im so disappointed in this world.

:( im tired.

there's no love in this world. why can't the world be nice :(

i think im too naive.
isn't everyone supposed to have strong moral values and know not to sabo their lvl mates?

if, for example, you see a handphone left on the bus by a previous passenger. wont you take it and turn it in to the police station or to the bus interchange or something? isn't it the right thing to do? won't your conscience prick you? won't you be afraid of being caught?

if, for example, you see an envelope containing a large amount of money on a table, will you take it? will you think, "oh, no one will know anyway, why not?" will you feel good keeping so much money with you, always on your toes, as if someone could see through you and your guilt? or maybe you have no guilt.

why is the school like that? why is there such evil? why? why will anyone in the level hate me this much? i haven't offended anyone, have i? :(

once again, i need answers.

im tired. im rly tired of this crap. give me a break.

WAHLAU. cannot stand it leh.

PEOPLE ar. you all know how to spell 'WEIRD' not?! weird as in 'strange' and the like.

is NOT 'wierd'! aiyo. is WEIRD. okay?? -.- lau eh.

wahlau. and some ppl damn kpo one lor. poke your nose here and there.. i hope some creature bites it clean off your face and eats it.

the situation is on a roll.. downhill. like a barrel that's rolling down a steep slope, perhaps leading into a dark chasm of some sorts. everytime it gets stuck somewhere on the slope i can't help but wonder whether it has hit rock bottom, or whether it'll disentangle itself and continue rolling down. so far it hasn't hit rock bottom. yet.

but i'll look on the bright side. once the barrel hits rock bottom it will roll all the way up the cliff again... right? maybe the energy lost while it is rolling down the cliff (k.e. -> heat and sound energy) then dont have enough energy to roll back up the cliff.

what cock am i talking 'bout. im sure you all dont understand le right? must be thinking,'what is this siaolala saying, what about barrels and all'. never mind.

my head is hurting.

this is seriously. NOT. happening.

just a few days after the start of school. come on, it's not even the second week.

why?

the only reason why im blogging is because im stuck at home, sick, and naturally will have more time than if i went to school. sad to say that i was so sick yesterday to the extent that i slept all the way from 6-8, ate my dinner, washed up and went back to sleep. had a fever of 38.1 deg C. and no homework done.

but apparently i dont have an mc cos my mum decided not to send me to the doc's. honestly.

anyway. back to the screwed up thing.

i mean, why blow up everything? it's something so minor, so, i daresay, so common. what's the point of stripping him of his rank? is it necessary? what is the motive?

would it teach him? would he learn his lesson? would he change for the better? or will he just become more rebellious?

who would take over? would the new person agree to it? how long would he take to get used to it? and who, for god's sake, would take that dirty rank?

is the unit at heart?

challenging authority? that, is purely your own judgment, your own opinion. however, it is not under your jurisdiction, hence punishment should not be meted out unless you have hard, solid evidence OR the defendant's statement. that is, if you DO have the defendant's statements. even so, just statements alone do not prove anything. anything at all.

i need answers, i need answers. and i need them now. because the questions are driving me crazy.

which makes me wonder. will the answers be even worse?

the past few days have been a flurry of activities (i think, since my short term memory condition does not permit me to remember what has happened) and yeah. i can only remember from my weekend trip to msia with my uh relatives :]

basically we just went and stayed at a hotel in jb. and shopped. haha.



this is my cousin jingchun in de lobby :]



him in the room and talking :)

i can't upload the video of the junior suite, so yeah : (

&i did a facial there too! :o it was like, damn painful lah. the woman was squeezing out the blackheads for me. and she put this oatmeal mask on my face and i asked her whether i couldn't eat it omg >< style="text-align: center;">jing chun holding his bunny and looking SUPER cute : D