feel like i'm lost in a maze of some sort.

going either route might totally ruin my chances of going to the other maybe if i apply economics it'll make more sense to me, you know, marginal cost, but seriously i don't even know which is the better option,

and what should i do with my time, it's so hard to schedule everything.

y'know when something is poisoned you gotta find the antidote it's common sense yes but then i ask myself do i really wanna do that?

and it's no use talking to different people i just find myself oscillating between the two unknowns; two annoying mystery bags that are just waiting to drop the bomb on me

i can't think properly now i'm just stammering and blunderbussing my way through this whether or not i trample on a few pretty wildflowers. can't face this, and there's nothing anyone can do about it so don't bother trying

happy birthday jasmine my bestie who has forgotten me