my bleach episodes are not loading T.T *cries*

hmm okay im taking a break from bleach cos my episodes aren't loading very fast. my sister is sobbing and wailing like some ***** and i really can't stand it -.-

okay so school has reopened once again and we're all trying to get back into the "absorbing-info-like-a-sponge-mode" but i seriously dont think im ready for school yet. i haven't done my holiday homework, geez.

yeah and we took over (sort of) today. i took part A with jasmine zixi xinran and qihui. it was okay la, just talking and setting goals and stuff.

things i'll never say ; definitely not to you

i survived spec course :]

anyw my blog shall be dead for a while because i am currently addicted to bleach , bloody nice sia . will have no time for blogging , except in between when my episodes are refusing to load ( like now ) yeah. cya : )

i fucking hate rashes !! im god-save-me-guan-yin-ma-please-bless-me-ingly terrified of them i shudder and i get goosebumps when i see them . if there's one thing im afraid of it's rashes. win hands down. im so horrified by the way they spread throughout my whole body omfg . i want to scold vulgarities but it's not very healthy so never mind . this is a short post as you can see.

I'M BACK ~

: D

okay lah . i think it's more of a character building camp of some sort. no internet access for eight days, no rowdy behaviour, no smsing, and definitely no vulgarities ! so many little kids, i scold i teach them bad things the next week nobody come to the centre already.

i learnt how to give pep talks ! you know, those super annoying ones your parents give to you when you do something wrong ? no screaming or yelling , just plain talking . a good and successful pep talk is one with examples and with those open ended questions and true or false questions that kind . after that the kid must listen to what you say. HAHAHA i gave a successful one to my sister !

you all better stay away from me hor, later i give you all pep talks then you all now, HAHA ;]

then i think my grandma is my unofficial doctor or something, everytime i fall sick i will go straight to her ; she always has something for me . i love her very much , throughout my stay in msia she come watch tv with me. then when i go away she sit down there all alone then i feel so bad i go back and watch with her.

anyw i just realised today is the 15th and also the first day of kayaking for the second group , jiayou jiayou people :]

theres an e lit seminar tomorrow and im having a fever, cough and blocked nose and feeling miserable. guess how i fell sick ?

i stuffed myself with snacks and didn't drink any water o.O anyway i was forced to swallow some very bitter pills from Amway that my grandma strongly recommended i should take. i hate swallowing pills, it's either i swallow it or i spit out the pill + all the water =(

it's 11 and i think i should go and sleep now if not huiyi will have to go to the elit seminar alone (i heard beixin also having fever) gdnite ~

okay im back . im still alive after one week's worth of work (actually only four days) at hdcc - fyi it's happy days care centre.

i realised that oatmeal plus honey in the morning is sickeningly sweet, that many kids in the same computer room fighting for a chance at the computer can be very, very noisy, teaching three kids english can be infuriating and you might resort to underhand means to teach them and so on.

i wont say i enjoyed myself but it wasn't that bad either, seriously. except for the fact that i couldn't get any hands on any form of internet access AT ALL.

i slept better while i was there, i ate better (and i am also going to grow fatter). every morning i was to wake up at 8, then creep out of bed and eat my breakfast, then go to the centre to babysit all the kids and finally go home at 8 + . hey, that's twelve hours of work ! but i only get like, ten bucks a day. *grumble grumble grumble*

usually i just play with the kids and teach them. it's quite easy lah, except sometimes i cannot mark their chinese, too hard liao ( my chinese that lousy meh =\ ). i always steal the children's food during teabreak and i just lost my tempter today at the kids. i was yelling like a deranged madwoman. okay lah maybe not that bad but they were making so much moise so i just shouted at them. they kept quiet for a while and then started making noise again, bloody kids. (:

today was wanjun's birthday and her mum ordered a 2kg chocolate cake to be delivered over to the centre, but before that weikang had to go and hit her on the back and make her cry, so she looked quite miserable in the pictures that i took of her. but she was back to her lively self after that, which was good.

i hate msia. the custom officers have attitude problems.

okay so im back from exile and slightly sick. after two days of living on scraps of bread and dishwater AND sleeping on a straw mat im back, alive and kicking.

so i stupidly knocked myself silly in the bathroom on the first day. >< very painful, still hurts. the kids at the childcare are okay except some that like to stick to me.

going on a hiatus so this blog wont be updated regularly till 18th. sorry for the inconvenience.

had double remedial today ; history and physics. me and huiyi arrived at school at 7+ by my dad's car, which is unbelievably early, but we had to compromise if not we would be stuck on the mrt. i rather be chauffeured there x] was doing my history assg, which i didn't hand up so it's kinda pointless lah.

after physics i waited for yitong then we went to westmall/lot 1 to meet liyan and val to buy sandals for kayaking tmr and they cost $29.95 i very xintong =\ but they're pretty, i like =)

never mind enough about the sandals im sososo excited about tomorrow can =D

i feel so xing4 fu2 (fortunate, in case you dont know). just now after i finished practising the piano i fell asleep on the sofa, 70% due to sheer exhaustion and 30% because i've been so engrossed in my book that my eyes were dying on me. my little sister thought i was having a fever and when i woke up at 2000 , she went to wrap ice cubes in her little towel and started to .. uh should i say wipe me haha. including arms legs face and neck.

i was so touched, seeing her being so sensible and all. it's a wonder how even little kids can be so caring x] i <3 my mei mei heh.

i shall go to sleep now, goodnight x]