I don't know what to say

i am SO fucking pissed at my dear darling mother . I dont know whats her fucking problem . She's ALWAYS ranting away , screaming like a banshee and nagging and nagging and nagging ! Yknow , i think i'd actually die of her rantings . Maybe being exposed to such " elements " will cause me to have some severe health problems . I'm totally serious . And when nothing goes according to plan she breaks down and cries . it's what she's doing right now .

i dont know what's her problem lah . maybe you might say that all parents nag , but seriously you really need to be ME to see what extremes she goes to . she's mental . really .

i really dont understand her lah . she was begging and pleading my brother to do his Kumon worksheets and half crying and banging stuff . then she turns to me with tears in her eyes . " please ah winnie ah please do your kumon worksheets ah please ah take it that im begging you ah " * tears hair OUT * OMFG I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE . makes me wanna :

1) comfort her
2) scream at her and tell her to shut up
3) tear out my hair
4) ignore her

cannot stand it anymore lah fuck . to date i have four chinese essays and a maths assignment to complete . but fuck , who gives a damn anyway . if you try to force homework on me when i'm in a mood like this , you can forget it . i'll probably gleefully burn my homework up . will post later about my experience with almond cookies today . maybe with pictures . so long .