Stupid knee

Had physics in the morning and we handled this cool motion sensor thing where we had to record the motion of the ball . xD we were all wow-ing at how regular the graph was compared to our previous one HAHA . The previous graph was so irregular and shaky =x

Then after that when we were going up the stairs I was complaining to Chrislyn about how come there is maths everyday , totally unaware that Mrs Tay was right behind me -_- Then she ask me whether I hated her =( NO LAH . Mrs Tay rocks but I just hate maths HAHA .

PDP was just having a 'heart-to-heart' talk with the form teacher and basically everyone was whipping out their electronice devices ( handphone camera etc ) and using them very guangmingzhengda-ly, or should I say right below paul lim's nose ? o.O

Then I got informed that Mrs Look wanted to see me and I nearly hyperventilated . My first thought was," I talk too loudly again ah ? " I walked heart-in-mouth to the counselling room and nearly had a heart attack on the way there .

Met her outside and she told me I had to tell the school about the old lady who uh hurt herself on Valentines' Day . Then I told her happen so long ago liao then some more so paiseh then she say end the term with a 'good deed' better HAHA . PLATOON MATES I NEED YOUR HELP !! Esp Yap Yi Tong ! LMAO .

Yeah so my L1R5 = 19 and overall % = 63.??% . Shan't say anything lest people curse me but I'm VERY HAPPY satisfied with my results thought it's not really that great either .

2gaoxiao-ians went to Kind Albert's Park to eat at the Drive-Thruuu Mac and if i could only describe it in one word , it would be " super posh " . Okay I know that's two words but hey give me a break xD

It's really posh okay ! We went up to the SECOND FLOOR and settled down , then I started worrying about how I was going to go downstairs and order my stuff with my knee problem . Then one of the super nice Macdonalds' staff CAME UP TO TAKE OUR ORDERS ! Wow .

I know near Westmall there's a two storey Mac too but it's nowhere compared to the ultra posh one in King Albert's Park ! Stupid loserly mac-at-bukit-batok. The second floor is stupidly small !

Anyway we ate , cam-whored for a while and headed off to Macritchie . I had no money in my ezlink card so I had to fumble for coins to pay for my ride . =( EZlink card really makes things more EASY .

We just sat around and waited to start running . Very sian , sitting there and not doing anything at all . And I was applying Carmen's ointment to my knee cos it really hurt a lot . Thanks Carmen , my knee felt better after that =)

Out of 3 cubicles in the girls' toilet , 2 of them were clogged . You should see it for yourself . It's an eye opener .

EH EH . I need to prepare my uiform now uh so sorry i shall blog tomorrow paiseh . I'm really tired and I still haven't prepared my uniform . Tata people stay tuned ~

I'm scared

Okay here I am rushing out my blog post before my brother takes over the computer again .

Today morning when we were on the way to Malaysia my mum informed everyone that recently , there had been a shooting at Pelangi ( a shopping mall in Malaysia ) . A security guard who had RM100,000 on him and was on the way to the bank to put the money in was robbed and shot in broad daylight .

I was terrified .

What further horrified me was the fact that when someone called the police , they REFUSED to go over to help . If I'm not wrong , the person who picked up the call said,"Pelangi too far away, you want to call then you call nearer branch . "

OMGWTF .

Can you imagine if there was a shooting right here in Singapore . In Jurong Point for example , and you call for the police while staring wide-eyed at the scene in front of you . Then the policeman says," You call the Jurong branch lah , here very far. "

Peoples' lives are at risk because no one bothers to do something about the security . Tighten the security and put more men on patrol . Maybe that'll do the trick.

What is the world coming to ? A robbery and a shooting , both in BROAD DAYLIGHT . This is scary .

Suddenly everything seemed so uncertain . If you do not take the necessary precautions to keep yourself safe , it could be a fatal mistake .

Anyway , we went to Malaysia as usual against my protests and had the piano lesson . My teacher marked the stuff I did and careless mistakes peppered everywhere , as usual .

To tell you the truth , I hate checking my work . I just can't be bothered . Once I complete a question , I have no intention to look back again at it . And I do not . I just hate checking . And when I get back my results , once they are satisfactory , I do not listen to my teach as he/she goes through the paper . I do not like to look back at things that cannot be undone .

Anyway, my theory exam is coming ; it's on next Saturday , and my key signatures are still .. not memorised . Arggh . I hope I pass .

Slight digression : I take after my dad ! I'm tall ( considered quite tall ), have big hands, am greedy and look like him . But he likes my brother more than me ! =( End of digression .

There's going to be a flury of activities from today onwards . Tomorrow I have to stay back for dance and go for guitar lesson after that , followed by a trip to SAFRA again for shooting on Tuesday . Wednesday's cross-country , Thursday's for IMT and Friday we have the service for the netball tournament .

Somebody please help me .

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My mum touched on the topic about superficiality today on the car .

Why do some people camplain that others are 'acting chio' or whatnot ? Everybody wants to look presentable . Besides, it is a PRIVILEGE to look pretty .

Firstly, it gets you noticed , either for job opportunities or maybe a chance to go overseas . If your boss likes your face , then it's a case of 'Sorry-all-the-ugly-people-out-there' and off you go to Italy or whatever .

Secondly, you get boyfriends/girlfriends easily , though they dont last for very long . Yes , we ARE superfical . We all are . It's an undeniable fact . I'm not saying that all guys are MCPs or 'bastards-that-only-care-about-a-girls's-looks' but it's true . Unless they really love you for your character , given a better choice they'd rather go for it .

Sure , people who have average or less-than-average looks were born that way and it's not their fault the turned out like that . People like that may rant and complain about why the prettier and more handsome people always get the guys and get the jobs but it's just like that . First impressions are formed through how you look and how you dress .

My conclusion is that it is not a crime to look nice and presentable because no matter how we deny it , we all want to look good , because that makes us feel good about ourselves and it boosts our confidence .

Oh well . I've said so much . Time for me to sign off now .


i'm so jealous

Okay

Yesterday was a horrible day because :
1) Shooting sucked .
2) I had gastric after that and it hurt like crazy . Really crazy .

Results yesterday .

30.5/50 - Chemistry
30/50 - Chinese
30/50 - Physics
30/50 - A maths

I ought to be the Queen of Average Marks . Good precision but no accuracy ; or is it the other way round ? Okay okay spare me from physics already .

Had guides campfire today ! =)

Mmm . Firstly, I passed my Kumon test in the morning , now I'm CII ! =D I'm so proud of myself . Proceeded to Huangbei's house to find out that Xinran had gone to buy EYELINER LMAO . Oh my . I dont even have a single article of makeup lah .

At Huangbei's house we went totally nuts . She was trying to teach us the moves but we kept getting distracted . Sorry =( We had a great time by going all wild ! We even had a photoshoot at the balcony LMAO .

We went to the food court at JP after that to share two sets of chicken rice and a bowl of ice kachang HAHA . After taking the MRT to Commonwealth me and Yitong started running all the way to school cos we NJ . They stupidly closed all the toilets so me and Tong ran around the whole school trying to look for a toilet . =(

Honestly I couldn't hear the emcee for half the time the whole time , but we were all busy self-entertaining ourselves . =D I loved the cheer we did ! =)) ahahaha .

Yeah must thank the guides cus I think they put in a lot of effort for this campfire ; the banner was very nice ! But the doorgifts mysteriously disappeared - I wonder where they put them ? Dont tell me it's because of the parent who complained ?

Enjoyed myself cos all of us was in a hyper mood and very into the mood =D and we got to spend the day as a platoon ; make me feel so xing4 fu2 =) Went to JEC after that and ate with jas tong ru xi BEI Kendre and Jasmine .

I hate walking home alone =( Makes me so scared . Brisk walked all the way and now my legs suffering from after effects . Aww .

Oh and somebody HATES me ! Aww shucks . What is it again ? Too noisy ? Attention seeking ? Flirt ? Boy I need to go eat some worms .

OH JUST FUCK OFF LAH .

That's me lah okay and like I said you can go fuck yourself if you dont like me . -_- I'm pretty and popular and YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS cos you're too loserly CMON . Go get yourself some friends ; you look so miserly staying in class everyday cos you dont have anyone to go down to eat with . Oh I almost forgot you CAN'T get any friends cos you're too bossy and disgusting .

=) There are bound to be jealous bitches around who want to be just like me and I can't help it so I shall ignore them . Besides I can't make everyone happy .

For example, if I treat everyone super nicely, people will say I'm hypocritical .

If I'm aloof, people will say I have an attitude problem .

If I'm antisocial, some will still say that I have no life .

If I'm friendly AND popular , people will say that I'm attention seeking .

Get what I mean ? YOU CANT MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY WITH YOU AND YOUR CHARACTER .

I shall ignore that bitch =) SFB has another name ; SJB . Stupid jealous bitch ! HAHA .

=D

Today is a horrible day

The title says it all .

SFB

If you're wondering what SFB stands for you'll have to read the whole of my entry .

I SAW WENCONG TODAY MORNING >< In case you dont know who he is , he's an ULTRA CUTE GUY from 1J , from trumpet section (I think) in band . He looks like Kevan , and in case you dont know who Kevan is you ought to go pull your ears and squat in a corner and repeat " I am a stupid idiot " 100 times .

Yeah and he was outside the toilet and I said hi to him . Then he asked me where 3L is , and ( I LOVE 3L ) I brought him to my class . He was actually looking for YENCHAI , but he misled me by saying his senior is a GIRL -.- Oh well . He's ultra cute . I hope he doesn't find me irritating like Ernest does , LMAO !

I think I'm a paedophile .

Today was hiong, so many lessons crammed into one day . I always had this weird theory of Thursday as being 'revenge' of the teachers, because we got to slack on Wednesday (PDP and Assembly ) . Which is true I think . If it isn't then take it that I'm just deceiving myself .

LKC didn't come today , so I spent the lesson singing songs with Zhixin &Chyiwei . Dayanna joined in afterwards ahaha . Then we went for chem practical and were told to test for sulphur dioxide ( which smells like rotten eggs ) and chlorine ( which smells like the water in a swimming pool ) . I chose to test for the latter , obviously =) Wenhui is so nice to me ! I was like , " I want to do the experiment for chlorine ." After which she stared at me for a while and she said okay LMAO ! Wenhui rocks HAHA .

Shan't talk about the rest of the lessons they're so boring .

Anyway I can't stand a certain SFB .

I like to make noise , so what ?

I like to freak out , so what ?

I like to jump around , SO WHAT ?

Telling me to stop will make me want to make even more noise , which I enjoy tremendously . So DONT stop me or tell me to shut up unless theres a valid reason . Like for example when I'm in the MRT and when I'm making too much noise you COULD tell me NICELY to soften down ; I'd appreciate that .

But NOT , I repeat , NOT when I am freaking out in class and tell me to shut up just because you want to concentrate on your STUPID jianbao which you did NOT complete at home YESTERDAY . HOMEwork is meant to be done at home , sucker , like the name implies , and for your information YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO GO DOWN TO THE CANTEEN DURING RECESS .

So , given the circumstances , if you had just done your stupid homework at HOME and had been a good little kid and gone to the canteen , you wouldn't have been present when I freaked out , and NOTHING would have happened .

But no , you decided to stay in class and do your homework . I have NOTHING against that , or even doing homework in school in general . But you are supposed to go down to the canteen during recess , therefore I have EVERY SINGLE RIGHT to jump around and make noise , whereas you have ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT to tell me to keep quiet .

You might say , if we're supposed to go down to the canteen during recess then how come I wasn't there ?

Firstly, I had finished eating , and secondly , if you dont like me you can just go fuck yourself . I have absolutely no idea on how you're going to manage to do that , but since you're such a "Miss-know-it-all" who likes to boss people around I'm sure you can find a way to do that on your own . Or another option would be to sue me . But you're so poor I highly doubt you'll have the means to do that , so you shall just stay at home and rot . Literally , rot .

Anyway , I'm always right so you dont have to argue . And please dont threaten to punch me , because I take taekwondo . It disgusts me the way you think so highly of yourself . Everyone hates you and you ought to go eat some worms , Missy .

Do not even me started on how natural it is for my voice to rise about 2 decibels above an average person's voice and WHY there is nothing wrong with that . It'll take far too long .

And if you know who I'm talking about please keep it to yourself , if not you can ask me . Also if you think you're the one I'm talking about you can go on your knees and beg me for mercy but all I'll do is tell you to fuck off . Please do not be a slut by trying to screen through my entry from top to bottom for any grammatical or vocabulary or spelling or punctuation errors , because like I said I'm always right and there wont be any .

Alright . Enough about the Stupid Fugly Bitch (SFB). Giving her too much publicity on my blog 'tai pian yi ta le' . I shall get a noose ready in my bag and prepare to hang her as and when I feel like it .

I'm going to be really busy next week . Oh well .

And have I told you how much I hate people telling me to shut up ?

Anyway the yearbook came yesterday , which left me speechless as I flipped through the pages . The whole bloody thing is peppered with my fugly pictures , even on the cover ! This is humiliation beyond words . I want to commit suicide by jumping down the building . At least there's a decent one on page 53 . Haha =)

Have you noticed that I've cut down on the vulgarities already ? Not a single F word to be found ( okay fine there ARE but less already ) =) haha . I'm so proud of myself .

Going for the guides' campfire on Saturday ! And I heard that one parent complained that the door gifts were , um , inappropriate . Wah lao mummies and coffins only what , make such a big fuss over nothing at all . Dont like it can dont go one right ? Crazy . Sooner or later your precious little diddydums will see mummies and coffins too what . Parents nowadays ..

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Everyone is dead

Fuck it I failed my lit paper . Which sucks totally because it's supposed to be my pure subject !

Very encouraging indeed .

And it doesn't help that Mrs Woon is our lit teacher . No offence but I really think she's not suitable for our class . Everything is we think ourselves one , nothing from her . She only tell us to ask questions and then writes them on the board . And we're supposed to answer the stupid questions ourselves .

What she doesn't understand is we DONT KNOW the STUPID answers to the questions ! That's the main FUCKING (sorry for the use of a vulgarity ) reason why we posed that question in the first place ! And what's the use of telling us to answer ? We dont know and we need the teacher to please kindly inform us of the facts . We pose questions and we answer them ourselves .

What an effective teacher we have .

And to further prove this point, our class did very badly for this test too . Which shows that she is not a good teacher and we should get some other teacher like Carmen Tan or something ( though she scolded me for my hair ).

God why are we stuck with a penguin retard goldfish teletubby ... of a teacher ?

I hate lit lessons .

And I forgot my pe t shirt again (as usual) and was sorta told off . I received the same message from Ms Neo about not wearing the ncc t shirt for pe anymore . But hey I really forgot okay .. You want me to run in my pinafore meh =(

Yeah and the news came to me during break which was after Lit . So my mood wasn't in the best of the best . Had a straight face all throughout recess .

History was copying of stuff again . About Stalin and how he got rid of his rivals . EVIL ! He used his opponents to kill Trotsky first then he made use of the Moderates to get rid of his other opponents , then finished the Moderates off too . Mass massacre ! o.O

Stalin is fucking evil .

After that was maths , and I dont like surds . They look complicated but actually they're not . But im only concerned about the " looks complicated " thing . If something looks complicated to me I'll tend to burst into tears get very discouraged .

Especially when you previously learnt that square root means trouble , most of the time .

Then had cca . Slack PT LMAO . But my muscles were still aching and the wounds at my knees still healing so I ended up doing sit ups when everyone was pumping . AND i did situps when everyone was doing situps too ! DOUBLE DOSE OF SITUPS ! If this goes on i'll get my six pacs very , very soon =DD LMAO .

My palms hurt =( we hold in pumping position on the hot and rough carpark floor then very pain .

And we went home !

I think my blog post is boring . You think so too , obviously , that's why none of you will ever reach this part of the entry . =(( no mood = boring entry .

I think everyone is like , dead ? I sms so many people then nobody reply one . Sucks lah can , and you know how much i hate people not replying to my smses ! I'm a bit on the demanding side when it comes to how long i'll get my reply back . I usually want the recipent to reply in like , a spilt second or something .

Tell me I'm crazy .

I'm so sorry

LEE BEIXIN THIS IS A PUBLIC APOLOGY .

I'm so sorry .

=((

Oh well . I think I'm becoming a boring person . I hardly ever laugh out loud anymore and I just dont feel like smiling or anything . Oh well .

i want to stand out ;
and be remembered because i'm special .
i have a secret wish and that is to have someone who loves me for who i am .
someone who tells me that i actually walk in a straight line .
someone who tells me my eyes are actually really big .
someone who tells me im beautiful .
someone who says im have a perfect figure when im actually fat .
someone who tells me im special in a special sort of way .

IM TALKING COCK .

I was just watching this Snow White DVD with my siblings when two thoughts struck me .

1) If the hunter had just been an evil git and killed Snow White when he cornered her in the woods AND taken her heart back to the Queen, there'd be no story about her anymore .

2) In all Disneys' animations of the prinesses ( i.e. Cinderella, Little Mermaid, Beauty ) , sure got one scene is they singing one . Sing until so nice and high pitched somemore . Why leh , princess then must know how to sing meh ? Why cannot got princess sing like crow one ?

Anyway . I was watching as Snow White sang to this bluebird , then I asked my brother,

"Eh, boy ah, it's this part where Snow White sings until the bird explodes right ? "

Then he replied,

" NO LAH , that one is SHREK " -_-

Oh my god I'm such a retard .

Anyway, I want to strangle my mum . She told me and my siblings that for every swear word we utter she'll deduct one dollar from our pocket money . I can foresee that I'll go hungry in the near future ..

Like a Weirong o.O He could 'visualise' what I wore yesterday night ! =x He'd make a good psychic .

Post PT effects .. ! Someone please massage my arm . I'm a sucker for one of these massages , so if you help me i'll marry you be eternally grateful =) LMAO .

So long !

P.S. I'm going on a diet ; my aunt says ive grown fatter, which is BAD BAD BAD news .

Cca

PT first , and me and Xinhang were the PTIs for the warm-ups . It was the smallest PT group I ever had ( in terms of the people ) . Only 10 people including the PTIs ! pathetic or not ? Oh well , the part Bs went for shooting and failed everything according to our PC . Wow .

AND we did 50 pumpings at one go . Crazy . It made my knees "shed its skin " (tuo pi lah) until very cham . Got pus come out . Gross I know but it hurt like shit . And I screamed my ass off when my dad tried applying antiseptic .

Interested people who would like to laugh at the pathetic state of my knee are welcome to come to 3L, third floor, on Monday .

Saturday ! Kumon in the morning , then a trip to Huangbei's very lovely house . It rocks I tell you . Though my house is bigger but her's is much much nicer and much neater . Mine is a rubbish dump .

She even has a swing at her balcony ! The world is unfair .

Slacked around the whole day in her wonderful bedroom ! Jas didi came about halfway through and SHE STRAIGHTENED HER HAIR o.O I was saying she looks like a sadistic doll . HAHA . You know that kind of voodoo dolls with their hair coming down like a waterfall ? Like a WOW .

Went home to wallow in self pity because my knee is telling me that it hurts . It's still hurting and im using a tissue to press on it . How pathetic .

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I feel so terribly sick . =( Anyway I think they purposely put bio ( which like only 1/10 of the level takes ) today, then we complacent then we never study for chemistry on Tuesday. I'm guilty as charged .

Today's assembly was unusually fun, but i had expected Ek to go up and talk about the budget thing ; Golden pig said she would . Anyway I liked Reflection hahaha . She's so cute and bubbly and funny ! Her vocals are not bad , really . =))

Got back compre today . Jaina Tan was like , going through the word bank worksheet so goddamned slowly and explaining the definitions of everything . I wanted to ask her whether she knew the definition of " PLEASE GIVE BACK OUR COMPRE PAPERS NOW " . In the end she gave them back to us ( I came up with this weird theory that actually she hadn't marked them all, so that's why she was going so slowly ). 34/50 . Still unsatisfactory.

Okay this may sound anal but MY LIFE IS SCREWED UP LAH . Why everyone zhong se qin you one . =(

Revolution

Okay today's rebellion had gone a bit too far .

We understand that it is very hard for you to juggle between the top class , the class in the middle and the 'last-letter' class . We understand that all the teachers stereotype us and think we're the last class . We always get pinpointed and sneered at . Whenever something bad happens , the finger is always pointed at 3L . Because 3L is, unfortunately, the last letter in the level, everyone thinks that we're the ones with the worst attitude problems in the level .

But we're not and we know it .

Tell ya what . We DO have pupils from 2a, and we have smart people too . For most of us, it's just because of our combination that we got put in 3L . And I know whatever I say is not going to change any of you peoples' beliefs that we're the last class , and if you still think that 3L is the last class you ought to kill yourself or eat some worms or drown yourself or feed yourself to the pirahnas or hang yourself by a noose and I mean it .

I mean if you are still so narrow-minded and think the 3L is the last class because we are the last letter ; then sorry, you are terribly mistaken . We're not the last class and we can prove it . And we dont feel inferior to the top classes because we compensate with our enthusiasm, attitude, and unity .

So come on, stop looking at us like that . You are in NO FCKING POSITION to judge us because more often than not you're inferior to us .

I realise what I have just written so far = TOTALLY OUT OF THE POINT .

Bottomline = We're sorry for what happened today . Out a bit out of hand , and we're sorry . But please try to understand . We didn't mean it that way .


I feel so neglected like everyone hates me . =(

Bad mooding

I've been in bad spirits lately, both today and yesterday evening. Dont ask me why, there's no reason in particular. Probably because I've been getting so much homework lately and I think I'm wasting my life away.

I realise that bitching about others as uh good therapy HAHA . Was bitching about someone to someone yesterday o.O arrogant piece of shit ahahaha . It left me in considerably good spirits after that .

Anyway . History test was okay, wrote till my hand was numb . Was panicking at the last moment when I had like , 3 minutes left to the end of the paper but i still had yet to complete the conclusion of my answer . That's all .

Had english. Fairly boring, with an analysis on the meanings of the words in the comprehension we were given EONS ago . And we're getting it like , this Wednesday. -.-

After that we were late for physics practical but Mr Soh didn't seem to mind; he just carried on with his stuff yeah haha .

The day flew by fairly quickly. Janson put on this very nice smelling cologne ! I was trying to catch a whiff all day . xD he got a shock whenever he noticed me trying to sniff him o.O hey i like the smell okay =x

Had guitar as usual after school . But at first I had to wait for Beixin, whose mum was still talking to the mammoth Lee-Teo ( I think ).

Then headed to Gek Poh where me and Beixin ate. I ate like , one hot fudge sundae , an apple pie , and half a packet of fries . If you're asking where the fries came from , Beixin generously offered them to me, but only after I had gone to the counter to take garlic chilli and curry sauce for her . xD I'm so fat liao i still eat . But at least I'm going running with Jas tomorrow xD

At night I didn't feel like going home so I hung around the 122 swings . And I got Yixue to come over cos I was bored all by myself .

And I'm eating my dinner at like , 9 ? How pathetic .


I hate feeling so dependent .

I'm turning into an anti-social no lifer

I dont stay out late anymore and usually go home straight after school.
I am too busy to go anywhere far like Bugis or Junction 8.
My wardrobe is pathetic.
I haven't gone to Orchard road for AGES.
My life is revolving around practising guitar, worrying about my theory exam (in March), common tests, tuition, Kumon, and more school .

Why can't I just sleep everything away, or just let my hair down and fly to Orchard Road right now and window shop ? GRAHH .

1) My wardrobe is filled with stuff I wouldn't be seen dead wearing .
2) I AM SO FCKING BUSY !!
3) Common tests .
4) There's no one to go with me !

=(( See im such a no lifer .

Today morning I woke up to the screaming of my mum, who told me to get up straight away because I was late for Kumon. But hey, who gives a damn anyway . ( it rhymes -.-)

Since I hadn't finished up, like, 10 worksheets of Kumon, I was reduced to sitting with my dad at Macdonalds and desperately rushing through them. I AM SO PATHETIC !!

And after Kumon I went to the library to borrow fiction books ( nerd ) and went home .

Oh my god i can't believe it . I NEED TO GET A FCKING LIFE, NOW !

Stack of hay

Okay someone just told me my hair looks like a "BUNCH OF STUFF " which I assumed he was trying to say STACK OF HAY . And I think you guys agree too but hey I dont like to pin up my hair !!

I shall go buy some clips , someday !

Well anyway the physics test was average in the sense that I COULD complete the paper , though
I was spending the last few minutes trying to figure out the water angle of refraction thing . The question only gave us lengths =( and I was clueless . Oh well I'll make a comeback with chemistry heh .

Or maybe not . GRAHH .

Sucks lah today , managed to keep myself awake for the whole day of crazy lessons , though towards the end during maths lesson i almost, I repeat, ALMOST fell asleep. But I didn't ! Yay. ahahaha ZHIXIN FELL ASLEEP LMAO . everyone was like dozing off and poor Mrs Tay was begging us to listen .. =( I shall pay attention to her in future okay ?

Yeah after school went to Kobayashi with Huiyi ( I seem to be spending a lot of time with her -.- ) and she bought a milkshake .

THEN WE WENT TO NTUC FOR A BASIC NECESSITY HAHAHA .

I saw it then i was like WHY SO LONG ONE . Which made us both burst out into laughter once i realised it was actually the length of TWO **** ohmy . I'm such a noob lah can hahaha .

Yeah and I'm sosososo tired =(

Jasmine is scary lor , that day me and her were talking about wormy then I was like,

" wormy is not interested in girls"
"HES INTERESTED IN GUYS"

Then at EXACTLY THE SAME TIME jasmine typed the EXACT SAME TEXT as me .

"HES INTERESTED IN GUYS?!"

Ohmy this is so scary .

GRAHH

hYESTERDAY WAS VALENTINES DAY ! =D everyone was being little Santas and giving out candies like crazy ahaha . I even went to school early to give out my cookies heh but there wasn't anyone in school yet so I woke up early in vain . I was convincing Huiyi to go to school early "Go to school and faster immerse yourself in the love ! " LMAO that was so lame .

Yeah and I received one box of Ferrero Rocher ( courtesy of Janson Chan xD ), one fairy wand-like thingy + one box of DOVE AMICELLI !! ( thanks jas yan tong and val =D ) I won't need to marry a rich old man anymore xD I've got my charlie gals =)

Thanks everyone who gave me sweets and stuff, AND those people who gave me "face" and ate my cookies ! =D

Me and Beixin gave cookies to the teachers yeah . And all of us took pics in class !

















Me and Zhixin ! I love her pout !


















DAYANNA'S FACE xD im gonna get killed for my fringe ~



















Chrislyn's mouth is so big ! xD



















Me and Jiahui - she made me laugh ; explains my screwed up face haha



















All of us. Junqi's face is SOO red !! xD



















OKAY THIS IS SCREWED UP HAHAHA . Made me laugh again !!



















We have horns . Culprit = Leena



















Janson so extra HAHAHA


















Huiyi me and Beixin !


Anyway I was going to Lot 1's Pizza Hut with my platoon mates when we witnessed the freak accident at the bus stop .

There was this old lady who was wheelchair-bound and her wheelchair was too close to the kerb I think , and when the bus departed from the bus stop it just knocked into the handle of her wheelchair and she FCKING FELL BACKWARDS ONTO THE STUPID ROAD .

Very horrifying; her head had a huge gash and it was bleeding terribly. Blood was practically TRICKLING down her face lah . And she kept saying that she was alright when very obviously there was something wrong . And she kept RUBBING it when she was supposed to press onto the wound ; she just made it bleed even more . Then Yitong used Zixi's handphone to call for an ambulance.

Anyway I just ran back to the school's office and got the first aid kit only lah .. Stop calling me heroine or whatsoever I'm so embarrassed ! I didn't save her the SJAB people did . -.- I want to lock myself in the toilet .

My plt mates were joking that if I ran like that for my NAPFA 2.4km I'd get an A for sure xD HAHAHA but there must be some elderly person bleeding from the head to motivate me lah ahahah i'm evil .

When the ambulance came she didn't want to get on it she just kept shrieking,"I dont want to go to the hospital I want to go home" in guang dong hua . I couldn't understand but got people translate for me lah , and yeah I think she doesn't have any money because at that point of time she was selling tissue papers -_- SHE WANT HER LIFE OR SHE WANT MONEY ?!! quoted from Huangbei.

After that we went to Lot 1 for pizza ! Ahahaha . When we entered the mall there was this little kid who asked us for our autographs -_- we were standing in a circle and shooting questions at him he was so cute ! Then he claimed that his brother is from RV and is called Leon . HAHA we were so amused by him and even called him a flirt ahahaha .

Then was pizza ; we ordered TWO set lunches = Four regular pizzas, two jugs of coke and 8 bowls to fill our soup with . FULL UNTIL CANNOT FULL ANYMORE LAH eat so much . I ate three slices of pizza and one cheese crust ( Huangbei didn't want hers ) ahahaha .

Went to take neoprints ! =D havent taken any in a long time .. yeah and I looked especially weird in one neoprint aww .

I OFFICIALLY LOVE MY ULTRA CHIO AND ULTRA HOT CHARLIE GIRLS . =D
thanks for spending v-day with me !

Maths test today was crap I was clueless ! Hope for the best, though I'd be very happy if i passed .

Assembly was quite boring as well . The guy climbed Mt Everest . And whatever World's Longest scuba dive thing . 9 days !! =x

Then went home with Huiyi Beixin and Elise .

Tmr is physics . Can't help but worry .


STOP WALLOWING IN SELF PITY LAH .




im so tired.

Kampong Chicken

My grandma makes very nice stuffed chicken !

Today was piano lesson, after 2 weeks of idling away at home watching my theory and piano books collecting dust. Had theory the whole lesson, since my theory exam is only one month away (second week of March). I was frantically memorising the italian terms at the last minute and then I came across this weird one which was quite cute actually. I present to you:

STACCATISSIMO !

I.e. To be played as briefly as possible and accented as well, acoording to performance direction.

Okay that was totally redundant.

Anyway we touched on the Grade 3 scales today and I think broken chords are highly amusing. They're something like arpeggios but they keep repeating themselves and they get higher and higher and higher ahahahah . I dont know how to explain lah but they're very cute.

Shall fastforward to making almond cookies at my aunt's house. I was weighing the ingredients and my mum and grandma were busy stuffing the chicken with stupid chinese medicine like luohanguo (I dislike the smell and I dislike the drink even more ) and whatever qizi or something.

When the cookies were like halfway done the chicken was already cooked and it was taken out, had its stuffing viciously dug out and it was cut into half. Wah seh the chicken veryveryvery nice !! Better than KFC. ahahahha so beware all KFC outlets ! One day my grandma is going to take the chicken industry by storm and make sure all the KFC outlets close HAHAHA .

okay that was very lame .

I'm feeling so horrible =(

No title

looking back at the memories so sweet
but the scent no longer lingers anymore
it is replaced with the foul smell of decaying flesh
oh somebody please save me from the horror

teardrops fall
we used to be so happy, so carefree
now there is nothingness

there are people wailing on the streets at night
they have no home
they bang on cymbals
wailing and crying out for somebody real

on top of a stage and suddenly
the limelight is on a marionette
who is dancing
wearing a silly smile
ignorant of the crimson blood on itself

like a ballerina poised on ice
elegant and graceful
but no
the marionette goes limp
and lies in a bloody mess
never to move again

in the still of the night
people are dreaming
one dreams of jumping from the top of the building
without any mattress beneath
no safety ropes

one dreams of being chased by dogs
hot on his heels
he succumbs
and gets eaten

one dreams of the marionette

an opera singer
in an empty hall
there is no audience

she sings with sorrow
oh i was so naive

angels caroling on christmas day
slight drizzle
they sing gay tunes of happiness and merry
oblivious to anything else

tomorrow
today
yesterday
time is forever catching us up
and swallowing us up whole

knowledge
does not matter
all that matters is money
materialistic desires to satisfy one's greatest wishes

a pianist sitting at the piano
asleep with his book open
page 21
symphony number who knows
he'll be playing much more of those

random posts like these
should be ignored

What's up with the NCC HQ ?

I dont understand. I just read Valaries blog and she really hit the bullseye. Im serious.

NCC . Where "One for all, all for one. ". Is this what they want to show us ? If this continues , we will become very competitive and feelings will be hurt .

Why do they only want to choose the top 60% of the platoon to go for the Spec course ? Maybe they think that holding a course for so many people would waste their money. Why dont they even consider the feelings of those people who dont get to go ? It's so unfair to them .

Can you imagine the attitude they'd get from their juniors ? You have one more year of experience than them, yet you're of the same rank as them . It's just so fcking unfair I can't stand it anymore I just want to scream my lungs out at the retards who even THOUGHT of such a fcked up rule .

We waited three years. Three fcking years so we could ALL be sergeants , only to learn that only 60% of us would be going . Who wouldn't be upset ?

And if you are not from my platoon , you have no fcking right to say anything at all , that is , if you want to say that we are WRONG . you have no fcking right to say that we are fcking wrong for feeling upset , because you DONT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE FCKING THING AT ALL .

Why must it only happen when OUR batch goes for the Spec course ? Why ? Why ?

Home

Home is the only place where I feel safe and secure.

Where I can sit like a boy, without worrying that I'll bao4 guang1. Nobody cares anyway.

Where I can go contactless and wear my "cannot-let-people-see" frameless specs because they are crooked. And nobody at home cares about how I look, not like the superficial people at school, where they judge your worth simply by how you look.

Where I can wear an over-sized Elba teeshirt which was meant for my daddy and disgusting checkered shorts with no qualm. I dont need to care about how i dress at home. Nobody cares, you dont need to look good in front of your family members because they are understanding and know you are always beautiful on the inside.

Where I can spout my mouth off and scream in my pillow whenever I'm frustrated and nobody da house is going to give a damn.

I love being at home, simply because I can let down my hair at home and get to do whatever I like at home .

I'm not saying that I can't be myself with my friends . I love my platoon mates, I love my classmates and I love all my friends .

Dont you all feel the same way ?

It's like you're free from other people's perception of you , and you get the freedom to do whatever and anything you want.

I love my home .

A very weird dream

Not my dream, but LIZHU'S . She dreamt that I got RAPED by ROY FROM 3H . Like a OH MY . =(( I'm going to get RAPED or something, someone save me. But Yitong says Roy is nice, hehe .

Anyway I came to school and found a very nice note on my table from Jasmine.

" WINI gugu dun sad liaos :) didi & charlie <333 youu :))) "

HAHA yeah thanks Jas love you guys too .. =) I found the note very nice so I stuck it to my waterbottle and stared at it for the rest of the day.

Anyway I shall concentrate on Ms Jaina Tan's lesson today. She was saying that SAJC very IT savvy, then the teachers read the students' blogs . Then once got one student who wrote :

"Aiyo, that teacher's face so square, might as well go stay at home and watch the tv.. "

HAHAHA that made me ROFLMAO .

Assembly was this drama about Star Wars . The Dark Vader looked like he was wearing underwear made out of black trash bags and his light sabre kept turning off HAHA . Wenhui analogy was that it ran out of battery, LMAO .

After school had to go to the physics lab because I missed out on one practical when I was away in Ipoh . Yeah and there was a group of girls who burst in and ended up interviewing Mr Soh. Jiahui was feeling very ap (as usual) and began talking in a very loud voice hoping it would distract them from their interview HAHA . Then I finished it and got out of there.

Then I realised WTF those girls were doing; they were doing an ENGLISH PROJECT >< and I kena interviewed by my junior lor wtf =x It was so impromptu lor ! Then they brought me to the room beside Special Room 1 then they started asking me questions AND recording at the same time. Boy was I freaked out .

Yeah and I waited for Jasmine and Valarie to finish their history remedial and then went to JEC to gossip haha . Yeah and that's about it .

=x

I think ...

I think I'm a perfectionist because i use too much liquid paper.

Anyway I shall concentrate on today's History lesson, actually Paul Lim's headings for his powerpoint slides. They make my eyes go all haywire.

And 3L is not the fcking last class . So what if we're the fcking last letter? It doesn't mean anything. So people should not look at us with that kind of fcked up face that plainly says," Eeyer 3L the lousiest class." Oh please. Narrow-minded people.


bobian. it's not for me to decide.
i'm really okay. thnx guys, for the support.

First guitar lesson

School was okay I guess . Boring as usual .

After school went to to JEC with Beixin and Huiyi and had a nasty encounter with a super fierce uncle at Kobayashi .

"HELLO GIRL, WHAT YOU WANT ? "

"Uh, modanyaki scramble set with an iced lemon tea . "

" ONE SCRAMBLE ! "

Scared the hell out of me .

Anyway we were gossiping for the whole time . Gossiping and complaining about this girl who is si buyaolian HAHAHA . And we wanted to call her and pretend that we were with ******** and make sure she hyperventilates and dies of jealousy . HAHA ! okay that wasn't our original intention but I made that up. OKAY ?

Digression, I have become very amused at the thought of hyperventilating ! Today morning i almost did, but that idiot Huiyi dodn't give a hoot about me . See she neglects me .

And another thing we talked about was how idiotic neighbourhood school girls like to act cute and act chio on Friendster . Just thinking about it makes me want to pull out all my lion-ic hair and scream at the world in frustration . I hate those girls who go :-

" *.-xiiaoo-aii\.* "
OR
"-xiiao laopuo <3s xiiao boii boii a.k.a xiiao lao gongg veryyy muchh "
OR
" ii <33 euu "

OH MY FUCKING GOD GET A FUCKING LIFE PLEASE .

It just makes my hair stand on end.

Firstly, bitch type is plain CHILDISH . Please tell those neighbourhood school girls to wisen up, it's definitely NOT in fashion and it's very, very irritating. They should stop smearing their vermin all over the place . AND disrespecting the english language .

Secondly, they like to take act cute pictures of themselves and funny poses. For what ? For guys to see liao then add them is it ? I have said enough, and I do not wish to emphasize on how despos should be wiped off the face of the earth all over again .

No offence intended to neighbourhood school girls, please note that I have nothing against them and I do not stereotype them all as act cute bitches , but I'm just disgusted at the majority of them who like to do such things to , like I always say, "Jiang di zi ji de shen fen" (lower your status)

Anyway we talked until we both had to leave for our guitar lessons . And then Huiyi left us ; said she was going home to sleep but i think she had been studying her eyeballs out or something HAHA . HUIYI IS A FHKING NERD !!! xD


And so me and Beixin went to the bus stop at Boon Lay and she told me something very traumatising . F ! I'll never be able to wear my swimsuit again, because then they would be sorely disappointed ; I'm FAT . Anyway that's besides the point .

Went to Gek Poh and hanged around at Macdonalds' since it was still early and my left contact had problems again . Then we had to go in .

THE WOMAN AT THE COUNTER CALLED ME WINIFLIRT !!!! GRAHH . It made Beixin laugh so hard her whole face went all red . Ugh .

My teacher was very nice ! I think her character is like mine, bubbly and cheerful AND I THINK SHE LIKES TO TALK TOO ! xD I like her very much, and throughout the lesson I was laughing with Beixin because the teacher kept commenting on me, causing me and Beixin to amchio away . Like when she said my hands were big Beixin burst out in fits of laughter because countless people have told me my hands are big . Oh well .

And I have a lot of practice to do for guitar but I'm still blogging here. I should get lost, like, now .

Cinderella gone wrong II

Ashley and Charcoal pointed their dainty little fingers at Cinderella and cried , "What did you do to our gowns ?! "

" I'm sorry, sisters, I forgot to take our measurements. " (hehehe they'll never know)

And being the very nice stepsisters Cinderella had, they decided to drop the matter and go to the ball anyway.

Now, the prince was actually a very old chicopek who was nearing his fifties and was desperate to find a wife before his sperm count was reduced to nothingness. So he decided to hold the ball to show everyone how filthy rich he was and possibly attract another despo like himself who loved him for his money.

So, Cinderella and her stepsisters reached the palace together in a pumpkin-turned-carriage (credit goes to the fairy godmother who never fails to help damsels-in-distress) and entered the ballroom. All eyes were turned to her stepsisters instead of Cinderella, and she began to hyperventilate again, but she stopped herself.

"Must.. look... pretty... in... front.. of the prince... "

They danced and ate and had a good time, but Cinderella's stepsisters had aboslutely no intention of marrying the old chicopek, so they left for the night. Cinderella, wanting to catch a few glimpses of the prince, lagged behind for a while. But soon after, she heard her stepsisters calling for her to come into the carriage to sit with them, so she hurried there. One of her slippers fell off in her haste, but she couldn't care less because they cost $1 in ValuDollar ( oh, it's $1.05, i forgot. )

The prince came a-running after thy princess and saw the cheapo slipper, and took it back to the palace.

" I must find the owner of this shoe ! What's the size ? XXXXXL ?! "

He then fainted. The next morning he went around the town on an elegant white horse and asked around for the owner of the slipper. Then he came to Cinderella's house and knocked on the door.

" Hello, may i know who the owner of this slipper would be ? "

Ashley and Charcoal hurried down and saw the prince, and reluctantly tried the slipper on. Their feet were far too dainty for it, since it was extra-extra-extra large. They then called for Cinderella, who was scaring admiring herself in front of the mirror again.

"Oh, that's my slipper! Oh thanks SO much."

The prince then proceeded to ask her to be his bride, and being the desperate slut Cinderella was she agreed. And so, they were married and lived happily ever after, which is like so cliche. And Despo + Despo = Despo square .

disclaimer: CINDERELLA IS NOT ME OKAY !! I have big feet but hers is bigger. Really ! Dont you believe me ??

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I'm done with 'Cinderella gone wrong' ! =D just anyhow type de, I dont even have a good plot !

oh yes and Huang Bei was teaching me how to do maths today in the Jurong East libary and look what she said !

Huangbei: " You dont believe me you DIE. "

Can you imagine if your teacher said that ?!

You: Teacher can you please prove that angles of a cyclic quad are complementary?

Teacher: It's just like that lah, YOU DONT BELIEVE ME YOU DIE ! "

*hair stands in horror*

Huang Bei is horrible, really.

Pissed.

Oh well. Woke up this morning to the nagging of my dear old mum. She was talking away, complaining about how i haven't done my Kumon worksheets yet (haven't touched them for the whole week). And if you guys caught the movie 'I Not Stupid Too', the granny's words went into Jerry's ear and came out from the other. Yeah and my mums nagging suffered the same fate.

Kumon as usual.. THE TEACHER SPEAKS SO SOFTLY I CANT HEAR A THING. He's a GUY for goodness sake ! Well maybe I'm hard of hearing. But seriously he speaks so softly when i speak to him I'm just like, "HUH ?! HUH ?! " *tears my hair out in frustration and goes bald*

Had a buffet at my aunt's (her baby is one month old !) and my aunt said my hair looked like a LION'S. and then went to Sim Lim Square to buy stuff. Enough said. Boring day.

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CINDERELLA GONE WRONG.

Once upon a time, there was a scheming and nasty girl called Cinderella. She lived with her dad, because she brutally murdered her mum two years back. Nobody knows the real reason why, but I heard from the neighbours that she was a cannibal and had a delicious meal out of her mum she had accidentally flung a butchers' knife at her and has been mourning over her ever since.

Her father married a kind and gentle woman, and her two daughters, Ashley and Charcoal, went to live with her all under one roof. Together with Cinderella.

Now, Cinderella's stepsisters were very chio, whereas she herself looked like a malady's experimental toad. Therefore, whenever she looked at her sisters, she would hyperventile due to overjealousy. Thus Cinderella came to hate her sisters very much, but being the hypocritical brat she was, her sisters never suspected a thing. As for the housework, they had a maid. Yes, they had a maid. (now now don't you argue with me that Cinderella had done all the disgusting housework, they had a maid.)

So one day a messenger on a horse came a-riding to their house one sunny yellow beautiful banana day and guess what? The prince was going to hold a BALL at his palace in three days time in search of his to-be bride! (not that kind of ball lah) Ashley and Charcoal were thoroughly amused ; they immediately ran to the toilet to tell Cinderella (being the nicest little girls on the planet), who was busy staring at herself in the mirror in her ultra low cut halter top and mini skirt and scaring herselfadmiring herself (She forced me to replace the word). But the EVIL and SCHEMING brain of hers immediately went to work. "My sisters so chio and gentle and nice, best in Singapore, Malysia and maybe Batam liao, then I look like toad like that, they sure win the heart of the prince one. How ah ? Must sabo. " She herself wanted the prince for herself because then she would be a princess and have all them money in the world for herself.

Cinderella immediately went to work, offering to sew her sister's gowns for them and they agreed. She made an excellent job out of it, sewing identical baby-blue gowns for her sisters and herself. But, she made Ashley's a size 8 when Ashley's size was actually only 5 and made Charcoal's a size 2 when her REAL size was like, 4?

And so, on the day of the ball, her sisters went totally ballistic after trying on their dresses. Ashley's hung loosely on her shoulders and she looked somewhat like a clothes hanger for the mammoth-sized gown instead of WEARING it, whereas Charcoal's .. well, let's just say it split when she was trying to push herself into it.

Now what ?! How are the sisters going to go to the ball ? To be continued ..

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Hehe some evil idea for a story ! Keep checking back for updates if you want to know more !

I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A DOG !!!

LOOK LIKE MEH ??!!!!!

i dont have a picture of myself but hey, I DONT LOOK LIKE ONE =x

IM NOT A STUPID PONGPONG !!

GEORGINA YEO QI DIAN stop calling me a stupid winipong =x haha it's not me !! lee weirong it's all your fault call me winipong.

anyway thanks for everyone who tagged.. problem still not solved. it's not okay okay i guess.

isn't it ironic. what did i ever do to you ? from returning my smses you downgraded to not replying at all. now i even have to BEG you to reply . very, very ironic. makes me seem like a pathetic fool. im never going to downgrade myself like that again. reply if you want to. i dont give a fucking damn anymore.

i was too naive. i played the wrong pat. the wrong role. im at fault. i was wrong. i caused everything. the quarrel, the awkwardness. i destroyed everything. everything that was once priceless now lie, shattered, on the floor. no amount of super glue will fix it anymore. im sorry.

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enough about depressing stuff ! still owe you guys a blog entry about Cameron Highlands !

went to ipoh (again) for the chinese new year . and people stop asking me how much angbao money i have, i have NOTHING ! and if you still dont get why you ought to drown yourself in the nearest well go live with starving pirahnas read my prevous entry on why i went to ipoh the last time.

and yes so the first day was basically driving (again). in the morning i was the victim of a little lift malfunction but it's okay.

I shall fast forward to the Cameron Highlands. The view there is simply.. magnificent. Especially the tea leaves ! Didn't get to stay there for long though, the trip there was very rushed. Anyway we drove up the mountain and it took like, 2 hours ? And half a tank of fuel. But that's besides the point.

First we went to eat steamboat ! The whole fhking road was like jammed lah can. I know the road is not mine, but FHK EVERYONE WHO CAUSED THE KNS-LY IRRITATING JAM ! (except me) the steamboat was ... UGH. standard not there and the food was disgusting. And there were SO many flies you won't believe it. Gross.

Then i went to pick strawberries with my cousins ! They tasted very very nice ! something like a super sour lollipop flavoured .. STRAWBERRY. Ok what I just said was redundant. But it was so much fun plucking your own strawberries ! Can you imagine ? =x

Then went further up the mountain.. Saw many interesting shops. Bought some souvenirs. There was a very nice shop which sold corn-on-the-cobs ! They were like so GODDAMNED juicy ! One bite could send 'corn juice' flying. Shiok ! Yeah and then there was the bee farm. Boring. I gorged myself silly on icecream(compensation for not being able to eat any new year goodies).

Yeah and on the way down the mountain me and my cousins went to look for the 'fried abalone mushrooms'. they were great ! though after i ate two my throat was feeling uncomfortable. yeah .

That was it ! and my strawberries were brutally MURDERED by JANICE YU LIYAN =D they turned into strawberry jam. enough said.


the world is my canvas.

oh just go away

What in the fucking hell is wrong with you ? You didn't use to be like that. You've changed so much . Go away. I don't know you anymore.

Or maybe it's just that you were always like that. And i merely neglected the fact that you were always such a person.

You were kidnapped and thrown into the rubbish bin with your butt outside of the rubbish bin. Now you're floating facedown in the Pacific Ocean. From now on I shall have nothing more to do with you.


Sorry. I shall stop talking about depressing stuff. Had chinese new year celebrations today with the rest of the school. Saw a very cute sec2 from Wushu ; do you remember the one who was playing the drum for the lion dance? She's uber cute !

After school I went to watch 'I Not Stupid 2' with the rest of 2G people . Very very touching, especially the Jerry part. I shall not include any spoilers lest you people curse me.

And why is the world filled with those 'hey-im-having-a-crush-on-a-stupid-ugly-and-jerkish-guy' girls ? Some people have a warped impression of what is chio and what is not. They think Furong JieJie is actually sexy.

Sorry. Im in a bad mood as you can see. I don't care if i insult anyone right now.

Why desperate fucks will rule the world one day

Zhixin asked me a very good question today; Why will desperate fucks rule the world one day ? Then i realised that i haven't thought it the reason why . After much thinking, i present to you; the solution ! xD

Why will desperate fucks rule the world one day ?
-Because, due to the overwhelming amount of them , they'll soon learn to make do with one another and despo around together. Equation : Despos + Despos = Despo square .

-Then, they will marry and give birth to kids, who will in turn marry despos all over again, and some may even marry the "innocents"(those who are not despo) . The kids they give birth to will be MIXED BLOOD. Meaning, they'll be half despo half innocent. This goes on and on and on until everyone in the world has a tiny bit of despo-ness in them(oh the horror).

-The earth will then be thrown into a terrible crisis because they can no longer find pure bloods (innocents) to take over as president etc etc. Therefore they will have to get the despos to take over the high ranking positions. And soon the whole world will be filled with despos.

Oh how terrible that would be. Remind me never to marry a despo.

Weird..

What is the world coming to ?

I used to have a mei . But he's missing now ... Wonder where he went . Could you help me find him ? He's gone now .. Hope he'll come back soon .

Why deny your identity ? It just doesn't make sense. If you're from a country that everyone hates or finds disgusting then DO SOMETHING TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK OF YOUR COUNTRY OTHERWISE. Why tell people that you're not from China when you are , just because your friends are prejudiced against people from China ? I don't get it. Maybe I just can't feel the peer pressure .

And im scared of you.

...

I'm gonna die of exhaustion soon.

just had my chinese tuition. fuck man, my chinese etacher obviously knew i was tired yet she ust kept yakking away never let me sleep. then now I NOT TIRED ANYMORE knnbccbtmdfhk.

knn she robbed me of my beauty sleep and my mum has to PAY for it. knn !

Desperate fucks

I just can't understand why some girls stick to guys like super glue.


The way they act is like SO totally disgusting -_- the way they flirt, the way they treat guys better than girls, the way they act all pretty and sluttish.. it's grossing me out. like they're simply THROWING themselves at guys. and the guys that they throw themselves at are as gross as those girls. * makes a slutty noise *

whatever. they can throw themselves at guys for all they want ; it's none of my business anyway. so long as they dont make me puke =)

Hospital visit in Ipoh turned funeral

ohmygod there's SOSOSO much to blog about i dont know how to start .

basically i got (very reluctantly) forced outta my house on a saturday morning because my dad had just received a called from my uncle that my grandma's condition was really very serious and we had to go see her right away . yeah . causing me to miss my CONCERT which i paid 25 BUCKS for AND the parade on monday . and i WENT FOR EVERY SINGLE F***ED up rehearsal . how fair is that ? well . that's besides the point .

Saturday, 14th January
6 long hours on the car . then straight to the hospital . i hate the hospital , it's very .. lc . no air con , and about 10 beds on a ward . very lowclass . hospitals in ipoh ..

anyway . first time i saw someone on her deathbed . my grandma was on life support , and it was really terrible . artificifial breathing , can you believe it ? yeah and i got a little upset . then we left for the hotel 'cos it was getting late . i didn't sleep well that night . the aircon was too cold .

Sunday, 15th January
breakfast at the Syuen , then we went to my grandma's house to sit around for a while . there were cobwebs on my grandpa's altar with the clock stopped at 6:06:43 . had a fun time looking at the photo albums ; there were full of my aunt's photos . and i discovered that my dad was a prefect and came in first for a lot of races when he was still studying in ipoh . oh well . makes me feel very pathetic . and my parents' too ! my mum wore this very disgusting pair of glasses when she was young hehe . but that's besides the point .

then we went to the hospital to visit my grandma again . this time most of my relatives were there and my aunts were quite upset . they were crying and my smallest aunt cried the most . she made me cry as well . though she was talking in hakka ( which i dont understand though im a hakka ) but she was holding this gold bracelet and crying like it was the end of the world . very touching .. she was asking my grandma to respond and stuff . though my uncles and my dad didn't cry , i could see that they were very stressed . men can't cry ! very sissy . but then again , that's besides the point .

Monday, 16th January
Breakfast at the Syuen, then set off for Singapore . we had already reached Bidor when my dad received two phone calls ; one was to inform him that my grandma's condition was deteriorating and the second to inform him that she had died . kinda shocking .. it was like we were eating wanton noodles at a coffee shop and suddenly my dad hung up and said,

" Ah por si liao. " ( which means "Grandma died already " )

i stared at him for a while to fully digest what he said . he said it in a very calm tone , like it was nothing . made me even more confused . drove back to Ipoh and my dad teared a bit when he saw my grandma's dead body being carted into the house . very sad ..

the first day we just repeated 'amitabha' again and again , over and over . made my legs ache like shit .

Tuesday , 17th January
basically it was just going back to my grandma's house , wasting the whole afternoon away , then 'nian jing' . very irritating . recited SIXTY PAGES OF STUFF . my throat was feeling very sore after that .

my mum heard that if we didn't cut our hair tomorrow , we would have to wait for three weeks to cut it again . she was shocked and decided to force us to cut our hair the next day .

Wednesday, 18th January
I GOT MY HAIR CUT BY A FUCKING TRANSVESTITE . set off to look for a hair salon and we found one that looked high class so we went in . it's called F.I.R . -_- again , that's besides the point .

so we went in ( did i just say that ? ) and saw a group of people sitting at a table near the door . my mum asked how much it would cost to cut our hair , and a MAN/WOMAN stood up . i put ' MAN/WOMAN' because initially i thought he/she was a WOMAN . but when he/she spoke it was in a GUY'S VOICE . i was like STUNNED lah . didn't know how to react . then i was the first to get my hair cut by him/her ( shit i don't know whether to say him or her . i shall regard him as a woman then , since he's so keen on being a freaking WOMAN . ) she proceeded to guide me to a chair and i sat down . she kept talking to me and i didn't know what to say . kept calling me a leng lui , and i didn't know what that meant until she expained that it actually meant chiobu . then i was like -_- and i gave her a lot of forced smiles because she was acting all shu nu and talking so goddamned softly that i couldnt hear anything . finally she couldn't stand it anymore and told me,

"eh ni bu yao yi zhi gei wo na zhong ying chou de xiao" ( which means " hey stop giving me that kind of face " )

LMAO ! then i gave her a smile that lasted longer than my previous ones . when she was done with my hair i got a shock of my life ; my fringe !!! oh my precious lovely fringe had all been cut away ! was sosososo short ! i got scared just looking at myself haha . then went back to my grandma's house , SIXTY PAGES again , then went back to the hotel to sleep . the next day my grandma would 'move house' , which means get buried lah .

Thursday, 19th January
breakfast at the Syuen ( it's been like that for the whole week , so fucking sian i tell you ) then went to my grandma's house to do some rites . collected a lot of stuff ; a plastic bag , red string to tie around our right wrist , a cloth to wipe our sweat away and stuff like that . after that we followed the coffin van to the junction (sun was very hot , i swear i've gotten tanner ) , then boarded the bus to the burial place ( was about five minutes by bus ) and the people put the coffin into the hole . we had to grab a handful of soil and throw it at the coffin , wiping our hands on your PANTS and not on your other hand . then had to step over the fire then it was over . back to the house to eat and change .

Friday, 20th January
breakfast at the Syuen AGAIN , then BACK TO SINGAPORE ! woots . i missed everyone like crazy ! platoon mates , classmates , everyone ! i missed everyone until i practically jumped whenever i received an sms . -hugs everyone i know-

redundant facts :
1) i noticed a certain Restoran Ka Lok . Enough said .
2) im related to a certain 'Fong Yee' heh .
3) my brothers Kumon teacher said that in NS you get to PITCH TENTS . it sounds sosososo weird ! almost .. cute . oh my . my brother will have a warped impression of NS from now on .
4) I dreamt about ZIXI ! she helped us to develop some photos of our platoon . don't know what it means ..
5) played with my cousins .. soft toys . they threw soft toys and plastic bags up so the fan and tried to get them down again . childish stuff but i played along . oh well .
6) my mum says im over confident , that i think everyone likes me , that im childish . to cut it short im IRRITATING . i hate people who think im irritating . hey i go a bit overboard on the 'noise creation' side but i am NOT FUCKING IRRITATING . if im irritating just get AWAY from me , loser . i like making noise , so what ? it livens up the atmosphere . grr .

can't remember anymore . oh well . i shall change my template ! hehe . to something nicer . i see got what lah . im receiving complaints already .

Dont you wish ..

Looking up from downstairs

Lets go up the stairs ..

Oommph ! Dont run around like that !

Finally on the second floor .. looking down

isn't the chandelier pretty?

The second floor ! two TVs in the house !

Guest room on the second floor ( where i stay )

... that you had a three storey semi-detached house like my aunt's ?


No pictures of the third storey though , there are TWO flat screen computers there ! -hugs the house -

Sales

Sales are a great way to view kiasu-ness at its worst possible manifestation .

Well, the OP sale I went to today wasn't THAT bad , but I heard from Valerie that there was this 50% Mango sale and everyone was snatching like crazy and some people didn't even queue up for the changing room ; they changed OUTSIDE . Ugh , now THAT's disgusting .

Anyway it was raining , though not cats and dogs but still quite bad . There was nothing at the sale , just walked around , sniggered at the kiasu aunties and went off . Then we went to the U2 sale , though it wasn't considered a sale at all . Variety of brands , including Paddington Bear, Spongebob Squarepants ( LMAO ! ) and they weren't cheap anyway ! The aircon was far too cold so i didn't really enjoy myself there . Then was the journey home .

So many things to post , so little time

so man things happened recently and ive been coming home at unearthly hours , too late for me to post anything . yeah , but today i came home straight ! there's plenty of time for me to post , hehe ..

i spent my weekend at my aunts house again ! this time it was the whole weekend , because my mother had this seminar and she decided to drag the whole family along with her . so we went . i like my aunts house , it's really cool lah . three storeys leh ! summore this time i spent a lot of time on the third floor playing Navy Seals : Sea Air Land ( a shooting game which i found quite entertaining ) . so that meant that i had to run up and down THREE storeys all the time ! yeah . but i really like the house .. it's so cool and big . wish i had a house like that !

on sunday had my piano lesson , then slacked around somemore and went home .

today we started lessons proper . first up was golden pig . i hate to admit it but she's actually quite a nice person , but maybe it's just due to the fact that we're her co form class . she talked a lot , and she's not as scary as she seems , really . but theres this feeling thats nagging away : she's not going to be like THAT when she starts teaching . oh well . she spent the whole lesson talking , can you believe it ? that's sorta cool . no proper chinese lessons , YET . then she went on to talk about this poor family in china who only had $400 to survive on ! and the daughter of the household had to bring 130 biscuits to school everyday .

second was jaina tan . nothing much to comment about .. let me present to you a little maths equation .

Full stomach + boring lesson after break = drowsy feeling for rest of the day

yeah . extremely lethal . because after break was leong mei yeong and everyone was on the verge of falling asleep . then was paul lim ! LMAO . he's in love with golden pig i swear .. he spoke about the same story about the $400 monthly salary thing ! then everyone was like laughing . at least the atmosphere not that sleepy anymore lah .

after that was melissa ch'ng , our chem teacher till the end of may . well she was quite okay . no comments again .

and my maid just struck 4D , treating us to kfc yay . but im going to grow fat if i eat too much .. elise says im fat . ahh well . sorry for the boring post .

I'm sensitive and I'm not

second day of school . mostly was teambuilding games so not much of normal lessons . screamed like hell for the cheers ! and had a great time bombing each other in the canteen omg . the atmosphere was damn good for getting high lah . i foresee a sore throat coming ..

after that we learnt the sundance ( i've forgotten three quarters of it ) in the hall . then we went back to class and uh heh . i forgot to bring my report book AGAIN . =x oops . will..remember..to..bring..

then cca started at 320 but in the end the rehearsal was cancelled because it was raining . so much for the professional sound system .. why cant the school just buy it ?

yeah . maybe im sensitive or whatever . but i dont like people to put me down or tell me to shut up . i mean , you wouldn't like it too right ? dont know lah just leave me alone and i'll be myself .

First Day of School .

not bad though i had a hard time finding 3L . nothing much to say yeah . will blog next time .

I don't know what to say

i am SO fucking pissed at my dear darling mother . I dont know whats her fucking problem . She's ALWAYS ranting away , screaming like a banshee and nagging and nagging and nagging ! Yknow , i think i'd actually die of her rantings . Maybe being exposed to such " elements " will cause me to have some severe health problems . I'm totally serious . And when nothing goes according to plan she breaks down and cries . it's what she's doing right now .

i dont know what's her problem lah . maybe you might say that all parents nag , but seriously you really need to be ME to see what extremes she goes to . she's mental . really .

i really dont understand her lah . she was begging and pleading my brother to do his Kumon worksheets and half crying and banging stuff . then she turns to me with tears in her eyes . " please ah winnie ah please do your kumon worksheets ah please ah take it that im begging you ah " * tears hair OUT * OMFG I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE . makes me wanna :

1) comfort her
2) scream at her and tell her to shut up
3) tear out my hair
4) ignore her

cannot stand it anymore lah fuck . to date i have four chinese essays and a maths assignment to complete . but fuck , who gives a damn anyway . if you try to force homework on me when i'm in a mood like this , you can forget it . i'll probably gleefully burn my homework up . will post later about my experience with almond cookies today . maybe with pictures . so long .

Activity

yeah and so i wanted to vomit in the morning but i didn't because i didn't eat anything , how to vomit ?! ended up "vomiting air " hehe .

at my cousins house now .. yeah . will post later .

Homeworking at the library

this must not be seen by parents .

whenever your child says that he or she is going out to the library to ' homework ' , be very , very , careful . 80% of the time they're out there slacking .

Classes

dont ask me about my class . i'm still quite optimistic about it , though it's a rojak unique and mixed class . seriously ! i dont find it wrong having to be classmates with people like yenchai and the like . and some of the people are fun ! so we should co exist happily , shouldn't we ? =)

anyway . just stumbled across this list of 'how girls waste time' , recommended by darren . got quite fed up when i read it though . the link here.

the list was like a typical 'hey-lets-attack-bimbos' list , so mostly were describing neighbourhood school act cute bimbos . no offence , but yes .

i mean , i know it's supposed to be funny . but i personally feel that if the author didn't have anything against girls , his choice of words wouldn't have been that .. harsh . you get what i mean ? other than the choice of words i was quite okay with it , i'm guilty of commiting some of the deeds stated there , but for the rest , never . =)

ahh well . women are from venus , men are from mars . just like how i will never understand why gadgets attract guys so much .

Stupid egoistic fhker

STUPID ! i'm in a bad mood now you know why ? cos an idiotic cheena man called me when i was having my BEAUTY sleep , made me wake up and i couldn't fall asleep after that again ! REALLY, it's RIDICULOUS .

" i read on the LIANHE ZAOBAO that your PRESENT company wants to hire a representative " or some sort , he was talkig in chinese . then i was like , " WHAT THE HELL ? "

" you dont know what im talking about ? " he asked me in a very 'hey-retard-are-you-retarded' sort of way . then i said , " no i do not know what you are talking about . " he then repeated himself and asked me whether my number was 98322443 . i was like what the hell ? my number is nine eight three two ONE four four three !

" oh , so i called the wrong number ? " he asked me , though this time HE was sounding like that retard . " YES " i told him in a 'hey-retard-are-you-retarded' tone . note that it is the same tone he used against me . he put down the phone on me , and he didn't even APOLOGISE ! ego .

on the other hand , i hate it when people dont return my smses .

I spent MY christmas at GENTING . =)

i'm finally back from my genting trip ! no photos .. sorry about that . i just couldn't stand my camera anymore ; it's always eating up my batteries ( yes , literally eating ) so i flung it against the wall and ... byebye =)

first day was mostly driving to our destination . i shocked myself with my sleeping patterns , yet again ! i fell asleep a total of five times altogether during the trip ! one time i wanted to vomit halfway when my father was driving ( quite recklessly ) and i fell asleep to stop myself from doing what i very much wanted to do . when i awoke , we were already on the mountain and my ears were blocked .. air pressure .

reached the hotel with much difficulty , didn't know the way . ended up at a CONSTRUCTION site before we actually GOT into the carpark of the hotel . had a hard time finding a lot , it was literally packed with cars . when we finally ( happily ) found one , we got out of the car to find that we had parked our car into shit . seriously , SHIT . really shit ! the kind you pass out when you go to the toilet . really . very disgusting and smelly . so much for finding a carpark lot .

went to our room , and once again i got a disappointment . always get such disappointments one , i kind of have a stereotype about hotels , i keep imagining all hotels MUST be of Casuarina quality , else it's a 1 star hotel . hehe .

ok .. slept with weile ! LMAO . yeah .. second day went to snowworld ! was freezing in there .. -4 degrees ! my lips turned blue and my toes wanted to drop off . enough said .

yeah and the theme park was ok .. though we didn't have time to go on all the rides . queue up for one hour to go on the ride that only lasted one minute . horrendous . banglas cutting queue .. whatever . only managed to get on four rides out of the many ! =(

yeah third day was basically shopping around and stuff . and i saw sgt joyce tan shu min !! she din see me though . yeah that's it . merry xmas everyone =D

Haven't posted in a million years !

Yeah. My title says it all. Sorry for not posting for so long, just had no inspiration la.

And I HATE anonymous fishers. grahh .

Beggars and the NKF case

You walk on the streets of Malaysia. Turning a corner, you see a figure huddled in a filthy corner of the wall, sitting on a sheet of newspaper and with a small container in front of him. As you catch his eye, he gives you a forlorn expression that indirectly says, "Please donate to me, or I won't have money and i'll starve."

You feel something tugging at your heartstrings. Something tells you that you should lend him a helping hand, but in the end you mercilessly turn away and continue walking.

You might say, "They have hands and legs, why don't they find a job and earn their own money instead of being such eyesores?"

Yes, they are not physically disabled. But think. If you were an employer, would YOU even to employ them? Someone so rugged and dirty? If you say yes, you're lying to yourself.

The truth is, no one in his or her right mind would want to employ these people. So, it's not as if they are not hardworking or whatsoever. Nobody WANTS them!

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About TT Durai.

You liken yourself to the CEOs of the other companies in Singapore. Yes, you all are classified under one name, but there ARE differences my dear.

Firstly, you're the CEO of the NKF for goodness sake, NOT any other company. Part Most of the public's donations go to YOUR salary. The public donate to the NKF, thinking that all of the money donated would go on to help the people who really need it. But in fact, it goes to a man who lives extravagantly and buys gold taps and designer toilet bowls. The fact is, the public would be happier if you had lived humbly and had not spent the people's money on such unnecessary luxuries. Shouldn't the money be channelled to a better and more useful cause than to such stuff?

Secondly, being the CEO of NKF, there are ought to be some disadvantages like not getting as much salary as the other CEOs. Why not treat the difference in salary (compared to the other CEOs) as your own personal contributon to the NKF?

Don't you feel guilty about the people who are suffering- dying of kidney failure and in pain through the daily torture of dialysis?

Anyway. What is done cannot be undone. Let's just hope for the best.

Self help books

I read an article on The Straits Times by Cheong something. It was about how she felt that self help books did not help to enhance your lifestyle at all.

I choose to disagree with her. Why?

Self help books are written by people who have gone through all of life's trials, ardous experiences etc. Take for example, Rich Dad Poor Dad. The author definitely had experience about getting rich and wrote that book to enlighten us. Therefore we can say that people who write self help books are EXPERIENCED.

It's just like trial and error. And the suthors of self help books are just giving us the answers.

Self help books aren't all that bad, you know. You get advice on how to run your life and get the correct answers to the trial and error questions that life throws at you. So what's so bad about it?

Sure, the authors didn't succeed after they read self help books, but does it matter? no it doesn't. the most important thing is not to prove that self help books are vital but to give you advice so you know what choices to make and you won't make the wrong choices and therefore reduce the hurt you experience.

In conclusion, self help books aren't really all that bad. really.

Misconception about the UG groups

Many people have a common misconception that all the Uniformed Groups do is drill .

Do you ?

Well , that you're WRONG .

UG groups , basically , for every activity , most of the time we drill and do physical training . I admit that we drill most of the time . But no , we are not all about drilling .

Take for example , my cca , NCC . Yeah , we drill most of the time , but we go for camps and shooting too ! In addition , we do projects about Total Defence which piles up as our homework as well .

The same goes for SJAB . Other than their high standard in drilling , they are also well-versed in the art of healing and first aid .

I'm sure the other UG groups agree with me . UG is not just about drilling and stuff , so surely we deserve some respect ?

Tests tests and more tests

Why not all the teachers just fuck off and die
Then i'll have no homework for the rest of my life
Tests tests and more tests
Recently , eyebags have been my guest

Isn't being a student a torture ?
Everyone seems to murmur .
Why can't we be free from this
Our holidays , dearly we miss .


Sorry for the lack of uhh ... inspiration . Just not in the mood . Feel free to add any of your own stanzaz if you like ! =))

Principals

I hate principals lah . So stuck up .

During act one day , I tiam-med the platoon and greeted the new VP .

That bitch !

She didn't reply .

I WAS AP-ED ><+ Principals suck . Students always hate them . Not to mention the discipline master / mitress as well , they never escape the students' loathing . Who tell themn always go around and catch student's for bad behaviour . THEIR problem xD Was telling Shi Qi what would happen if Ek Soo Ben exploded . I think you can imagine too right ?

" Fats all over ... "

Need I say more ? =D

TAF MEMBERS ; they're more hardworking than us

Eh . I think TAF members very kelian leh .

You see right , now their morning runs kena increase to TWO times a week liao lor ! AIYO . The PE dept ah . So kelian lo .

Firstly , they have to go to school so early in the morning ( I angry cos Hui Yi's dad won't be able to drive me to school due to the fact that they have to reach school DAMN early . But that's besides the point la hor . ) People already sleepy enough liao , then still need to run 6 rounds leh ! omg !

Spare a thought for them lah . They wake up so early , run liao all sweaty , still need to run up to class to change , then go down for assembly . HAIYO . End up they sleep in class ( actually it's not the morning runs' fault , but actually the teacher for being so boring , but that's ALSO besides the point ) ERHUM and are unable to absorb anything in the teacher's lesson . This will cause the standard of the school's results' to drop and have an adverse effect on the school's reputation .

" We , the members of TAF , protest and strongly object to the increase of morning runs for us ! Running tires us out and we will not be able to concentrate properly during lesson time . GO ON STIRKE AGAINST THE EGGY AND THE PE DEPT !! "

hahas . that was lame .

My conclusion is that TAF members may be more fit than us , so we should not look down on them ! =D I think Hui Yi even got more stamina than me lo ><+

cheerios everybody =))

School reopening

Hey guys ! =))


I hate school .


Bye guys ! =))


Hahahs . I not that spastic lah please .


I just got a new camera ! =D

RVNCC TEE . I love it shitloads ! =DD

Pair of bermudas I bought at the Metro Warehouse sale .

THE CAMOU BAG MY DAHHLING PIGGISM MEMBERS BOUGHT FOR ME . Love them shitloads too =DD

Gahh . Will upload more next time =D