I'm tired of everything.

Everyday's experience is just like a tape recorder, playing over and over again. I'm sick and tired of it.

Everyday, I just do the same things over and over again. Every morning I wake up, get ready and go to school. After that I'll run off for something else like guitar lessons or whatsoever and then reach home at 7 plus. Then I bathe, slack for two hours and watch the 9 o' clock corny drama. I'll go on msn and turn in at 12. Then the same routine repeats itself again and again.

My mum doesn't get me at all. I tell her I'm fucktired but she just dismisses it with a wave of her hand and then proceeds to tell me to go for taekwondo, for piano, for Kumon. She assumes that I'm holy and I never get tired. She, in her mind, thinks I'm just fooling around all day long and hence forces me to go for stuff that I am not interested in even though I'm extremely super tired.

What about her? She goes to work at 8, gets let off at 5, and goes shopping till 7 and fetches me home. And she claims she is more tired than me. I think it's a load of bullshit, cow dung, and bird droppings. If she is tired then I have already died of exhaustion.

Now, another annoying knnbccb thing to add to my already very tight schedule. I'm in the Chinese Programme and it's strictly compulsory, how's that? Why can't they just let me OUT of this thing? I've already got enough of that in the past two years and I dont want any of this crap this year again. But no, they happily push me into the fucked up remedial class and says it's fucking compulsory so I'll have to cancel ALL my other plans just to go for it. I ALREADY HAVE CHINESE KUMON AND CHINEE TUITION ON THURSDAY , ALRIGHT ?! It's not that I'm not making any effort!

And I can't even wake up late on weekends. My very considerate mother decided to put me in ultra LAME Kumon and in the MORNING. Forget it.

I can't wait for the adventure camp. It'll be a real break from everything. Cannot tahan anymore lah.