I SCREWED MY MUTUAL =
Jasmine still complain her mutual board very ugly turn out mine even uglier, hows that ?

Anyway I know I shouldn't pin the blame on other stuff and I should bear all responsibility yada yada yada BUT I JUST CANNOT STAND IT LA . Wah lao what sort of topic is observation and listening post never even learn before. If I didn't take the manual from Kah Sing I would never have gotten all the information lor wth spec course cd also no have. WAH LAO .

Anyway I'm pinning the blame 70% on the topic and the other 30% on myself la for making the board so ugly. People no talent for art not people de fault mah =x Liyan is blaming the person who gave the info to her ( which happens to be Kahsing LOL )

Never mind it's over anyway I shall forget about it.

I think I'm like becoming a total bitch or something everyone hates me or dislikes me in one way or another why am so pathetic? I'm nonchalant and apathetic I nowadays heck a lot of things. Dont know why I just dont give a damn anymore i dont know i dont know can someone please tell me

It's so unfair I dont like it why must some of us be picked out of the spec course ? I read hb's blog and jas's blog and I rly agree with them lah it's like we're all working towards a common goal then as we go along some people get excluded and I think that breaks our platoon up. We thought we would all be sergeants at the end of two years , but no, that isn't the case. Why everything must happen to our batch ah? RVIP, renovation blah blah we dont get anything good.

At least we're all going to Mt Ophir together.

I promise I will put in all my effort to do ncc proud wont let you guys down.