Monday, March 20, 2006

Why is everything going wrong ?

Nothing's going right today, and it's only Monday, the first day of the week.

LKC is going away, and her first three months of teaching us will go down the toiletbowl, through the drain and into the Singapore river.

It's Melissa Chng's last lesson too, and I'll miss her, really. I know you guys dont like her, but hey, go easy on her people. She's new after all and she's not bad as a teacher, seriously. Cmon, stop being so prejudiced against her.

Lessons are just plain boring. Simply boring. Just boring.

It rained on the way to guitar lesson today. It was a gloomy day. Guitar lesson sucked because I didn't practise for two weeks. Going home sucked too because I had to go to JEC to meet my parents again. I hate going to JEC with my parents.

I'm just so very extremely super duper tired. Tired physically and mentally. Tired of everything that's going on around me. And I'm still sick, mind you.

What I am going to type from now on is NOT, I repeat, NOT aimed at anybody. I have NO intention of hurting anybody. I am just expressing what I feel.

Why are some people so petty and childish? They get worked up over nothing, nothing at all. Because they have so narrow a mindset that they can't see anything else except for that lonely alley of thinking that they have.

Why are some people so fond of bullying others? Is bullying very enjoyable? Does it make you feel more superior? Does damaging others' self confidence help to build your own? Is confidence derived from throwing harsh words in other people's faces ? Going overboard with your jokes about other people ; so what? Reflect.

Does saying that someone is uglier than you make you any prettier?

Does saying that someone is stupid make you any smarter?

Does saying that someone's dress sense sucks make you any fashionable?

The worst thing is that some of these people actually laugh at their own friends. Im not saying that it's okay to laugh at strangers, but at least that's more moral that laughing at the people that have stuck by you through thick and thin, through your darkest moments, or any of those cliche-ed stuff. Friends deserve much better than to have you always making fun of them and trying to demolish what self worth they have for themselves.

This is rubbish. Stop the bullying. Bullies are lonely people who have only enough self worth to fill an eggcup and are bullying other people so they might feel better. Dont be a bully.

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