Friday, March 31, 2006

Stupid maids

Dragonflies are highly annoying, especially when you're having assembly and there it is, flying around and threatening to land on you or maybe fly into your clothes and cause you to freak out. Ugh.

The maths test today was horrible. I think I'm going to get a single digit fail.. It's like during the whole test I kept getting stuck and I just didn't know how to do anything at all.. I'm so useless. Why can't I get logarithms like others can ? No fair. I just want to pass.. that's all.

Never mind. Forget it. It's over anyway. No point dwelling on it. ='(

I hate my maid lor, it's like my mum not in Singapore then she every night also go out and find her bangla girlfriends and boyfriends or other Filipino maids or WHATEVER and she leaves EVERYTHING at home UNDONE. A very responsible person, she is. She win liao, never mop the floor in the kitchen and cause my sister to fall down and make her head bleed lor. Win liao lor, later my sister got concussion then she pay lah, huh ?

Stupid irresponsible monkey !

I love my daddy. =) He's so nice lor, everyday also make fruit juice for me and my siblings. And I get supper every night when my mum is not at home. Which rocks, except for the fact that it'll make me fat.

I'm sososo tired that I have triple eyelids now ( I can show you tomorrow if you want to see it ). I need sleep.. Tomorrow will be a longggggggggggggg day =) I'm so excited =D

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

FUCK.

I dont care if the person involved sees this or whatever. I dont care anymore, I'm at the point of explosion.

WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL DO YOU HAVE AGAINST ME ?

What is wrong with your BLOODY attitude problem ? You think you very big is it ? Huh? You think you can go around bullying people and criticising people is it ? HUH ? Then I'm sorry to tell you this, you are goddamned bloody WRONG . Fuck man, you have no right to bully me or talk to me in that way okay?

Goodness. You're like TNT, just a little spark will set you off. I just say something then you come and shout at me (indirectly). Yeah, we dont trust you, because you're the bloody person who betrayed our trust in the first place. Yeah, we spread stuff about you, because, bloody hell, you spread stuff about us in the first place.

You're always pushing people around, telling them to do this and that, and ordering them around like they're your slaves from Bangladesh. Who are you, God ah ? You think people worship you is it ? I cannot stand it anymore lor. Just who do you think you are, huh ? I tell you what, you are, if not worse, just like all of us okay? Your status is not higher than any of us okay ?

Everytime, it's about you, your mood, and you. Ya, then you liddat ap ppl you think ppl very shuang ah? Very happy ah ? Should I feel honoured and go down on my knees and worship you just because your words are holy and therefore even though you criticised me I should still worship you ?

URGH. Self centred people never fail to fuck up the world.

Monday, March 27, 2006

Umm.

Once you have a bad impression on somebody, it takes 22 good impressions to change that someone's first perception of you. Then it becomes really hard, doesn't it? First impressions make or break you.

Never mind. Forget what I said.

I just found two large creepy crawlies on my stack of worksheets under my study lamp on my table and I took a book and whacked them till they died, then i wrapped them in a tissue and threw them away. Oh, what an evil deed ! But seriously, they freaked me out lah, they were SO big and a whitish substance appeared when I whacked one of the insects. Ugh.

Today was fun. I went to school with Huiyi. Lessons ended and I didn't have to go for chinese remedial cos lkc wasn't around. I went for chemistry practical and talked cock for the whole time with Janson and Junqi. I went to Gek Poh for guitar lesson. I bought three buns at the bakery. I learnt four new chords today. I'm happy.

Oh yes, I just remembered. Ramly burger pwns okay? Okay, let me start on the bun.

It's so damn fluffy and soft! I just applied a bit of pressure onto it cos I wanted to take it out from the styrofoam box, and within SECONDS there was a dent in there and I just sat there mortified for the next few seconds. The poor bun!

Anyway, the burger. It's practically bursting with flavour and the combination of the sauce that is added in the burger is fantastic, really. You can taste so many things at one go that your tongue will go on its knees and beg for more. And I seem to be forgetting the fact that tongues do not have knees, but let's just ignore it for the time being.

The egg is prefectly cooked, no burnt bits and the fragrance is ... wow. The egg is perfect and mouth-watering. Although the chicken patty is hard and tasteless, the rest is simply heavenly. And it's just $2.50 ! Shiok !

Just a warning though, it will get messy. Yes, it will get very messy, once you bite into the burger all the sauce will just come oozing out and get all over your hands and your face. Definitely not something to be eaten in front of your boyfriend or whatever unless you're a burger eating connoisseur.

Kao, I want a Ramly burger right now! Buy it for me and I'll marry you I'll be very, very happy. =D

That's all for today. And there's no cca tomorrow, which is going to be so shiok, cos it means I have a free day to go out with my ultra hot charlie girls =D wow.

play with my hair

Saturday, March 25, 2006

I'm tired of everything.

Everyday's experience is just like a tape recorder, playing over and over again. I'm sick and tired of it.

Everyday, I just do the same things over and over again. Every morning I wake up, get ready and go to school. After that I'll run off for something else like guitar lessons or whatsoever and then reach home at 7 plus. Then I bathe, slack for two hours and watch the 9 o' clock corny drama. I'll go on msn and turn in at 12. Then the same routine repeats itself again and again.

My mum doesn't get me at all. I tell her I'm fucktired but she just dismisses it with a wave of her hand and then proceeds to tell me to go for taekwondo, for piano, for Kumon. She assumes that I'm holy and I never get tired. She, in her mind, thinks I'm just fooling around all day long and hence forces me to go for stuff that I am not interested in even though I'm extremely super tired.

What about her? She goes to work at 8, gets let off at 5, and goes shopping till 7 and fetches me home. And she claims she is more tired than me. I think it's a load of bullshit, cow dung, and bird droppings. If she is tired then I have already died of exhaustion.

Now, another annoying knnbccb thing to add to my already very tight schedule. I'm in the Chinese Programme and it's strictly compulsory, how's that? Why can't they just let me OUT of this thing? I've already got enough of that in the past two years and I dont want any of this crap this year again. But no, they happily push me into the fucked up remedial class and says it's fucking compulsory so I'll have to cancel ALL my other plans just to go for it. I ALREADY HAVE CHINESE KUMON AND CHINEE TUITION ON THURSDAY , ALRIGHT ?! It's not that I'm not making any effort!

And I can't even wake up late on weekends. My very considerate mother decided to put me in ultra LAME Kumon and in the MORNING. Forget it.

I can't wait for the adventure camp. It'll be a real break from everything. Cannot tahan anymore lah.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Ugh

I shall start off with that stupid actchio bitch who likes to be sarcastic and talks to herself almost every lesson she has with us.

Ya la, I know your dress sense super good and nice and the clothes you wear are fantastic and your push up bra really REALLY helps to enhance your chest . I think your way of talking to yourself is fascinating. Very few people can continue talking in a whisper and still not be aware that no one is listening to them. And keep it up with the sarcasm, we like it a lot, really. We love you ! =D stupid loser with a sucker face

I love you too, lee ! you like to rush through the lessons SO bloody fast we can hardly catch a thing. Like, 190km/h or something ? If you go any faster we'll really get into a car accident. And anyway, for your information we're NOT behind time, the other classes dont even know the existence of such a thing called mole. Stop rushing us and give us a break !

Oh yes, and the maths teacher who looks like an orang-utan. I know Zixi is very pretty and you're yearning to be her damsel-in-distress, but please lah, teenagers playing only then you so serious for what ? Anyway it was her who hit me first, you blind bat. Stop trying to act hero lah . -_-

Driving me to my grave uh, no doubt.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

-.-

I had a nightmare yesterday night and it caused me to wake up at 5:40 plus.

I was tired. Very tired.

I fell asleep during maths supplementary.

Therefore, I shall fail my maths paper in my midyear exams.

See? Everything is connected by cause-and-effect.

I like the itchy feeling in my stomach when I go down the lift.

Forget it I dont know what I'm ranting about.

Stupid crossword. Stupid everything.

Ugh.

Monday, March 20, 2006

Why is everything going wrong ?

Nothing's going right today, and it's only Monday, the first day of the week.

LKC is going away, and her first three months of teaching us will go down the toiletbowl, through the drain and into the Singapore river.

It's Melissa Chng's last lesson too, and I'll miss her, really. I know you guys dont like her, but hey, go easy on her people. She's new after all and she's not bad as a teacher, seriously. Cmon, stop being so prejudiced against her.

Lessons are just plain boring. Simply boring. Just boring.

It rained on the way to guitar lesson today. It was a gloomy day. Guitar lesson sucked because I didn't practise for two weeks. Going home sucked too because I had to go to JEC to meet my parents again. I hate going to JEC with my parents.

I'm just so very extremely super duper tired. Tired physically and mentally. Tired of everything that's going on around me. And I'm still sick, mind you.

What I am going to type from now on is NOT, I repeat, NOT aimed at anybody. I have NO intention of hurting anybody. I am just expressing what I feel.

Why are some people so petty and childish? They get worked up over nothing, nothing at all. Because they have so narrow a mindset that they can't see anything else except for that lonely alley of thinking that they have.

Why are some people so fond of bullying others? Is bullying very enjoyable? Does it make you feel more superior? Does damaging others' self confidence help to build your own? Is confidence derived from throwing harsh words in other people's faces ? Going overboard with your jokes about other people ; so what? Reflect.

Does saying that someone is uglier than you make you any prettier?

Does saying that someone is stupid make you any smarter?

Does saying that someone's dress sense sucks make you any fashionable?

The worst thing is that some of these people actually laugh at their own friends. Im not saying that it's okay to laugh at strangers, but at least that's more moral that laughing at the people that have stuck by you through thick and thin, through your darkest moments, or any of those cliche-ed stuff. Friends deserve much better than to have you always making fun of them and trying to demolish what self worth they have for themselves.

This is rubbish. Stop the bullying. Bullies are lonely people who have only enough self worth to fill an eggcup and are bullying other people so they might feel better. Dont be a bully.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Avoid fried food !

My mum told me that there was this 14 year old girl who got breast cancer and died. The reason ? She consumed too much fried food. x(

Stay away from fried food and eat more veggies ! All of you are too young to die .

Today is my grandma's birthday ! It was nothing special, just went back to JB as usual. There wasn't even a cake for her, but the present really pwned. A $1000 bracelet ! Made out of the 'shui3 jing1'. ONE THOUSAND BUCKS LEH ! For something you wear on your wrist everyday .. One thousand no joke leh . =x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA =D I LOVE YOU .

Went home, and went out again to IMM Long Beach Restaurant to have dinner with another aunt.

I tell you ah, the staff at Long Beach Restaurant there .. Seriously. Either they put too much makeup, or they look like life sized dolls, or they're too old to stay there . Seriously they look like.. Drag queens ? I dont know, they just look weird. I think they're too old .

Anyway I THINK the food was satisfactory, cos I couldn't taste much anyway. I'm still sick.

I haven't finished my holiday homework. I admit. I surrender. Sue me =x

Sarang haeyo = I love you

OMG
THAT SONG IS DAMN NICE LAH ! >< OMG . I listen over and over again I still not tired of it. In case you're wondering what song it is it's '只对你说' by Lin Jun Jie . OMG he's a genius . =x

It's currently 12 and I'm going to sleep now to prepare myself for a full-on war excuse giving session with the teachers . Night ~

sarang haeyo =)
'never mind' is me, and the other one is jasmine .


never mind says:
i eating ba neh neh
LAM HORNY IS SO PROTECTIVE OF HER PP! wahseh so stingy says:
WOW
LAM HORNY IS SO PROTECTIVE OF HER PP! wahseh so stingy says:
at 1st i nv see e ba
LAM HORNY IS SO PROTECTIVE OF HER PP! wahseh so stingy says:
i tot you eating nehneh
LAM HORNY IS SO PROTECTIVE OF HER PP! wahseh so stingy says:
wos
LAM HORNY IS SO PROTECTIVE OF HER PP! wahseh so stingy says:
wow

.... Ya I eating neh neh =x

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Chiong homework day

Went to the lib@JE to do homework with Darren. Actually is I bug him go out one, cos I don't understand a thing about maths then I tell him come and teach me lor. Managed to complete all my maths (yay =D) To hell with the rest.

Anyway Xianghui came and joined us cos he had nobody else to go with. Stupid lightbulb! =( Then he sit down there and act pro everything also say he know how to do but fake one lor =x HAHAHA . And he kept repeating over and over again that he was very sian -_-

After that we got very sian of the library so we went to Lot 1 to walk around . The guys went to play racing games at the arcade and I just watched. Got one machine damn funny one, you need to put on seatbelt one lor. And the game damn stupid lah, everytime got accident one. The checkpoints are for you to fill up your fuel tank, not for time extension. Seems like the type of game adults would play. Very lame lor, you cannot even speed lah can =x Darren tried to remove his seatbelt halfway through the game and as a result I think he got fined or something . As in in the game lah . VERY LAME .

There was even this sign nearby which read," Do not ware seatbelt if you are shorter than 130cm." Yes sir, I will not WARE the seatbelt because I am not tall enough, sir.

Highly recommended for typical goody-two-shoes who are strongly against speeding on the road.

I went home reluctantly after my mum told me to.

"Sweet and salty = ulcer " ... ?

Friday, March 17, 2006

Miserable

Very miserable outing today, partly because I'm sick and also because of the miserable amount of people who went. See lah, one by one they all pangseh, what with being locked at home or whatever ( Hongru I can sense your indignant look ) . HAHAHA !

The lib@Orchard was so. damn. fking. small ! What a disappointment. We were reduced to sitting ON THE FLOOR by a long bench like thing and doing our homework very uncomfortably. The worst thing was, the whole place was SO quiet and there was an air of 'This is a strictly all-adults place. Rowdy teenagers are not allowed in here' that kinda thing . From a very conducive environment become very un-conducive one liao cos we couldn't even talk there lah, it was sooo quiet . And there was this woman who was sitting on the bench and she told us twice to keep our volume down. Oh well. Adults.

We migrated to KFC after the second 'scolding' and got the very STINGY Xianghui to buy us popcorn chicken hahaha . Qiao1 zha4 if you can ! Can get free meals one, HAHA. And I bought gelato even though I was sick =( My cough is going to get from bad to worse ..

After that I went home with Xianghui cos he said he wanted to go to JEC . o.O

Anyway I managed to complete A BIT of my homework, reasonable lah, Jasmine didn't complete anything except her stupid Key Skills in English. Yitong.. was copying maths LMAO .

I feel so miserable =(

P.S NEVER EVER buy the Rocky Road Crown Muffin from Famous Amos. Sucks like shit, tastes like plasticine CAN YOU BELIEVE IT . Waste of my $2.30 ..

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Sick

I haven't blogged in so long I almost forgot I had a blog.

Im so sick I dont think I can churn out any long entries so forget it .

I'm like feeling so miserable now lah , what with the fever and running nose and slight cough . I dont know what I'm typing at the moment and I really can't think . To hell with the homework. I want to make a bonfire and burn them all up.

Ignore me, please. I'm ranting rubbish.

I've been drinking a hell lot of water and sleeping like a log but nothing seems to work I'm just not getting better. Somebody help me

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Overwhelmed by the mass of homework

I'm officially going crazy.

There's THREE history assignments to do, thanks to Paul Lim, and a chinese expostion compo which I have to complete by TOMORROW so I can put it in LKC's pigeon hole. Two maths assignments due too. And there is CAMP tmr too, so I'll have to pack up. Somebody save me.

I'm typing this blog post at Huangbei's house right now, though I'm supposed to be doing my compo. Okay I can hear you nagging at me already..

I'm freaking so much I dont even know what I'm typing right now !!

Off I go to do my chinese compo, and wish me good luck for camp cos I'll be dead by the end of it.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

I stood there, numbed. Holding my hand against my cheek, I could feel hot tears running down my face as I looked defiantly away from my mother, who was muttering some Hokkien swear words at me . My cheek was burning.

" How many times have I told you not to go out fooling around after school? " My mother demanded in the oh-so-familiar accusing tone. "Have you gotten yourself a boyfriend already? You so ugly, the guy only want your body only lah! "

Angry thoughts swam through my head. Firstly, I did not have a boyfriend, and even if I did I wouldn't tell her. Secondly, I was in school all the while rushing out a project which I had to present tomorrow.

"But Ma, I was in sch-"

Her hand, like a whip, slapped my other cheek.

" How dare you talk back at me? I dont care if you have whatever "engleesh pro-ject", I want you to come home STRAIGHT after school, you hear me? "

This time, I had the brains to keep quiet, all the while not looking in her eyes. I just couldn't. I must be looking a total wreck now, I thought. Before she could say another word, I stalked out of the room and slammed the door on her with an alarming "bang".

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Okay that was totally random .

This week has been so fhking busy, and im really, really tired. After effects? My right knee joint as swollen as ever and hurting like shit, and on the verge of falling sick. In addition, my eyebags are taking up 1/8 of my already very small face. I look so terrible. I get a break today and tomorrow, which is Sunday, to settle everything before the UG camp, which will pwn me and leave me dead .

Went to Bei's house today for the dance thing and found out that we didn't have to do the mutual board anymore, yayness. No need to worry about it already xD

Huangbei's got a date today! xD She kept repeating,"630 at JP 630 at JP! " over and over again until it became quite unbearable . Mmm and she spent AGES picking her outfit and gelling her hair o.O Wonder how it went.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

=(

Okay forget about that previous blog post . Now for shooting .

Somehow very disappointed lah . Passed the re-shoot , but so what ? It doesn't count .

There was this Nanhua girl whom I was assisting when I was having my reshoot and o.O I dont know what to say . She couldn't hold her rifle properly , for one thing , and I think she didn't know how to shoot AT ALL . With the sandbag she was already unsteady and when I removed the sandbag she began shaking very much . She put down the rifle everytime she fired off at a snap target and rested the rifle on the ground(pro-ness) . Needless to say she didn't hit anything . Wonder why she didn't get an IA .

Never mind .

I dont like eye checkups . I feel as if I'm taking an exam or something , where you have to give the correct answers and if you dont the man/woman will increase the degree until you can see . I dont know , maybe I just refuse to face the truth ; my eye degree has increased .

Anyway, please do NOT go to Capitol Optical . Stupid lah , I go there than they refuse to serve me , tell me go sit on the bloody damn chair and WAIT . Ya ya wait wait wait , wait until the cows come home also haven't serve me ah . What , see I little teenage girl then no need to care about me lah . Yeah only the adults matter right . I sit down there wait for such a long time and they treated me as though I was invisible , like I not there like that .

Stupid service . I want to fly to Japan then I'll have all the kimono-clad Japanese chiobus bow to me and say,"Konnichiwa!". I'd never have to wait at an optical shop like a retard ever again or be treated like something transparent . Lousy customer service .

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Stupid knee

Had physics in the morning and we handled this cool motion sensor thing where we had to record the motion of the ball . xD we were all wow-ing at how regular the graph was compared to our previous one HAHA . The previous graph was so irregular and shaky =x

Then after that when we were going up the stairs I was complaining to Chrislyn about how come there is maths everyday , totally unaware that Mrs Tay was right behind me -_- Then she ask me whether I hated her =( NO LAH . Mrs Tay rocks but I just hate maths HAHA .

PDP was just having a 'heart-to-heart' talk with the form teacher and basically everyone was whipping out their electronice devices ( handphone camera etc ) and using them very guangmingzhengda-ly, or should I say right below paul lim's nose ? o.O

Then I got informed that Mrs Look wanted to see me and I nearly hyperventilated . My first thought was," I talk too loudly again ah ? " I walked heart-in-mouth to the counselling room and nearly had a heart attack on the way there .

Met her outside and she told me I had to tell the school about the old lady who uh hurt herself on Valentines' Day . Then I told her happen so long ago liao then some more so paiseh then she say end the term with a 'good deed' better HAHA . PLATOON MATES I NEED YOUR HELP !! Esp Yap Yi Tong ! LMAO .

Yeah so my L1R5 = 19 and overall % = 63.??% . Shan't say anything lest people curse me but I'm VERY HAPPY satisfied with my results thought it's not really that great either .

2gaoxiao-ians went to Kind Albert's Park to eat at the Drive-Thruuu Mac and if i could only describe it in one word , it would be " super posh " . Okay I know that's two words but hey give me a break xD

It's really posh okay ! We went up to the SECOND FLOOR and settled down , then I started worrying about how I was going to go downstairs and order my stuff with my knee problem . Then one of the super nice Macdonalds' staff CAME UP TO TAKE OUR ORDERS ! Wow .

I know near Westmall there's a two storey Mac too but it's nowhere compared to the ultra posh one in King Albert's Park ! Stupid loserly mac-at-bukit-batok. The second floor is stupidly small !

Anyway we ate , cam-whored for a while and headed off to Macritchie . I had no money in my ezlink card so I had to fumble for coins to pay for my ride . =( EZlink card really makes things more EASY .

We just sat around and waited to start running . Very sian , sitting there and not doing anything at all . And I was applying Carmen's ointment to my knee cos it really hurt a lot . Thanks Carmen , my knee felt better after that =)

Out of 3 cubicles in the girls' toilet , 2 of them were clogged . You should see it for yourself . It's an eye opener .

EH EH . I need to prepare my uiform now uh so sorry i shall blog tomorrow paiseh . I'm really tired and I still haven't prepared my uniform . Tata people stay tuned ~

Sunday, March 05, 2006

I'm scared

Okay here I am rushing out my blog post before my brother takes over the computer again .

Today morning when we were on the way to Malaysia my mum informed everyone that recently , there had been a shooting at Pelangi ( a shopping mall in Malaysia ) . A security guard who had RM100,000 on him and was on the way to the bank to put the money in was robbed and shot in broad daylight .

I was terrified .

What further horrified me was the fact that when someone called the police , they REFUSED to go over to help . If I'm not wrong , the person who picked up the call said,"Pelangi too far away, you want to call then you call nearer branch . "

OMGWTF .

Can you imagine if there was a shooting right here in Singapore . In Jurong Point for example , and you call for the police while staring wide-eyed at the scene in front of you . Then the policeman says," You call the Jurong branch lah , here very far. "

Peoples' lives are at risk because no one bothers to do something about the security . Tighten the security and put more men on patrol . Maybe that'll do the trick.

What is the world coming to ? A robbery and a shooting , both in BROAD DAYLIGHT . This is scary .

Suddenly everything seemed so uncertain . If you do not take the necessary precautions to keep yourself safe , it could be a fatal mistake .

Anyway , we went to Malaysia as usual against my protests and had the piano lesson . My teacher marked the stuff I did and careless mistakes peppered everywhere , as usual .

To tell you the truth , I hate checking my work . I just can't be bothered . Once I complete a question , I have no intention to look back again at it . And I do not . I just hate checking . And when I get back my results , once they are satisfactory , I do not listen to my teach as he/she goes through the paper . I do not like to look back at things that cannot be undone .

Anyway, my theory exam is coming ; it's on next Saturday , and my key signatures are still .. not memorised . Arggh . I hope I pass .

Slight digression : I take after my dad ! I'm tall ( considered quite tall ), have big hands, am greedy and look like him . But he likes my brother more than me ! =( End of digression .

There's going to be a flury of activities from today onwards . Tomorrow I have to stay back for dance and go for guitar lesson after that , followed by a trip to SAFRA again for shooting on Tuesday . Wednesday's cross-country , Thursday's for IMT and Friday we have the service for the netball tournament .

Somebody please help me .

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My mum touched on the topic about superficiality today on the car .

Why do some people camplain that others are 'acting chio' or whatnot ? Everybody wants to look presentable . Besides, it is a PRIVILEGE to look pretty .

Firstly, it gets you noticed , either for job opportunities or maybe a chance to go overseas . If your boss likes your face , then it's a case of 'Sorry-all-the-ugly-people-out-there' and off you go to Italy or whatever .

Secondly, you get boyfriends/girlfriends easily , though they dont last for very long . Yes , we ARE superfical . We all are . It's an undeniable fact . I'm not saying that all guys are MCPs or 'bastards-that-only-care-about-a-girls's-looks' but it's true . Unless they really love you for your character , given a better choice they'd rather go for it .

Sure , people who have average or less-than-average looks were born that way and it's not their fault the turned out like that . People like that may rant and complain about why the prettier and more handsome people always get the guys and get the jobs but it's just like that . First impressions are formed through how you look and how you dress .

My conclusion is that it is not a crime to look nice and presentable because no matter how we deny it , we all want to look good , because that makes us feel good about ourselves and it boosts our confidence .

Oh well . I've said so much . Time for me to sign off now .


i'm so jealous

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Okay

Yesterday was a horrible day because :
1) Shooting sucked .
2) I had gastric after that and it hurt like crazy . Really crazy .

Results yesterday .

30.5/50 - Chemistry
30/50 - Chinese
30/50 - Physics
30/50 - A maths

I ought to be the Queen of Average Marks . Good precision but no accuracy ; or is it the other way round ? Okay okay spare me from physics already .

Had guides campfire today ! =)

Mmm . Firstly, I passed my Kumon test in the morning , now I'm CII ! =D I'm so proud of myself . Proceeded to Huangbei's house to find out that Xinran had gone to buy EYELINER LMAO . Oh my . I dont even have a single article of makeup lah .

At Huangbei's house we went totally nuts . She was trying to teach us the moves but we kept getting distracted . Sorry =( We had a great time by going all wild ! We even had a photoshoot at the balcony LMAO .

We went to the food court at JP after that to share two sets of chicken rice and a bowl of ice kachang HAHA . After taking the MRT to Commonwealth me and Yitong started running all the way to school cos we NJ . They stupidly closed all the toilets so me and Tong ran around the whole school trying to look for a toilet . =(

Honestly I couldn't hear the emcee for half the time the whole time , but we were all busy self-entertaining ourselves . =D I loved the cheer we did ! =)) ahahaha .

Yeah must thank the guides cus I think they put in a lot of effort for this campfire ; the banner was very nice ! But the doorgifts mysteriously disappeared - I wonder where they put them ? Dont tell me it's because of the parent who complained ?

Enjoyed myself cos all of us was in a hyper mood and very into the mood =D and we got to spend the day as a platoon ; make me feel so xing4 fu2 =) Went to JEC after that and ate with jas tong ru xi BEI Kendre and Jasmine .

I hate walking home alone =( Makes me so scared . Brisk walked all the way and now my legs suffering from after effects . Aww .

Oh and somebody HATES me ! Aww shucks . What is it again ? Too noisy ? Attention seeking ? Flirt ? Boy I need to go eat some worms .

OH JUST FUCK OFF LAH .

That's me lah okay and like I said you can go fuck yourself if you dont like me . -_- I'm pretty and popular and YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS cos you're too loserly CMON . Go get yourself some friends ; you look so miserly staying in class everyday cos you dont have anyone to go down to eat with . Oh I almost forgot you CAN'T get any friends cos you're too bossy and disgusting .

=) There are bound to be jealous bitches around who want to be just like me and I can't help it so I shall ignore them . Besides I can't make everyone happy .

For example, if I treat everyone super nicely, people will say I'm hypocritical .

If I'm aloof, people will say I have an attitude problem .

If I'm antisocial, some will still say that I have no life .

If I'm friendly AND popular , people will say that I'm attention seeking .

Get what I mean ? YOU CANT MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY WITH YOU AND YOUR CHARACTER .

I shall ignore that bitch =) SFB has another name ; SJB . Stupid jealous bitch ! HAHA .

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

SFB

If you're wondering what SFB stands for you'll have to read the whole of my entry .

I SAW WENCONG TODAY MORNING >< In case you dont know who he is , he's an ULTRA CUTE GUY from 1J , from trumpet section (I think) in band . He looks like Kevan , and in case you dont know who Kevan is you ought to go pull your ears and squat in a corner and repeat " I am a stupid idiot " 100 times .

Yeah and he was outside the toilet and I said hi to him . Then he asked me where 3L is , and ( I LOVE 3L ) I brought him to my class . He was actually looking for YENCHAI , but he misled me by saying his senior is a GIRL -.- Oh well . He's ultra cute . I hope he doesn't find me irritating like Ernest does , LMAO !

I think I'm a paedophile .

Today was hiong, so many lessons crammed into one day . I always had this weird theory of Thursday as being 'revenge' of the teachers, because we got to slack on Wednesday (PDP and Assembly ) . Which is true I think . If it isn't then take it that I'm just deceiving myself .

LKC didn't come today , so I spent the lesson singing songs with Zhixin &Chyiwei . Dayanna joined in afterwards ahaha . Then we went for chem practical and were told to test for sulphur dioxide ( which smells like rotten eggs ) and chlorine ( which smells like the water in a swimming pool ) . I chose to test for the latter , obviously =) Wenhui is so nice to me ! I was like , " I want to do the experiment for chlorine ." After which she stared at me for a while and she said okay LMAO ! Wenhui rocks HAHA .

Shan't talk about the rest of the lessons they're so boring .

Anyway I can't stand a certain SFB .

I like to make noise , so what ?

I like to freak out , so what ?

I like to jump around , SO WHAT ?

Telling me to stop will make me want to make even more noise , which I enjoy tremendously . So DONT stop me or tell me to shut up unless theres a valid reason . Like for example when I'm in the MRT and when I'm making too much noise you COULD tell me NICELY to soften down ; I'd appreciate that .

But NOT , I repeat , NOT when I am freaking out in class and tell me to shut up just because you want to concentrate on your STUPID jianbao which you did NOT complete at home YESTERDAY . HOMEwork is meant to be done at home , sucker , like the name implies , and for your information YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO GO DOWN TO THE CANTEEN DURING RECESS .

So , given the circumstances , if you had just done your stupid homework at HOME and had been a good little kid and gone to the canteen , you wouldn't have been present when I freaked out , and NOTHING would have happened .

But no , you decided to stay in class and do your homework . I have NOTHING against that , or even doing homework in school in general . But you are supposed to go down to the canteen during recess , therefore I have EVERY SINGLE RIGHT to jump around and make noise , whereas you have ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT to tell me to keep quiet .

You might say , if we're supposed to go down to the canteen during recess then how come I wasn't there ?

Firstly, I had finished eating , and secondly , if you dont like me you can just go fuck yourself . I have absolutely no idea on how you're going to manage to do that , but since you're such a "Miss-know-it-all" who likes to boss people around I'm sure you can find a way to do that on your own . Or another option would be to sue me . But you're so poor I highly doubt you'll have the means to do that , so you shall just stay at home and rot . Literally , rot .

Anyway , I'm always right so you dont have to argue . And please dont threaten to punch me , because I take taekwondo . It disgusts me the way you think so highly of yourself . Everyone hates you and you ought to go eat some worms , Missy .

Do not even me started on how natural it is for my voice to rise about 2 decibels above an average person's voice and WHY there is nothing wrong with that . It'll take far too long .

And if you know who I'm talking about please keep it to yourself , if not you can ask me . Also if you think you're the one I'm talking about you can go on your knees and beg me for mercy but all I'll do is tell you to fuck off . Please do not be a slut by trying to screen through my entry from top to bottom for any grammatical or vocabulary or spelling or punctuation errors , because like I said I'm always right and there wont be any .

Alright . Enough about the Stupid Fugly Bitch (SFB). Giving her too much publicity on my blog 'tai pian yi ta le' . I shall get a noose ready in my bag and prepare to hang her as and when I feel like it .

I'm going to be really busy next week . Oh well .

And have I told you how much I hate people telling me to shut up ?

Anyway the yearbook came yesterday , which left me speechless as I flipped through the pages . The whole bloody thing is peppered with my fugly pictures , even on the cover ! This is humiliation beyond words . I want to commit suicide by jumping down the building . At least there's a decent one on page 53 . Haha =)

Have you noticed that I've cut down on the vulgarities already ? Not a single F word to be found ( okay fine there ARE but less already ) =) haha . I'm so proud of myself .

Going for the guides' campfire on Saturday ! And I heard that one parent complained that the door gifts were , um , inappropriate . Wah lao mummies and coffins only what , make such a big fuss over nothing at all . Dont like it can dont go one right ? Crazy . Sooner or later your precious little diddydums will see mummies and coffins too what . Parents nowadays ..

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