i think i'm like seriously pathetic lor. everyday i reach home at around 6, plonk down in front of the computer, turn it on and start playing summon night 2 and msn. im a loserly no-lifer. dont talk to me.

: ( im lonely. nobody is talking to me.

please talk to me.

...

never mind.

i have absolutely no sense of time. i can't organise my stuff well. i dont know how to prioritise. im stuck in front of the computer 24/7. im atrocious, preposterous and absolutely horrendous. im not a good person. i look down on people too much. i say that they're ugly. i say that they're uncool. what right do i have?

: (

it isnt going well at all. i keep getting affected. why should i subject myself to these things? im like totally not in control of my life anymore. this sucks.

i dont know what im talking about.

anon: dont confuse me with your profound english >< haha. i wanna see your baby :]