im disgusted at humanity. maybe that's why i never really understood what goes on in the minds of murderers as they make their kill.

all this while, i've had an unwavering trust in the public, in those adults that always criticise and look down on us young people. i believed them to be good and upright people who would never think of committing crimes.i believed they would return anything lost immediately to the authorities, knowing the worry &grief the owner must be going through.

but no.

i've been through this situation four times, including this time. the first time was during the part b bbq, when i lost my wallet with all the money inside. two hundred bucks. i lodged a police report, but no one gave it back. it was my first time, and utterly traumatising because i lost so much money. the second time was when my handphone dropped out of my pocket and onto the bus. i reported it to the bus interchange people, but i never saw it again. the third time was horribly unexpected. the shitbag actually stole my handphone from my bag in school. so much for security. and now this:




those circled in red, obviously, speak of great losses and trouble that i will now have to go through to replace them.

this is ridiculous. logically speaking, i shouldn't be surprised; haven't i had my share of losing items there were never "found"? but it just shows the depth of my trust.

perhaps im too naive. human beings are just selfish creatures who are so ridden with flaws that i am ashamed to be walking on this earth with them. some, actually.

students crime rate high, adult crime rate not high meh? please lah, what can we do lor. not as if we got murder ppl right. ADULTS got leh.

students litter, adults dont litter meh? everytime see those uncles walk walk walk then spit into the grass. ugh. i think students are more civilised than that.

as if adults care for the environment. everyday go ntuc see aunties and supposedly MATURE adults carrying plastic bags what. they also never use cloth bags. then ozone layer depleting, there's global warming, then come and blame us students -.- like we shop at ntuc like that. even if we dunno about the environment is also the supposedly mature adults teach one what. still criticise us. i mean, come on, this type of thing also wanna complain.

(aiya but what you expect, fann wong's hair ugly they also complain.)

why cannot just close one eye and be polite and walk off? stupid adults.

everytime got problem is secondary sch students fault. then they blame it on us going through teenage adolescence years. yah, and those adults out there with superb complaining skills never go through these years before leh! never leh!

every single time the newspapers come in on wednesday, i open the ZBnow section with a mixture of apprehension, excitement and skepticism. and as expected i feel utterly insulted before the supposedly mature adults are accusing us of things that they themselves are partially at fault for and they seem to be refusing to bear any kind of responsibility.

what are they going to talk about next? students are not doing enough to save the dying kids in africa? -.-

whatever. need to play piano. goodbye.