i had my share of losing items there were never "found"? but it just shows the depth of my trust.

perhaps im too naive. human beings are just selfish creatures who are so ridden with flaws that i am ashamed to be walking on this earth with them. some, actually.

students crime rate high, adult crime rate not high meh? please lah, what can we do lor. not as if we got murder ppl right. ADULTS got leh.

students litter, adults dont litter meh? everytime see those uncles walk walk walk then spit into the grass. ugh. i think students are more civilised than that.

as if adults care for the environment. everyday go ntuc see aunties and supposedly MATURE adults carrying plastic bags what. they also never use cloth bags. then ozone layer depleting, there's global warming, then come and blame us students -.- like we shop at ntuc like that. even if we dunno about the environment is also the supposedly mature adults teach one what. still criticise us. i mean, come on, this type of thing also wanna complain.

(aiya but what you expect, fann wong's hair ugly they also complain.)

why cannot just close one eye and be polite and walk off? stupid adults.

everytime got problem is secondary sch students fault. then they blame it on us going through teenage adolescence years. yah, and those adults out there with superb complaining skills never go through these years before leh! never leh!

every single time the newspapers come in on wednesday, i open the ZBnow section with a mixture of apprehension, excitement and skepticism. and as expected i feel utterly insulted before the supposedly mature adults are accusing us of things that they themselves are partially at fault for and they seem to be refusing to bear any kind of responsibility.

what are they going to talk about next? students are not doing enough to save the dying kids in africa? -.-

whatever. need to play piano. goodbye.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

im so pissed la right my brother is a bitch -.-

like i haven't touched the computer in AGES, and he's like, "you haven't played the piano", "did i say you could play the computer" and all sorts of bullshit. whatever man -.-

anyw i dont like some teachers. they scold ppl scold damn loud until everyone can hear, which causes the student to feel intense humiliation. chi1 bao3 mei2 shi4 zuo4 go &anyhow kaypo check uniform check socks like -.- man, have you nothing better to do than to terrorize students -.-

unreasonable.

yeah the past two days i've been a very good girl :] lol.

my annoyance at adults in general increases by the day; they keep telling us not to do this and that, although they themselves do the same, and we get punished just because they're older. i mean come on -.- when anything happens, it's bound to be our fault.

oh whatever. some adults are nice. esp mr ang mia lee :]

out of sight, out of mind. i finally understand leh! despite having such a "pretty" fringe, as long as i dont see it, i dont freak out! lol. and i think my hair is nice okay &definitely not a "major screw up". anyw still student what, hair so nice like supermodel for what. wait grow up lah, got money to style your hair in totally absurd ways also nobody care. :)

i have
7mins
more
to blog.

reading "the crow", the third book of pellinor. it's this fantasy series &i strongly recommend it, although it gets boring at times where the author describes maerad's endless journeys.

i've just realised this blogpost is utterly random. i presume this is due to the fact that i haven't blogged in ages and there's so much i wanna say.

my 3rd aunt's baby has come into the world :D another cousin :) going to see it now, yay. bye people. may never blog again =O

nah just joking.

get well soon, eye-infection-due-to-porno boy :)

Thursday, April 05, 2007

oh i just rmbed that i didn't blog about dance dance haha. okay basically is this inter-school dance competition at mgs &yuli wanted us to go so yea we bought the tix :) it was on saturday.

okay it was good cos yuli organised it :D imagine organising such a BIG event! wow man. and she's the organising chairperson can. for a moment i was so proud of yuli so capable :) she even went on stage to speak! cool.

yeah okay so i met bryan at the bus stop &boarded 66. then jevon came up our bus &i was like saying "eh? how come so coincidental." then bryan was like "yea duh we coordinated it" -.- wahlau cheat my feelings.

then we went to meet the lost val LOL. yeah and we were late so we were like running. haha. okay only i was running. val refused to run -.-

the show was okay lah. the innocent boys vvvv cool. haha. the rest just okay lor. i dont rly know how to appreciate dance lah. yeah. but oh well. had qt a good time. :]

today had 2.4. quite satisfied with my timing la. yah lor.

im bored.
and im in
no mood
to blog.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

"meet the robinsons" is good :D go watch it it's cool. loved the plot. shall not post anymore spoilers but it's nice really :D

dunno why some ppl dont like to watch cartoon movies, saying that it's a waste of money. i disagree leh. no ppl acting in it, means no good meh? means story cannot be good meh? means must be bad movie meh? i think some cartoon movies even nicer than movies with real people acting in it de lor. meet the robinsons is one example :]

i know, i know, i haven't been updating. at all. since eons ago. im too busy lah. today is sunday so i get a breather but IT'S MONDAY TOMORROW OMG OMG *pulls hair and runs around in circles* omg it's monday. i HATE mondays -.-

there's NAPFA test &physics test coming up, and guess what, bingo, they're both on thursday -.- &im like either going to fail my NAPFA, or beg the teacher for another chance at inclined pull-ups. i can't do one inclined pull up to save my life.

okay maybe that was a little exaggerated. but you get what i mean.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mT6EVIIcLLo - link to meet the robinsons soundtrack, rob thomas - little wonders. go listen i love it :D

is there any homework? :x