today was an eventful day.

went to accompany juniors to the orienteering comp, partly because i wanted to miss kumon, and partly because i knew that if i didn't go, i would be too worried to sit down and do worksheets anyway. and so i decided to go, and it was damn paiseh cos i didn't sew my rank yet, and everybody was asking me,"eh winifred, you still 2sg ar?" first time i didn't feel good in my uniform :x

anyw zhiler went to do some saikang, leaving me, yitong, and the two reserves, fengye and cheelin, (who wanted to take curry puffs for his plt mates just because sgt kahsing told them that the curry puffs very nice o.o) to stay at our old tree :) cheelin is damn cute, he likes to smile a lot and he shows a lot of teeth :D

so anyway, i was worrying the hell out of myself, and i think yitong was too, but she tried to look relaxed so as nt to make me worry even more =x thx tong (: th girls came back within 1hr 16 mins, and got 0/3 correct, & th guys came back within 1 hr and 2 mins and got 5/6 cps correct. so that's it for th results. disappointed lah, but i think they're feeling worse, so i shan't say le yah. if you all reading this, just wna tell you all to work harder, you all can definitely improve de :) jiayou. i believe in you people. what's done is done, don't feel so bad.

anyway after that we had the operation smokebomb, and left before the results were announced. i felt like a criminal, a loser, a sore sore loser. i have a problem with the lack of integrity that we displayed. it sucks, honestly.

and by the way, i haven't started studying (cept for chem) and i bet everyone is mugging his/her ass off right now, so im feeling damn guilty, and i shall end here :[ gdnite everyone, gdluck for eoys :))

winifred
2009hrs