i seriously need motivation can.

i find it impossible to study for long periods of time. heck, i find it hard to even study at all. i've been going over the o level a maths syllabus and im only up to chapter 6. it doesn't help that i have severe short term memory and i'd forget everything the very next day.

i. seriously. need. motivation.

anyway i'm up to my nose w books. okay not exactly, and it's ironic that prior to this i actually thought i'd be able to read more. but come holidays, i'm worrying about o levels and up to my nose revising instead. IRONIC CAN. but im trying, i really am. reading is love :)

"Tilt-A-Whirl" by Chris Grabenstein is good. really. the story takes you where you least expect it, and when you think you've hit rock bottom you fall some more. okay i probably gave you guys a lot of spoilers in that sentence but heck, dont think you guys are going to read it anyway. but you really should.

my favourite quote?

"Swearing is the sign of a limited vocabulary." John Ceepak, from above mentioned book.

HAHA. will serve to give me second thoughts on swearing in future, eh?

i did beatty sec sch e maths papers today. all my myself. with no motivation except maybe breakfast, a plate of mee goreng, a cup of sprite, a yakult, cuppa iced milo, and lunch. consumed over a period of time of course. note that the only sources of motivation (for me) consist of food.

oh and the other day i went shopping w hongru LOL. she wanted to get her BRIGHT yellow slippers and at first i didn't really like them but they grew on me and now i can't swtop thinking abt them haha. hongru you be careful k ltr i go your house steal LOL.

I WANT NAIL POLISH. transparent and white. and other pretty colours. oh shucks i sound like a bimbo. but that day i was looking at nail polish colours and wanted to buy so many of them that i decided not to buy any at all. im not making sense to some of you but i think some might get what i mean. rather than to give in to a little temptation it's better not to give in at all. it's a vicious cycle. it took all of my willpower though ><

digressing. yeah and one of the reasons why i decided not to buy was because i scared i put on my nails then very ugly. like that time i bought electric silvery blue nail polish cos i thought hey that's pretty cool, to have blue nails. of course at that point of time i didn't think that my nails would resemble those on frostbitten fingers that have turned a not-so-pretty purplish-blue. and so i bought at and it's still sitting in my drawer waiting to be used.

anybody up for blue nails?