Sunday, December 24, 2006

tangyuans and christmas

some late pics of 'tangyuan day' (dongzhi i think) ahaha.

they sure are small..


into the boiling water!


into cold water after they've cooked


bet you all were too lazy to make your own tang yuans : D buy from ntuc one rite! lazy people.

anyway i made some sugar cookies too :]

rolled into balls and then flattened :o


cooking in the oven!

yeah. today is xmas eve and everyone is probably out with their friends and all but im stuck at home blogging : ( pathetic. xmas seems early this year, for goodness knows what reason. it's like i just realised hey it's xmas in like one week. just can't get into the festive mood. oh well.

yeah and tomorrow is like christmas and all. merry christmas, i mean, what can i say? :]

jiam: haha yeah murder our parents lol. :] so when is housewarming? : (
jk: huh what prize giving tell me!!
huiyi: yeah they're all crazy people :\

Saturday, December 23, 2006

i wonder why is it that my mum can't talk nicely to me. or my siblings. or my dad.

she has to raise her voice and scream out everything she is saying, like she hasn't been allowed to say anything for the past few hours. like she's venting all her frustration on me.

does raising her voice actually make me more compelled to do what she is asking for? NO. never ever. it just makes me want to throttle her and bang the door in her face in half-scream.

why can't she be a sweet and nice mum who talks to me nicely and treats me well? why can't she be the model mum, who knows just how to discipline her children? why?

instead she forces me to do things i dont want to do (eg kumon) and dont try to tell me to persuade her to let me quit, because if you were in my shoes you'll know that's impossible. i've had countless arguments with her over this and to no avail.

she screams at me everytime i dont do the worksheets. it's a miracle i haven't gone deaf. i'm just too busy, too lazy to do the stupid stuff, and simply can't be fcuking bothered to. and she seems to be taking kumon more seriously than my school work, wtf? she doesn't care if i've done my holiday homework; she only wants me to complete kumon kumon and kumon WTH LAH CAN.

im sick and tired of kumon. so sick that i could burn up all of them sitting on my table and go tell the teacher my dog ate them all. i am SO sick of this.

i give up, totally. i dont want a mum who doesn't have my welfare at heart. i dont want a mum who can't discipline her kids. i dont want a mum who screams at me constantly. i dont want a mum who calls me a san1 ba1 po2. wo bu yao.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

just thought i'd post some photos before i go back to doing the stupid kumon worksheets my mum requested.

spastic. so act cute can o.o

SEE!! that action AGAIN!

a bit dark.

anyw just received news that im going for exercise thunder warrior together with MISS LI XINHANG, MR JON LOKE AND MR ONG :] yeah baby. : D excited sia. i'll be skipping school! jealous right? i know :] hee.

i gta chiong kumon or i wont have any money to spend tomorrow. : (

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

im bored.

it's been pouring







and pouring







and pouring








and im in no mood to blog. seriously.

jev: HELLO.

jk: did you ever cut yourself? paper shredding is fun! :]

jm: hah k will invite you next time :]

Sunday, December 17, 2006

i tell you, cooking is the best okay :D it's constructive, and i'll have something to eat afterwards! great for foodies like me. i love cooking stuff. it's so cool, watching separate ingredients become something edible and delicious. i love it. maybe i'll consider a career as a chef in a 5-star hotel :D

and guess what? I MADE FUDGE TODAY! :D omigod. okay me and val she helped A LOT o.o lol.

okay anyway. we couldn't find the marshmallow cream, so we just bought a pack of marshmallows and melted them. end up hor, the mixture damn bloody sweet lah. cos it's like the marshmallows are the ready to eat type and naturally they'll be sweeter rite. and i added like one whole pack + 300 g of sugar. it's diabetic food. but end result = tastes like snickers but two times sweeter :x

you all should try my fudge : D

and so me and val were v bored and we were playing snap. and after a while we made card towers, and i made a super super tall one, but the pictures are with val and she refuses to send them to me : ( maybe next time.

after a while jev came over, and we playing card games for a while before i had to go for guitar. den yuli came too : D

was her bdae, so we used the fudge as her bdae cake and even had candles :] hee den we played bridge again : D i think card games are cool. they really make you use your brain man. lol.

yeah. somebody's coming back tomorrow! :]

gdnite guys :]

0042 hrs

Friday, December 15, 2006

STUCK. AT. HOME.

im stuck at home again, with no money whatsoever, and no one to go out with : ( everyone has something to do but i have nothing : (

anyway i think i have this condition. it's this food addiction thing. i tend to have this overwhelming urge to consume whatever is put in front of me, whether edible or non-edible. which is quite dangerous, if you ask me. dont think i never try to eat my keyboard okay!! :x got lor okay just what my hands dirty den i dont wish to get food poisoning lol. okay well anyway im getting fatter and i can't do anything to help it omigod. :(

anyway yesterday i was stuck at westmere cos it was raining so i went to huiyi's house to TRY to do some homework, but i did no more than two comprehension questions. gave up on homework and started on my xmas list. yeah.

then in the evening val bry and jev came over to play bridge :] hee this time we turned the tables; me and jev actually won the both of them WHEE : D hehehe. bridge rocks man. im addicted oh no :D they played till 2345 hrs and, expectedly, got a huge scolding from my mum, but my mum always gives me huge scoldings so i guess it doesn't really matter.

bye~ :]

Monday, December 11, 2006

FREE STUDENT LABOUR

i swear, CIP is like, free student labour.

i spent a beautiful monday stuck in a room in the Spring building shredding paper. how very interesting. -.- but it was actually the first time i've ever used a paper shredder, and believe me, the experience was not at all extraordinary. firstly, the damn thing jammed up on me, and xinhang and elise had to try to pick out all the bits of paper stuck inside. secondly, try sitting next to a paper shredder for hours at one go, and you'll be feeling like blowing the whole thing up.

when i reached the place the both of them were exclaiming animatedly that the previous group (wanleng crystal and serene) screwed everything up by throwing away the important stuff while still keeping useless pieces of paper inside the file. xinhang was bascially trying to clear up their mess by going through the the paper that they discarded yeasterday. yeah. and elise was tearing out paper from files. and did i mention that i was stuck with a paper shredder?

i was eating the whole time lor. honest. i finished half a can of pringles, a pack of Poiful jellybeans, another quarter of a can of dunno what chips, some sour plums, mints and whatnot. and not a bit of exercise. deadly combination.

for goodness knows what reason, "how to save a life" by the Fray keeps playing in my head ><

clt pop and act tomorrow.. yeah. and going to www on wednesday. omigod. can't go there with my current figure lah. will scare the living daylights out of anyone. :x

yeah. that's all. till next time-

Friday, December 08, 2006

CAMP PINNACLE; kingFOUR.

FIVEday &FOURnights.

overall it was very enjoyable :D we visited the airforce as well as the naval base, and considering we spent our nights at SISPEC, essentially we had a three-in-one thing. i rmb:

  • toot toot boy who had an abrasion at his 'toot toot' HAHAHA
  • mr english, the mp from pap LOL
  • pp (paper panty) who said his shirt felt like a pp ><+
  • ahbeng who kept standing up hahaha
  • derek who is forever the right marker
  • abrasion (cheejun) aka notebook :p
and many more :)

on the first day we just did rock climbing, rappelling and the SOC. there were two rock walls and the instructor told the girls to try the shorter wall, but ironically the shorter wall was harder can -.- yeah no one could get above the halfway mark. rappelling was SIX storeys. actually the scary thing about rappelling is not about the height it's about getting into the L shape position so you can walk down. and the first step is pretty scary too. you keep thinking you'll lost footing and fall all the way down >< the SOC was okay, but there were many uh, 'cheats' for the girls cos we either weren't tall enough, didn't have enough armpower, or other reasons. i completed the monkey bar :D

the c130 flight was cool, though a bit stuffy. i saw sentosa from a bird's eye view; it was damn cool lah can. but before the takeoff there was a long way to go and everyone was like falling asleep lah. i mean you're lucky to even be selected to be taking the flight dont sleep can?

anyway. we explored RSS persistence as well, and the ship is like. super cool lah. inside is just like hotel liddat, albeit very, very small. facilities v cool. but the kitchen was like infested with cockroaches, made me wonder if they cook the cockroaches with the food lol :x

countless talks and videos shown to us in audits, including the first half an hour of 'A Few Good Men', intro to SISPEC and survival tips by sch sergeant major of SISPEC, and this talk by the teacher officer of teck whye sec. i dont know, but he comes over as a person who hated ncc as a kid and is coming to psycho us. he talked about punishments such as putting boots on shoulders, running in the rain with rifles over head and kept asking us,"What is the POINT?"

i feel that implementing such practices isn't entirely wrong sometimes. maybe we have to inculcate 'no fidgeting in fall-in position' then we have to resort to putting boots at shoulders and so on. cos we can't pump them forever rite? and it's quite creative also what.

never mind i shall stop ranting. as usual we had talks with the students at warrant officer school (WOS) currently going thru their course. nothing much lah. they just shared their experiences.

bunk checks weren't super strict this time round; just had to make sure the bunk was clean. yeah.

the clts were cool :] maam xianyu was our pc and sir zuhilmi was sort of our apc. sir syafiq was there as usual, he's there at every camp i go to and usually he's the one who stands out; everyone keeps teasing him haha :] sir jiayong was thr too; knew him thru spec course. sir suhardi too! LOL lah. was talking to him in the ops room. maam melissa was in charge of admin; must be very boring cos she visited us sometimes. sir khairul like got a bit familiar leh. i've seen him somewhere.

k never mind. with this i shall end my post: the TOOT TOOT CHEER! : DD

when i was a cute little boy
my mother bought me cute little toys
cute little toys hanging on the wall
i call it my toot toot
my toot toot, my toot toot
i like to play with my toot toot

the rest you'll have to come ask me :) tata~

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

it's been a long time since we've had activity :] the soreness in my upper arms is shiok, totally : D

went to the airport together with yitong zixi and weirong to fetch jasmine hongru szekiat and ms tan from the airport :] tong zixi and weirong drew a very colourful banner, drawing disapproving looks from the other people. cos everyone else is what "ritz carlton hotel welcomes blah blah blah" and ours is like "WELCOME HOME" >< so paiseh lah. and summore they were the last to come out cos hongru's luggage got missing or something LOL.

szekiat went off first and after catching up jasmine left with her parents and th rest went to burger king to eat. yeah. nothing much lah. we just ate. and i ate the american chicken sandwich, which i took forever to finish.

did i mention that my upper arms are shiok-ingly sore? :p

surprise, surprise, i haven't finished my holiday homework. :]

honestly, my wardrobe is depressing me. i just opened it yesterday and i felt like crying. there is nothing for me to wear lah. i must go shopping everyday when i have the financial ability to do so.

jasmine is nagging at me to finish eating maggi mee. im going to go bald from comsuming so much msg.

yeah. so i gtg. :] tata. till next time.

jk: yeah i dont get dc. will look at your schdeule to see if anything fits.

Friday, November 10, 2006

ouran high school host club is OVER and i didn't even know :( for two months alr leh! and i didn't know leh :( ohmy. but at least haruhi got tamaki back. for a second there i thought he was really going to leave. haha never mind i think you guys dunno what i talking abt =x

i've been slacking at home for the past three days. i feel so lazy and lethargic and everything. ._. i want to go out.
i dont get direct circuit lah, missed one lesson and i totally blur liao. waddehell >< someone please teach me. or i'll have to attend the makeup tgt with the dance and co ppl.

im currently at the last episode of fullhouse! but i dont know why it keeps getting stuck at 7:07. i guess i'll have to try my luck with the dvd player..

and yes, i haven't touched my homework yet. O.O

there's exercise thunder warrior interview tmr !! my gosh. what if i can't say anything? oh no :(

this is one random post. i can't seem to get my thoughts together. what's happening ?! :(

anon: HAHA! got white powder meh! never noticed before lol!
gina: hee yah purposely spell liddat one. :p

Sunday, November 05, 2006

so much to do, yet so little time.

zl: you den kuku lor ><
peng: hello :)
kenneth: so long never come liao the doughnut one was dunno how long ago can o.o

Friday, November 03, 2006

i think we singaporeans becoming more lc alr ! in terms of speaking proper english, i think we'rew quite unsatisfactory.

imagine you go up to a troubled friend and you ask,"a penny for your thoughts?" that person would probably reply,"HAR?! what??" something along that line lah. then it will render you helpless as you switch to singlish mode,"what you thinking, leh?"

we shall start a new movement! the 'speak powderful english movement' (spem) and soon everyone will be going,"sorry, i didn't quite understand that last point you made" or "have i seen you somewhere before?" INSTEAD OF "HUH? repeat!" or "you veli familiar sia, when i see you before one ar?"

it's 11:36 and im damn tired.im going to slp now :] gdnite

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

i think i'm like seriously pathetic lor. everyday i reach home at around 6, plonk down in front of the computer, turn it on and start playing summon night 2 and msn. im a loserly no-lifer. dont talk to me.

: ( im lonely. nobody is talking to me.

please talk to me.

...

never mind.

i have absolutely no sense of time. i can't organise my stuff well. i dont know how to prioritise. im stuck in front of the computer 24/7. im atrocious, preposterous and absolutely horrendous. im not a good person. i look down on people too much. i say that they're ugly. i say that they're uncool. what right do i have?

: (

it isnt going well at all. i keep getting affected. why should i subject myself to these things? im like totally not in control of my life anymore. this sucks.

i dont know what im talking about.

anon: dont confuse me with your profound english >< haha. i wanna see your baby :]

Monday, October 30, 2006

sunnysaturdays.blogsome.com. go there for more, uh, private posts. like today's. credit goes to mr kuang for introducing blogsome to us :] ask me for the password ya.

jk: >< what ! come suan me one rite. so evil. miss ppl ma tt's why cry nt cos i miss sch okay. :x

anon: im nt sure. i cry today again cos somebody bully me :( this year must cry more cos 16 den cannot cry liao. 15 still young =p

zl: hello :] you come my blog one ar lol

alan: yes we're ff fans ! :D

Friday, October 27, 2006

anon: yah cos you say must work hard for what you want in future mah. so i learnt not to view studies as a chore. in fact after the chi 'o's i'm going to be more hardworking, promise :] hope you dont miss us too much :) &please come for our class bbq :]

my brother is a loser lor. -.- dont understand why he is so ill-mannered. no wonder no girls want to jio him lor. he's smelly and foul-mouthed and vulgar and UHHH whatever. never mind.

went to school in the morning with jiahui to study chinese, but we got distracted and started to play with the piano. then we went for our dental (bloody as usual, literally) and then went back to jec. she went home while i went to pop to meet jiamin to go watch "dess note" tgt with bryan and his friend. yeah. dess note is good, and light (kira) is a basket. what with killing criminals who deserve to be punished lah. he killed his own girlfriend! he's inhuman lor.

&i want to borrow someone's ps2 so i can play ff. seh, the characters are like so pretty lah they're impossibly good-looking o.o and i play ff(?) halfway [the one with reks and migelo and rogue tomato lol] then my cousin want to play liao -.- and he had no mem card so i'll have to start from scratch next time T.T

listening to no promises, shayne ward :]

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

MY KEYBOARD IS OKAY LE :D

stupid keyboard, deprive me of blogging and msn-ing and everything else regarding the keyboard. but im so glad that i can finally type now :D made me appreciate my keyboard even more now heh.

okay, enough of keyboards.

hi mr kuang and everyone else who comes to this almost stagnant blog, thanks to my very bitchy keyboard :]

exams are over but there isn't really difference, is there? what with going back to school for remedials and stuff. but somehow i dont rly view studies as that much of a chore anymore lah. thnks to mr soh for his speech lor. haha :] i dont want to blog about the teachers who are leaving lah. 'nuff said alr. what's done is done already lah. just hope they have a better time with the other schools yeah.

i dont know what to blog about. i still think all humans are angels.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006