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I'm really sorry for not blogging for so long ( please still come to my blog :( )

It's been crazy nowadays - shooting training 4 times a week, the usual burden of Kumon, homework. And having my piano exam in 5 days time is not helping one bit. Currently my face looks like the surface of the moon. If anyone wants to help, please get me a tube of Oxy5 (or Oxy10; my outbreak is really massive) or bring me for a facial (No, I'm just joking)

So now - just to wallow in self-pity for a bit and for dumb people who don't understand what the above paragraph meant - I will provide you with my daily schedule.

6:20 Wake up
6:20 - 6:45 Prepare for school
7:25 Reach school (yes, 7:25)
7:50 - 4:30 School (Kumon every free period)
4:30 - 8:00 Shooting Training
9:00 Reach home and practise piano like mad
12:00 Go to bed

If you have been an observant reader who has fully comprehended what I have just typed, you will notice - oh yay - that I have no time for homework. Which is why I am still Math tutorial 15, doing chemistry and economics homework in class, and still have not finished reading both Great Expectations and Herland.

I am stressed. I am very stressed.

At this juncture though I wish very dearly to post some pictures so you readers can be spared from a mundane, all-text blog, it is 11:34 and I have not showered. Or eaten my dinner. So all you dear taggers must wait till the next entry for my reply - my apologies :(

After two days of trying to boycott the school stalls in the canteen by bringing biscuits to school, I am officially sick (sore throat and fever). Not only that, I also ate two meals today in school :( Sigh. Then, as though the canteen stall tenders were taking revenge against me,

1) The omelette stall ran out of noodles AND rice
2) The chicken rice stall ran out of porridge
3) Yong tau foo was depleted, lacking severely in variety (as usual)
4) Indian stall was clearing up, with only two plain pratas left for sale

Sigh. I hate expensive canteen food. :(

Sometimes I wonder about anti-dandruff shampoos and how they actually work.

Do they put white glue into the shampoo so that your dandruff sticks to your head instead of dropping off?

Or does your scalp constrict so the dandruff cannot escape?

:x

Haven't blogged in quite some time..

Went for a movie & dinner with Yixue on Monday :D Kungfu Panda is a good movie okay, don't shun animation films just 'cause they're animation films; some are good :D Can you imagine the effort put in just to make a animation movie? Have to draw out the different frames, animate, time the amount of time the character's mouth moves, record the voices of the different actors/actresses, etc etc etc. Woah. We were like sitting through the credits and I was commenting on the number of people that are involved in a movie.

Anyway it was good, I laughed throughout :D &Jap-style pasta is not bad :D though I don't really know where the jap part comes in.. seems like normal pasta to me.

Today I went to catch Chronicles of Narnia at 1045am in the morning. I kid you not. Huiyi is nuts :o LOL okay I was joking Neo don't kill me it was quite a good movie but I can sense that a lot of scenes were removed from the movie. Quite a few leaps in logic too but overall it's good :D Prince Caspian is so Hot, I swear.

Did a bit of chem afterwards with Huiyi, Junqi, Leena and Sheena. Zzz I've a phobia of the JE library already lah, after last year's mugging for O levels. What with going there at 955am in the morning just to run into the library and chope a table for the rest of the day till dinnertime, and smuggling food, bubble tea, Fruit Tree Freah aloe vera drink (one whole carton) and the like. zzz.

Post replies :)
vic: LOL yea you're a weirdo :p heh just joking k :) i'll cheer up soon enough thanks :)
rachey: Heh Of course they are.. I spent my 70c so now I only have 5c :( you got time t shop w me meh? lols :P study lah girl!
jasmine: Never mind you'll get nice presents when I'm financially able to do :) DONT PANGSEH FOR THE CLEO BEACH THING K! Restless was good :D
cat: Hello, and thanks for scratching my nose :(
junqi: Yay I just saw you today and LOL-ed many times :D see you tomorrow! <3
vanessa: Hello :)
ZIXI: You're my bikini babe too! And stop taking pictures of me ah, I'll slap you :p
huiyi: No money to shop :( I'm not a bimbo okay :p lol
clement: Lol I know you want her but too bad :P
cong: Hey my new skin is nice okay! :) yeah i'll cheer up soon enough :) lol yeah happy family after the hols huh :D
Beixin: Thanks <3
aiden: Glad you're still visiting :D yeah the new skin is chio :) yeah i'll cheer up :)
wenhui" Yep you're expression was like, "Who the F hit me?!" LOL. Yep see ya tmr :D
leena: I have good taste okay! You and your nerd LOL. Hehe yea see you tmr :D


&it's like time has come to a standstill
but at the same time it's flying by

it's bittersweet for you isn't it

we collide; that's all there is to it. 'i love you' - you say you mean it, but do you really?

All i wanted was to enjoy myself. Isn't that what a relationship should be about? But recently it's just rocky and when we quarrel you just give in cos 'you're always right' when you just couldn't be bothered to quarrel anymore.

All the times you told me to understand your insecurity you were just telling me to control myself and not socialise too much. but it's not like i can help it; I'm just being me.

You take me too seriously when I'm just joking &disheartenment sets in when i see the look on your face and it just kills the happiness in me.

Our priorities don't tally; I want to spend more time doing the things I'm supposed to do right now.

Besides, we're only 17. There's still a long way to go.

Shopping today with Yi Tong was fruitful :D

We were on a really really tight budget, me with $38 :( and Yi Tong with $50 (part of it to buy a blazer with) I totally looked like a reporter cos I was busy jotting down the names of the nice shops that we visited. We're going back for more after I get my $600!

Anyway we went to Far East and we were mainly looking at the nice T-shirts. Which is not really advisable in a sense.. Cos T-shirts are.. Casual? Aiyah but I think me and Yi Tong are quite T-shirty so.

Was in desperate need for shoes so I bought a pair that looks quite nice but it's more for formal occasions. And I bought this shirt that I fell for at first sight :P which I regretted afterwards, cos it's too small for me.

But then I thought, if people can wear interesting clothes like ill-fitting jeans that put their buttcracks on public exhibition, or create fashion trends like wearing a cap when not actually WEARING it (if you get when I mean) then I most definitely can wear a tight shirt.

Free size is a lousy excuse for shops that only bother to sell the size that the average person wears. Damn.

& I love Gelare (sheet I can't get the 'e' to have that funny thing on top) waffles on Tuesdays :D


[edit] Huiyi said I'm bimbotic so I removed a certain part of my entry :p

this is friggin' frustrating
why am i swinging like a pendulum















and i know - only i can clear up this mess

late nights and rashes
deep cuts and gashes
eyeliner and lashes
dwindling fire and ashes

Lol random. ANYWAY FYI PPL I did not have only 75cents in my wallet omg >< I had notes in my wallet; just didn't wanna spend them LOL.

Hey to all the weirdos who tagged :D I've read your tags :)

LKY: Uhms LOL
cong: Sigh a lot on my mind recently but nvm i see you happy already happy girl :D yes everyone should clean their room :D
Aiden: Yes I'll cheer up I promise :D
Sheena: Haha yeah I'll do just that :D take care sweetie
hongru: LAM HONG RU you run away to poly never talk to me anymore I miss you you're so coming for Restless right! :)
vic: I'M NOT POORRRRRR
elise: Hey :)
jasmine: impossible lah, when girls go JC they upgrade LOL you're so camwhoring with me k :D when you want your bday present :P

Okay replied :D

My mum just told me that me doing CIP at the Singapore Science Center is pointless :( but aiya only three days. I really wanna go fly kites with children for CIP :( GAHHHH. I just want to do something meaningful for the holidays but I think I'll have no time anyways :( I'm not even going for Spec Course alr sorry juniors :(

It's 12 AM omg gdnite people

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my mum is a very price elastic consumer.

Nowadays there are a lot of horrid mosquitoes that bite all over my legs and leave a stupid mark :( Like making me scratch like crazy is not enough; they still have to uglify me!!!!!

When the holidays start I'll have a 'Get-my-life/room/homework/everything-in-order day' where I will go into a massive cleaning and rubbish throwing frenzy and nobody will be able t stop me!! HAHAHA. Seriously man, my room is in disarray. I'm living in a pigsty :( Everyone should clean up their room during the holidays! Because during Chinese New Year everyone will be so excited buying new clothes and collecting angpows no one will be in the mood for spring cleaning D: so please clean up during the holidays!

Ivory Heights is having a resident flea market :x wonder who will drop by.

My wardrobe is... forget it. I'm so going for retail therapy. Who's willing to come with me? :(

I have 75 cents in my wallet. Somebody asked me for 80cents that day and I was very depressed cos I saw a 50c coin and 20c coin + another small random coin. I thought it was a 10c coin.but it turned out to be a 5c coin. :( Today I went to photocopy my piano scores. It cost 80c. Then I felt sad again cos I only had 75c.


Yay Vesak Day :D

feel like i'm lost in a maze of some sort.

going either route might totally ruin my chances of going to the other maybe if i apply economics it'll make more sense to me, you know, marginal cost, but seriously i don't even know which is the better option,

and what should i do with my time, it's so hard to schedule everything.

y'know when something is poisoned you gotta find the antidote it's common sense yes but then i ask myself do i really wanna do that?

and it's no use talking to different people i just find myself oscillating between the two unknowns; two annoying mystery bags that are just waiting to drop the bomb on me

i can't think properly now i'm just stammering and blunderbussing my way through this whether or not i trample on a few pretty wildflowers. can't face this, and there's nothing anyone can do about it so don't bother trying

happy birthday jasmine my bestie who has forgotten me

Rocky season
would you rather have rocks or rain?
either way
storm's overhead
and i've got no umbrella

i'm stepping in all the wrong places
reactions don't feed me
there's something on my face that isn't there

malaise looms

the weather will be better tomorrow
but for now
i'm sheltered by an umbrella indoors

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That was cryptic :)

I feel fat and sickly ughh

Today is a bad day.

- Two 198 buses refused to stop for me causing me to be marginally late thus landing me a spot in dc
- Some very nice teacher refused to let me skip her very unimportant briefing, making me reschedule DC as well as to skip training, only to go for the briefing and hear her say, "Please fill in your friend's name if you know that they are confirm coming." Is that double standard or what?
- Interesting bitter woman who stared at me like I was vermin when I asked her about the very nice teacher's name
- Screwed up weather which is doing nuts for my immune system

I think Herland is bringing out the feminist in me.

I can't believe I'm doing this.

Psst.. I'm secretly a bimbo! :O

Something about waking up in the morning meddles with your judgment and makes you come up with the most absurd conclusions. Like when I have the luxury of tying my hair in the morning I'll happily conclude that it looks fine. Then when I go to school, that's when the truth hits me - that my hair is horrendously messy o.o

And while running to school today I dropped my badge :( Dharshini did too lol.

Watched a tennis match today; learnt a lot more about tennis :p thanks Wilson! &congrats :)

I'll take a rest now gdnitey.

I just met the bane of my existence today.

Some old hag by the surname of Gan, who wears a CHECKERED SHIRT, jeans and sports shoes to teach PIANO.

1) When I was stumbling with my notes, she condescendingly asked if I had the same teacher from Grade 1-3.

2) She left the room halfway, telling me to practise on my own.

3) She BURPED and YAWNED throughout.

4) She told me, "Wa, hao lei ah" (I'm so tired) during the lesson.

5) She can't even play the piano; she plays with straightened fingers.

6) She can't sight-read for nuts, played two bars and gave up, and told me to practise until the part where she stopped.

7) Everytime I played a note wrongly she'd arrogantly say the letter of the correct note.

8) She didn't even teach me anything, just ran through the notes.

9) She freaking said,"Fingering for scales doesn't matter lah, just need to play smoothly."

10) She speaks in Chinese in a crude and gangsterly way.

11) She kept checking her phone when I was in the room.

12) It was three minutes before the end of the lesson, and she went,"Still got three minutes.. We shall do the next piece." (which i haven't practised before) Then she played it once for me, and told me to play. After I played like one bar, she checked her phone and said to me, "Okay, time's up, see you next week." I didn't even get to practise the whole line.

Thanks bitch, you just made my day. Don't ever go to C_ Music School; you'll just waste your time. I really have to congratulate myself for surviving 45 minutes in the same room, breathing the same air as her.

Been seeing nice teachers for so long, it's enormously shocking to meet a shitty one.

Today sucked big time :(

Had swim PE (was very enjoyable, but to change clothes and shower after that wasn't) followed by GSC. The first thing the teacher said was that some students didn't do their 'jianbao' properly, choosing the wrong article. And the first article she chose to pinpoint was my article. Hello, I'm already giving her face by doing the bloody article. You think it's very easy to find an article is it? Is there so much news for us to write about? I'm so going to drop GSC. Bloody subject. I can't even do well in it lor, continue for what. Take back my results, fail or barely pass, very nice is it. I'm never going to do well in chinese and it's a fact.

During GP, Mrs Sui was passing around seven million newspaper articles for the class to refer to. Towards the end of the lesson Amelia passed me this form that I had to fill up and pass it back to her. But I thought I still had to pass it on to the next person, so I dumped it on Cynthia's table. Think it got mixed up with all the stupid articles and now it's with Mrs Sui.

During chem Amelia was feeling so down my heart broke so many times to see her cry :( I owe Wilson one for making him run up all the way back to the GP classroom to check if it was there. Thanks ah. :\

To make things worse I freaking got scolded for it lor. Went to find _ after school, told her that i lost the form and she totally lost it (pun intended). She accused me of doing it on purpose, being all sarcastic and saying that it was ridiculous for it to have disappeared in thin air. What the hell, I have better things to do than to make her pathetic existence miserable, thank you very much. And there I was, calmly telling her that I did not do it on purpose, and it was an accident that I misplaced it. Then she demanded a letter of apology of some sort, a very long one. At this juncture I have absolutely no comments on her farfetchedness.

But it did take a bit of effort to not cry, had to be strong for Amelia who was already feeling ultra horrible.

I used to have respect for _, because of the fact that she's a t_. I thought, alright, so what if she talks like that? We shouldn't be mean to her just because of the way she speaks. Now I realise why the rest hate her so much. It's her bloody attitude. Only a bitter woman like her would be be overly cautious, ever suspecting, fearing that somebody might attack from behind. The way she handles adminstrative matters is inefficient and unnecessarily meticulous. She cannot do two things at once, telling those who approach her to go away until she completes her task. I shall not comment on her dress sense. _ should seriously take a look in the mirror; if she hates her job so bloody much she should just quit and get a life. I pity her, because she can never look on the bright side and trust anybody. What a sad life she leads.

And it has come to my attention that the very anal adminstrative manager, Shitbag Will, in RVHS is still there, making his life and everybody else's life miserable. He should just shoot himself. Yitong went back to RV today, and after a hard day of filling in forms and rejected requests for the stupid NCC laundry money, she had to face the ultimate asshole who leads an equally miserable life as _. He doused her in sarcasm, treating her like an insignificant nobody. Utterly anal and obnoxious. Similarly if he hates his job so much he should just quit his job and get a life.

OHMYGOD maybe _ and Shitbag Will are married to each other. O.O

Sue me for speaking my mind, I'm already a graduate.

Sorry I haven't blogged for so long, been catching up on work lately. I'm stuck at home now cos I'm sick :( down with a stupid virus that causes your throat to be inflammed. I feel so miserable now :( Give me a hug people.

On a heavier lighter note, Fun-O-Rama the ultimate money-sucker funfair is coming up and I've already killed seven million brain cells trying to settle JUST the food stall. Thank you very much la, after Fun-o-rama I'm so going to wash my hands off anything regarding doing saikang for the school. I need a break, seriously :(

PLEASE BUY TICKETS FROM ME :(

I still haven't found a CCA. I'm such a loser.

I feel stupid all of the sudden. Does absence really make the heart grow fonder? Maybe it's just fate. I'll never be in the same school as you again. Did I not try hard enough? Perhaps I'm being punished for not doing just that. This is all damn screwed please remind me to listen t you in future.

WHY THE HECK DOES 'DSA' EXIST.

See lah, now thanks to you assholes, I can't find a bloody CCA! I don't even dare to go for the different CCA tryouts cos I feel too inexperienced to be there.. Does being good at a sport or a performing art automatically earn you a place in a good JC? :(

Life is unfair :(

Anyway just to share some of my random thoughts with you people..

Don't you wonder sometimes, is everyone is born with the necessary talents and environment, fated to have a particular job? For example, A has 100% talent for medicine. But he does not go into medicine. Instead he chooses to be an engineer. B, on the contrary, has only 50% of talent for medicine but he chooses to be a doctor. Wouldn't the world be a better, more efficient place if everyone is in the profession they're most talented to be in? :x

Yeah okay I know that's rubbish cos everyone has interests I guess.

And don't you sometimes feel as though you have a hidden talent tucked away in some part of you, but you never had the chance to fully develop it?

Oh well. will continue ranting another day. Goodnight!

TAG REPLY - in case you people think I'm ignoring you :(

clement: lol. i infer you like seafood a lot. and why you call me spider so random o.o
jasmine: haha you miss ac but your heart is elsewhere lah. you'll forget ac de! hehe hv fun in hc, will miss you :(
huiyi: yep miss you too! oh and the pictures are uploaded alr!
nick: yeah you dont have to remind me :x I WAS THERE FOR CAMPFEAST NIGHT!! :p
janice: LOL i can if you want :) how is it scary?
yishi: hello yish :)
junqi: if you missed me you would have come to eat with us :( bleah. anyw miss you too! i told the whole world i missed you. lol.
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