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I'm really sorry for not blogging for so long ( please still come to my blog :( )

It's been crazy nowadays - shooting training 4 times a week, the usual burden of Kumon, homework. And having my piano exam in 5 days time is not helping one bit. Currently my face looks like the surface of the moon. If anyone wants to help, please get me a tube of Oxy5 (or Oxy10; my outbreak is really massive) or bring me for a facial (No, I'm just joking)

So now - just to wallow in self-pity for a bit and for dumb people who don't understand what the above paragraph meant - I will provide you with my daily schedule.

6:20 Wake up
6:20 - 6:45 Prepare for school
7:25 Reach school (yes, 7:25)
7:50 - 4:30 School (Kumon every free period)
4:30 - 8:00 Shooting Training
9:00 Reach home and practise piano like mad
12:00 Go to bed

If you have been an observant reader who has fully comprehended what I have just typed, you will notice - oh yay - that I have no time for homework. Which is why I am still Math tutorial 15, doing chemistry and economics homework in class, and still have not finished reading both Great Expectations and Herland.

I am stressed. I am very stressed.

At this juncture though I wish very dearly to post some pictures so you readers can be spared from a mundane, all-text blog, it is 11:34 and I have not showered. Or eaten my dinner. So all you dear taggers must wait till the next entry for my reply - my apologies :(

After two days of trying to boycott the school stalls in the canteen by bringing biscuits to school, I am officially sick (sore throat and fever). Not only that, I also ate two meals today in school :( Sigh. Then, as though the canteen stall tenders were taking revenge against me,

1) The omelette stall ran out of noodles AND rice
2) The chicken rice stall ran out of porridge
3) Yong tau foo was depleted, lacking severely in variety (as usual)
4) Indian stall was clearing up, with only two plain pratas left for sale

Sigh. I hate expensive canteen food. :(

Sometimes I wonder about anti-dandruff shampoos and how they actually work.

Do they put white glue into the shampoo so that your dandruff sticks to your head instead of dropping off?

Or does your scalp constrict so the dandruff cannot escape?

:x

Haven't blogged in quite some time..

Went for a movie & dinner with Yixue on Monday :D Kungfu Panda is a good movie okay, don't shun animation films just 'cause they're animation films; some are good :D Can you imagine the effort put in just to make a animation movie? Have to draw out the different frames, animate, time the amount of time the character's mouth moves, record the voices of the different actors/actresses, etc etc etc. Woah. We were like sitting through the credits and I was commenting on the number of people that are involved in a movie.

Anyway it was good, I laughed throughout :D &Jap-style pasta is not bad :D though I don't really know where the jap part comes in.. seems like normal pasta to me.

Today I went to catch Chronicles of Narnia at 1045am in the morning. I kid you not. Huiyi is nuts :o LOL okay I was joking Neo don't kill me it was quite a good movie but I can sense that a lot of scenes were removed from the movie. Quite a few leaps in logic too but overall it's good :D Prince Caspian is so Hot, I swear.

Did a bit of chem afterwards with Huiyi, Junqi, Leena and Sheena. Zzz I've a phobia of the JE library already lah, after last year's mugging for O levels. What with going there at 955am in the morning just to run into the library and chope a table for the rest of the day till dinnertime, and smuggling food, bubble tea, Fruit Tree Freah aloe vera drink (one whole carton) and the like. zzz.

Post replies :)
vic: LOL yea you're a weirdo :p heh just joking k :) i'll cheer up soon enough thanks :)
rachey: Heh Of course they are.. I spent my 70c so now I only have 5c :( you got time t shop w me meh? lols :P study lah girl!
jasmine: Never mind you'll get nice presents when I'm financially able to do :) DONT PANGSEH FOR THE CLEO BEACH THING K! Restless was good :D
cat: Hello, and thanks for scratching my nose :(
junqi: Yay I just saw you today and LOL-ed many times :D see you tomorrow! <3
vanessa: Hello :)
ZIXI: You're my bikini babe too! And stop taking pictures of me ah, I'll slap you :p
huiyi: No money to shop :( I'm not a bimbo okay :p lol
clement: Lol I know you want her but too bad :P
cong: Hey my new skin is nice okay! :) yeah i'll cheer up soon enough :) lol yeah happy family after the hols huh :D
Beixin: Thanks <3
aiden: Glad you're still visiting :D yeah the new skin is chio :) yeah i'll cheer up :)
wenhui" Yep you're expression was like, "Who the F hit me?!" LOL. Yep see ya tmr :D
leena: I have good taste okay! You and your nerd LOL. Hehe yea see you tmr :D


&it's like time has come to a standstill
but at the same time it's flying by

it's bittersweet for you isn't it

we collide; that's all there is to it. 'i love you' - you say you mean it, but do you really?

All i wanted was to enjoy myself. Isn't that what a relationship should be about? But recently it's just rocky and when we quarrel you just give in cos 'you're always right' when you just couldn't be bothered to quarrel anymore.

All the times you told me to understand your insecurity you were just telling me to control myself and not socialise too much. but it's not like i can help it; I'm just being me.

You take me too seriously when I'm just joking &disheartenment sets in when i see the look on your face and it just kills the happiness in me.

Our priorities don't tally; I want to spend more time doing the things I'm supposed to do right now.

Besides, we're only 17. There's still a long way to go.

Shopping today with Yi Tong was fruitful :D

We were on a really really tight budget, me with $38 :( and Yi Tong with $50 (part of it to buy a blazer with) I totally looked like a reporter cos I was busy jotting down the names of the nice shops that we visited. We're going back for more after I get my $600!

Anyway we went to Far East and we were mainly looking at the nice T-shirts. Which is not really advisable in a sense.. Cos T-shirts are.. Casual? Aiyah but I think me and Yi Tong are quite T-shirty so.

Was in desperate need for shoes so I bought a pair that looks quite nice but it's more for formal occasions. And I bought this shirt that I fell for at first sight :P which I regretted afterwards, cos it's too small for me.

But then I thought, if people can wear interesting clothes like ill-fitting jeans that put their buttcracks on public exhibition, or create fashion trends like wearing a cap when not actually WEARING it (if you get when I mean) then I most definitely can wear a tight shirt.

Free size is a lousy excuse for shops that only bother to sell the size that the average person wears. Damn.

& I love Gelare (sheet I can't get the 'e' to have that funny thing on top) waffles on Tuesdays :D


[edit] Huiyi said I'm bimbotic so I removed a certain part of my entry :p

this is friggin' frustrating
why am i swinging like a pendulum















and i know - only i can clear up this mess

late nights and rashes
deep cuts and gashes
eyeliner and lashes
dwindling fire and ashes

Lol random. ANYWAY FYI PPL I did not have only 75cents in my wallet omg >< I had notes in my wallet; just didn't wanna spend them LOL.

Hey to all the weirdos who tagged :D I've read your tags :)

LKY: Uhms LOL
cong: Sigh a lot on my mind recently but nvm i see you happy already happy girl :D yes everyone should clean their room :D
Aiden: Yes I'll cheer up I promise :D
Sheena: Haha yeah I'll do just that :D take care sweetie
hongru: LAM HONG RU you run away to poly never talk to me anymore I miss you you're so coming for Restless right! :)
vic: I'M NOT POORRRRRR
elise: Hey :)
jasmine: impossible lah, when girls go JC they upgrade LOL you're so camwhoring with me k :D when you want your bday present :P

Okay replied :D

My mum just told me that me doing CIP at the Singapore Science Center is pointless :( but aiya only three days. I really wanna go fly kites with children for CIP :( GAHHHH. I just want to do something meaningful for the holidays but I think I'll have no time anyways :( I'm not even going for Spec Course alr sorry juniors :(

It's 12 AM omg gdnite people

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my mum is a very price elastic consumer.

Nowadays there are a lot of horrid mosquitoes that bite all over my legs and leave a stupid mark :( Like making me scratch like crazy is not enough; they still have to uglify me!!!!!

When the holidays start I'll have a 'Get-my-life/room/homework/everything-in-order day' where I will go into a massive cleaning and rubbish throwing frenzy and nobody will be able t stop me!! HAHAHA. Seriously man, my room is in disarray. I'm living in a pigsty :( Everyone should clean up their room during the holidays! Because during Chinese New Year everyone will be so excited buying new clothes and collecting angpows no one will be in the mood for spring cleaning D: so please clean up during the holidays!

Ivory Heights is having a resident flea market :x wonder who will drop by.

My wardrobe is... forget it. I'm so going for retail therapy. Who's willing to come with me? :(

I have 75 cents in my wallet. Somebody asked me for 80cents that day and I was very depressed cos I saw a 50c coin and 20c coin + another small random coin. I thought it was a 10c coin.but it turned out to be a 5c coin. :( Today I went to photocopy my piano scores. It cost 80c. Then I felt sad again cos I only had 75c.


Yay Vesak Day :D

feel like i'm lost in a maze of some sort.

going either route might totally ruin my chances of going to the other maybe if i apply economics it'll make more sense to me, you know, marginal cost, but seriously i don't even know which is the better option,

and what should i do with my time, it's so hard to schedule everything.

y'know when something is poisoned you gotta find the antidote it's common sense yes but then i ask myself do i really wanna do that?

and it's no use talking to different people i just find myself oscillating between the two unknowns; two annoying mystery bags that are just waiting to drop the bomb on me

i can't think properly now i'm just stammering and blunderbussing my way through this whether or not i trample on a few pretty wildflowers. can't face this, and there's nothing anyone can do about it so don't bother trying

happy birthday jasmine my bestie who has forgotten me

Rocky season
would you rather have rocks or rain?
either way
storm's overhead
and i've got no umbrella

i'm stepping in all the wrong places
reactions don't feed me
there's something on my face that isn't there

malaise looms

the weather will be better tomorrow
but for now
i'm sheltered by an umbrella indoors

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That was cryptic :)

I feel fat and sickly ughh

Today is a bad day.

- Two 198 buses refused to stop for me causing me to be marginally late thus landing me a spot in dc
- Some very nice teacher refused to let me skip her very unimportant briefing, making me reschedule DC as well as to skip training, only to go for the briefing and hear her say, "Please fill in your friend's name if you know that they are confirm coming." Is that double standard or what?
- Interesting bitter woman who stared at me like I was vermin when I asked her about the very nice teacher's name
- Screwed up weather which is doing nuts for my immune system

I think Herland is bringing out the feminist in me.

I can't believe I'm doing this.

Psst.. I'm secretly a bimbo! :O

Something about waking up in the morning meddles with your judgment and makes you come up with the most absurd conclusions. Like when I have the luxury of tying my hair in the morning I'll happily conclude that it looks fine. Then when I go to school, that's when the truth hits me - that my hair is horrendously messy o.o

And while running to school today I dropped my badge :( Dharshini did too lol.

Watched a tennis match today; learnt a lot more about tennis :p thanks Wilson! &congrats :)

I'll take a rest now gdnitey.

I just met the bane of my existence today.

Some old hag by the surname of Gan, who wears a CHECKERED SHIRT, jeans and sports shoes to teach PIANO.

1) When I was stumbling with my notes, she condescendingly asked if I had the same teacher from Grade 1-3.

2) She left the room halfway, telling me to practise on my own.

3) She BURPED and YAWNED throughout.

4) She told me, "Wa, hao lei ah" (I'm so tired) during the lesson.

5) She can't even play the piano; she plays with straightened fingers.

6) She can't sight-read for nuts, played two bars and gave up, and told me to practise until the part where she stopped.

7) Everytime I played a note wrongly she'd arrogantly say the letter of the correct note.

8) She didn't even teach me anything, just ran through the notes.

9) She freaking said,"Fingering for scales doesn't matter lah, just need to play smoothly."

10) She speaks in Chinese in a crude and gangsterly way.

11) She kept checking her phone when I was in the room.

12) It was three minutes before the end of the lesson, and she went,"Still got three minutes.. We shall do the next piece." (which i haven't practised before) Then she played it once for me, and told me to play. After I played like one bar, she checked her phone and said to me, "Okay, time's up, see you next week." I didn't even get to practise the whole line.

Thanks bitch, you just made my day. Don't ever go to C_ Music School; you'll just waste your time. I really have to congratulate myself for surviving 45 minutes in the same room, breathing the same air as her.

Been seeing nice teachers for so long, it's enormously shocking to meet a shitty one.

Today sucked big time :(

Had swim PE (was very enjoyable, but to change clothes and shower after that wasn't) followed by GSC. The first thing the teacher said was that some students didn't do their 'jianbao' properly, choosing the wrong article. And the first article she chose to pinpoint was my article. Hello, I'm already giving her face by doing the bloody article. You think it's very easy to find an article is it? Is there so much news for us to write about? I'm so going to drop GSC. Bloody subject. I can't even do well in it lor, continue for what. Take back my results, fail or barely pass, very nice is it. I'm never going to do well in chinese and it's a fact.

During GP, Mrs Sui was passing around seven million newspaper articles for the class to refer to. Towards the end of the lesson Amelia passed me this form that I had to fill up and pass it back to her. But I thought I still had to pass it on to the next person, so I dumped it on Cynthia's table. Think it got mixed up with all the stupid articles and now it's with Mrs Sui.

During chem Amelia was feeling so down my heart broke so many times to see her cry :( I owe Wilson one for making him run up all the way back to the GP classroom to check if it was there. Thanks ah. :\

To make things worse I freaking got scolded for it lor. Went to find _ after school, told her that i lost the form and she totally lost it (pun intended). She accused me of doing it on purpose, being all sarcastic and saying that it was ridiculous for it to have disappeared in thin air. What the hell, I have better things to do than to make her pathetic existence miserable, thank you very much. And there I was, calmly telling her that I did not do it on purpose, and it was an accident that I misplaced it. Then she demanded a letter of apology of some sort, a very long one. At this juncture I have absolutely no comments on her farfetchedness.

But it did take a bit of effort to not cry, had to be strong for Amelia who was already feeling ultra horrible.

I used to have respect for _, because of the fact that she's a t_. I thought, alright, so what if she talks like that? We shouldn't be mean to her just because of the way she speaks. Now I realise why the rest hate her so much. It's her bloody attitude. Only a bitter woman like her would be be overly cautious, ever suspecting, fearing that somebody might attack from behind. The way she handles adminstrative matters is inefficient and unnecessarily meticulous. She cannot do two things at once, telling those who approach her to go away until she completes her task. I shall not comment on her dress sense. _ should seriously take a look in the mirror; if she hates her job so bloody much she should just quit and get a life. I pity her, because she can never look on the bright side and trust anybody. What a sad life she leads.

And it has come to my attention that the very anal adminstrative manager, Shitbag Will, in RVHS is still there, making his life and everybody else's life miserable. He should just shoot himself. Yitong went back to RV today, and after a hard day of filling in forms and rejected requests for the stupid NCC laundry money, she had to face the ultimate asshole who leads an equally miserable life as _. He doused her in sarcasm, treating her like an insignificant nobody. Utterly anal and obnoxious. Similarly if he hates his job so much he should just quit his job and get a life.

OHMYGOD maybe _ and Shitbag Will are married to each other. O.O

Sue me for speaking my mind, I'm already a graduate.

Sorry I haven't blogged for so long, been catching up on work lately. I'm stuck at home now cos I'm sick :( down with a stupid virus that causes your throat to be inflammed. I feel so miserable now :( Give me a hug people.

On a heavier lighter note, Fun-O-Rama the ultimate money-sucker funfair is coming up and I've already killed seven million brain cells trying to settle JUST the food stall. Thank you very much la, after Fun-o-rama I'm so going to wash my hands off anything regarding doing saikang for the school. I need a break, seriously :(

PLEASE BUY TICKETS FROM ME :(

I still haven't found a CCA. I'm such a loser.

I feel stupid all of the sudden. Does absence really make the heart grow fonder? Maybe it's just fate. I'll never be in the same school as you again. Did I not try hard enough? Perhaps I'm being punished for not doing just that. This is all damn screwed please remind me to listen t you in future.

WHY THE HECK DOES 'DSA' EXIST.

See lah, now thanks to you assholes, I can't find a bloody CCA! I don't even dare to go for the different CCA tryouts cos I feel too inexperienced to be there.. Does being good at a sport or a performing art automatically earn you a place in a good JC? :(

Life is unfair :(

Anyway just to share some of my random thoughts with you people..

Don't you wonder sometimes, is everyone is born with the necessary talents and environment, fated to have a particular job? For example, A has 100% talent for medicine. But he does not go into medicine. Instead he chooses to be an engineer. B, on the contrary, has only 50% of talent for medicine but he chooses to be a doctor. Wouldn't the world be a better, more efficient place if everyone is in the profession they're most talented to be in? :x

Yeah okay I know that's rubbish cos everyone has interests I guess.

And don't you sometimes feel as though you have a hidden talent tucked away in some part of you, but you never had the chance to fully develop it?

Oh well. will continue ranting another day. Goodnight!

TAG REPLY - in case you people think I'm ignoring you :(

clement: lol. i infer you like seafood a lot. and why you call me spider so random o.o
jasmine: haha you miss ac but your heart is elsewhere lah. you'll forget ac de! hehe hv fun in hc, will miss you :(
huiyi: yep miss you too! oh and the pictures are uploaded alr!
nick: yeah you dont have to remind me :x I WAS THERE FOR CAMPFEAST NIGHT!! :p
janice: LOL i can if you want :) how is it scary?
yishi: hello yish :)
junqi: if you missed me you would have come to eat with us :( bleah. anyw miss you too! i told the whole world i missed you. lol.
THE PRESIDENT: Hello! I'm proud to be your spokesperson : D

Nowadays I'm so busy I get impatient even when I sit down to eat. Like I can't chew fast enough.

Sometimes some people just like to screw your life up real bad. And you can't do anything about it.

TAG REPLY

TAG REPLY

Paiseh people, I haven't had time to look at the tags.

Maung Thet: Hi Zhong Hong :)
Zhewei: Lol. Adults are always like that, unreasonable :(
Jasmine: NAH! your name is in bold now! happy? :p paiseh, didn't know so many ppl tagged. Anyw your bdae present is finally finished; get from me asap :)
Hasiff: Yes apparently I just did tell the whole world :D
Janice: Yep it was nice seeing you too :)
Hongru: HAHA! I always talk about NCC meh! Lol. Yeah I AM kinda busy :( Sigh.
Rx: Yes I know Eleasha hosted Hassan :) So coincidental hor?
Ren: LOL. Clement is fishy?
Syimah: Yep hope you enjoyed yourself :)
Clement: Orh hor, who's Joan :o
Beixin: Slightly only meh? Cannot be more pathetic than mine de, mine owns. :( Sigh. Happy CNY anyway :)

DONE. :D

To the guy who:

blushes when people say that he's good-looking,

blushes on command, actually (seriously)

is on a permanent diet to "match up with me"

has very limited vocabulary

plays the guitar really well

is really quite shy

has been hurting for 7 days now due to stomach flu + gastric pains

is 34354528359087x smarter than me

wants more of my time

does anything i tell him to (lol.)

refuses to sing/dance under any conditions

thinks he's ugly;

this one's for you :) happy vday.


AND to all my friends out there: Happy Vday to you too! <3

People, please shut up about your measly angbao money. Because you'll never guess how much I got.

Spent three days in Ipoh visiting relatives, and got around 8 angbaos in total. How much did I get? $34. In bloody RINGGIT. To call that pathetic is a serious understatement. I bet there's no one out there with less angbao money than me. If there are, tell me and I'll give you my $16 Sing bucks.












Please get well soon :(

Okay scrap that don't kill the poor flowers :(

SEND ME FLOWERS FOR VDAY :(

Clement: think you got me all wrong; I did not scream at the cadets, and did not vent my anger on them like I said I would. Besides this is my blog so I'm allowed t post my feelings, no? I believe I have my reasons for feeling and acting the way I did, and it's in the past so just forget it. We're still cool, yes? :)

Something amazing happened yesterday.

Hasiff, my fellow s5 wildcat from CLT course, was actually from my Camp Feast platoon and it never occurred to me once until yesterday.

Chee Meng just happened to give both of us the booklet, and I just happened to flip to that particular page with the 'Cannibal King' song on it. Hasiff start singing it, and then when he ended he said he performed this for his Camp Feast. I was stunned, because I remember I performed this for Camp Feast too. Then we found out that not only were we in the same Camp Feast, we were in the same platoon and even took the Paintball photo together!

I was totally stunned. It's so amazing, cos there are so many 'if's. If we decided not to sign up for clt course, if we didn't end up in the same platoon, if we didn't sign up for Camp Feast, if I didn't become his APC, if there were no extra Camp Feast booklets, if i didn't flip to that particular page, if Hasiff didn't bother to start singing that song, we might still be in the dark!

Okay I shall stop ranting.

I am seriously lagging behind in school. I just skipped school for five days straight.

Last Wednesday - Sick
Last Thursday - Results
Monday &Tuesday - Camp Feast
Today - OVERSLEPT :x

My form teacher like called me and scolded me for skipping so many days of school :( Sigh. Guess I really have to go to school tomorrow then. But I have IMT :( SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN. Later have to find the HOD again. WTH. SIAN.

Today went out with Mr Performer for NJ Talentime to shop for clothes :) Finally after going to so many locations did he get the outfit ready. What a picky person he is. :x

Okay I gtg prepare my precious uniform. Bye humans.

They say a picture speaks a thousand words.

So.. There you go! Only if you're interested. I dont think I'll have the time to blog about the trip anytime soon so you guys should go see the pictures first. Go see! I had hell uploading them.

> Taiwan Trip Pictures

Have had a lot on my mind lately, but no time to blog about it so I just ended up ranting to my friends. Not that I mind, really.

Finally have the time to blog :D Would just like to comment on _ :)

_ people are really friendly :) Really gentlemanly and welcoming. Heck, being an RV-ian, I feel so at home! _ welcomes RV-ians with open arms :) They say RV-ians add on to the whole english speaking environment. They never speak chinese, but they don't ostracize the Nanhua and RV-ians AT ALL :) In fact, I feel so comfortable speaking Mandarin with them. Woot, I love it here.

The _ guys, especially. Totally no MCP-ishness about them. They'll talk to anyone and everyone. Really charming, the whole lot. I enjoy their company VERY much :)

Over here, the girls are really nice too :) Very humble, never acting pretty. They bring bags with no brands, and never slang when they speak. They will never look down on people, no matter how well-off they are. Really like them and can click so well with them.

Though they don't speak chinese, they still embrace their chinese culture very much, and practise it everyday by doing chinese assessment books at home. Hence they'll never look down RV-ians, and when RV-ians speak chinese they'll never make a fuss. They find it totally normal :)

Of course they should, since they're chinese!

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They say sarcasm is the lowest form of wit. Hence if you can't catch this heavy overdose of it, then you must be really dense :)

I miss RV so much :(

Alright, now that that's out of me, I feel so much better :) In case you're wondering why I have the luxury of time to blog in the late morning, it's because I can't stand another moment at _ any longer I'm happily stuck at home, sick, one day before the release of The Results.

OMG.

Good luck, guys. Must wish really hard. Remember my eyelash thing! :D

*HUGS ALL RV-IANS*

Hello people I am lazy to upload Taiwan pics.

I think ACJC's orientation is the the best, so it's not true that the grass is always greener on the other side. On campfire night, the spirit was there, I could feel it. :)

Anyway, crashing is fun :D but it takes guts! Not for 'clammy' people (humji) Xinhang and Leena, I'm so not talking about you guys, thanks for pangsehing uh. Lol. No lah, joking, no offence really.

Yep so I crashed 3 JCs :) Which JCs have YOU crashed?

I've been chiong-ing Kumon for the past 9 hours. A round of applause please, because even homework doesn't get entitled to 9 whole hours. It's just my luck that I have two weeks worth :(

No worries. Now I'm perfectly crazy. o.o

Anyway I'm too lazy to post about Taiwan so.. :) have to wait! Paiseh. I'm going to have dinner now, byebye! :D

MR LIM ZHILER PLEASE DO CHECK YOUR EMAIL.

I'm flying off to Taiwan tomorrow : D Huiyi says the bubble tea is good and the guys there are very handsome :o muahahaha. I think I'll be more interested in the food, thanks :) Dont miss me too much!

Okay, off to pack, :) Cya people.

WARNING: Super self-pitying post up ahead, do not read it you can't stand this type of thing

I think I'm a little depressed :(

My STM (Short Term Memory) condition is getting a lot worse lately, and I think it's due to my lack of sleep :( my mouldy nose is getting worse too, my complexion's going down the drain. Oil is practically oozing out of the pores on my face &I feel super lethargic everyday. My eyes are dying on me. I think someone that has gone to China hates me :(

I'm super sorry to everyone; I keep forgetting what you guys tell me. There seems to be something like an information overload in my brain, think it happens when i talk too much to too many people. I keep forgetting things; so very sorry. Will be much better once I get some sleep. So sorry.

I'm done with the photos :D

I think I am going to get rid of my bad habit of casual blogging and start to capitalise letters that are supposed to be capitalised. LOL. Quite confusing uh? Never mind :)

Somebody went to China and left me in the lurch BLEAH. I hope that somebody gets something back for me. I hope that that somebody is thinking of me like I am thinking of that somebody. : o

GOODNIGHT ONCE AGAIN, PPL :)

I SERIOUSLY am not getting enough sleep. my eyebags are camping, permanently, I'm afraid. and I have TONS of things to settle.

like stupid photos lah dammit. okay guys if you all want the photos, please drop me an sms (98321443) or pm me on msn. I'll try my very best to send everything to you. must state what you want. e.g. "all the photos with my face in it" or "everything that you took" or "everything with (insert pretty girl's name here) in it", something like that? yep.

damn, I ought to get paid for all this. >:(

i'll go settle the damn photos now. blog later yeah? gdnite.

to the person this post was intended for, i really hope you get to read this. i'll call you A.

"everyone is special in their own way" - High School Musical, We're all in this together

think this quote is appropriate, in a sense.

sixteen is a very young age to start _. no matter what your reasons are, there is no reason good enough to start damaging your body like this. please stop :( it's not cool, and it attracts attention in all negative ways.

you're special in your own way. it's quite apparent that you are frequently overshadowed by _, but it's alright. you're sixteen, you're young and your mind is sharp. you can do anything if you put your mind to it! _'s more vocal and outstanding, but you can be the rooted leader, someone who is outstanding in a quiet sort of way! people will still respect you. if you feel you're overshadowed, do something about it! let people see the good side of you! alright? promise me.





i'll miss my s5.

i slept for four and a half hours and sat through dozens of lectures without falling asleep or eating any candy : D

FINALLY i can take a breather man. one whole week of waking up at 5 am, donning the no4 uniform, and trudging to amoy quee camp. at least we had dining-in on friday. i liked the food :p

okay, i find it super difficult to picture blog with blogger (so user-unfriendly) so i shall blog and you guys just view the damn pictures afterwards.

yep so we went to SAFTI MI, rehearsed &stuff. and we're supposed to sit and eat properly, practise good etiquette, and if we wanna go toilet must stand up and bow at the 'high table' first. stuff like that.

the food was super good man. okay maybe only the wild mushroom soup. super orgasmic. haha. and i was like super full i couldn't even finish the dessert : ( yeah but had to sit damn stiff throughout the whole thing. i dont think i ever ate a dinner feeling more stressed up than this. haha.

camwhored like CRAZY. haha. i LIKE to comwhore. it's so fun : D

okay. cute the crap. i need to prepare uniform alr tmr. goodnight people. enjoy the pictures : )



on the bus :)

you know, some people actually look nice in BRACES.

damn.

prom's over and i looked horrible i think :o but never mind it's just prom :) wore this green dress which was relatively cheap ahaha. and i didn't bring a camera, but just as well. hide my horrible face :(

something important to note is that i am going to be banished to army camp from tomorrow onwards, and i am so going to embarrass myself can. i forgot all the commands and drills and arm drills and trainfire and whatnot. argh. digging my own grave lor liddat. SIANNNN : (

never mind. all of you must attend the passing-out parade. delta company ALL must come. dont come i skin you all and barbecue. wahlau slog my guts out (exaggerated, but still) for this course if you all don't come then not my friend already hor. :(

alright i'll go prepare and get my sleep. i'll need it. tata people (if there are still people reading my blog :( )

imma gonna get dragged away to army camp :( from 26nov to 11dec, don't miss me alright? but never mind i can wear NUMBER ONE :D in layman's terms it's an uber nice uniform you can see when i post the pretty pictures hee :)

ANYWAY I DEMAND FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT! i nice enough to let you all give me after o's then you all promptly forget :( not my fault that my birthday clash with o's right :(

okay i'm i one of my moods again ignore me if you can't be bothered to get my present. (but i'll never forgive you!!)

ARMY CAMP :(

tomorrow's my birthday -








and i feel like staying at home damn. ._.

im hereby going to rant incessantly about the school's insistence that we sec 4s have a spotcheck almost everyday, so if you're an upright upholder of the school rules, i beg you leave, lest you get offended by my post.

being in 4L has it's benefits. for example, our class room is the nearest to the canteen as compared to all the other classes in the school, so we can afford to saunter in and out of the classroom for lessons, and still make it in time for the lesson after break.

what i dont like about being in 4L means that you fall prey to daily routine uniform checks by certain teachers. cos that's where random teachers (non form teachers) stand. and if they perceive that they might seem silly standing there doing nothing, then you are in big trouble. because they are going to pick on nitty gritty things about you and your uniform, like why you shouldn't put rubber bands around your wrist because they increase blood pressure, and therefore your blood vessels are in danger of bursting. why you shouldn't use a hairpin to hold up your belt. why you should change your shoes because they look oversized.

like, whatever, okay?

i daresay these things are ridiculous and absurd. furthermore we are graduating, for goodness sake. can't you let us have a last good impression of the school before we leave, rather than let us think, "oh man, can't wait to get out of this shithole"? everyday people are caught for the most unimaginable reasons and we're like, go back to the bleedy staff room and mark scripts, if you have so much time on your hands.

you might argue that we've had four years to have a good impression of the school. well and good. but good impressions can be destroyed, can't they? and they will be, if we get spied on so often. not that my impression of the school is very good in the first place.

i move to prevent the unnecessary patrolling of certain teachers beside our class, rendering us unable to pay attention or listen to announcements during assembly, defeating the whole purpose for an assembly. an assembly is for us to sing the national anthem &say the pledge and listen to announcements, not an opportunity for teachers to spot check our attire. hence i suggest that teachers give us a little freedom and leave us alone during assembly, thank you very much.

hello i'm back again!

today was the start of prelims :0 thank goodness the maths teachers didn't decide to set a killer paper this time round, but there's still tomorrows paper so i shouldn't count my eggs before they hatch. haha. and i think my dear ip juniors should spare a thought for us o level seniors and stop telling us about obesity and science fairs in india; we really have no mood to clap or cheer, thank you very much.

and i think i'm getting a lot more stressed up recently. i mean i can still laugh and joke around and such but my mind is constantly thinking about exams and exams and exams :o oh crap. then like now i have no mood to go out or play or relax or anything it's just STUDY and REVISE and CATCH UP ON UNLEARNT STUFF !!! oh freak i sound like a nerd. : ( but i think i'm still not as stressed up as HUIYI, who has resorted to playing NEOPETS to relieve stress : D lets give her a round of applause! : p lol.

and huiyi's blog post reminded me that my prelim mark will put me into a jc for the first three months. freak. i totally forgot :x

"I will mug harder!" - quoted from myself, adapted from Boxer's line in Animal Farm

lol.

wenhui: YAH LOR. i want to cry alr. so broke still scam my money. i don't even EAT the bleedy ice cream!!

peijia: your seniors will tell you lah, dont need come my blog to see lol.

elvin: lol hello. vijay damn cute la.

janice: thanks but i dont think i'll have much fun doing that : (

huiyi: another piece of evidence that you're getting too stressed. only stressed up/boliao ppl will do that o.o RELAX MAN!! stop playing neopets when you should be studying : D lol!

wj: refer to my reply for peijia. vijay teaches sec 1 also ar? wow.

okay i will go and mug now. oh btw for those ppl mugging till late into the night please dont do it so often okay? 11pm-1am is the ideal time for your body to replenish those cells and energy that you need, so mug in the afternoon or something. of course, i'm not dictating that this is what you should do but it's better la. take care of yourselves sec fours, we need the energy and motivation for this last 100m! jiayou guys! we can do it! :D

hello people i'm back, surprise surprise.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

oh dear.

ANYWAY, I HAVE ECZEMA. MY GOD. after wondering about what those red bumps on my t-zone were leena finally gave a name to it - albeit one that was not too accurate.

"eggzee.. something." she concluded.

then i came across the very word when i was reading 'Diary of a Mad Bride' (what were the chances?) and it's eczema. ohmygod. it sounds really horrible. like, the plague. or something. oh crap. and it looks gross. when it's dry the skin keeps peeling off so i look like i have dandruff on my face. and when my skin is wet the eczema looks like red plateaus on my face. oh great : (

anyone knows how to get rid of it?

anyway i'm STILL up to my nose studying but i still have time to spy on my eye candy :x haha. have this unexplainable soft spot for innocent looking guys :x GUILTY AS CHARGED :o

sigh. studying for o's is like a mad rush. i sort of get used to mugging already (more or less) so yeah. will try to blog more often (i know you guys love my blog) :D

for those who tagged: hello people!
janice: dont tag on my board about part a's perf lah, sms me &i'll reply if my sms limit hasn't reached yet. yah?
wj: no time to tag :x
vic: wth is gluto whatever?!!
peijia: hehe good to see that you all are improving lah. : )

"that's all for today, CHAIRPERSON!" - ms vijay, at the end of lesson

hello to any people still reading my blog, im currently up to my nose w homework so will nt have much time to blog, but here i am.

anyway i got scammed few days ago by this stupid guy at the interchange who said that he was the only bloody guy walking ard in singapore with his stupid stack of ice cream coupons, and i was one of the 30 winners of that coupon. he conveniently forgot to tell me that i had to PAY for it. five bloody dollars for a coupon that

-lasts till 31st december
-gives you 15% off ONE flavour of ice cream
-10% off any other flavours
-buy one get one free coupon
-buy one wasabi icecream get free seaweeds
-buy one ice cream and get free toppings

i showed the coupon to my dad, who said in shock,"i have that coupon! the school gave it away to teachers for free!"

-.- so much for being the ONLY one in singapore holding on to the ticket right now uh. -.-

and okay so he said that i could enter a 'sure win lucky draw'. i just went to the website and it's UNDER CONSTRUCTION. and i just found out that you could only enter the draw if you BOUGHT TWO ICE CREAMS. i thought once i had paid the five dollars i would be automatically put it! what is this!

and i just realised the buy one get one free is for wasabi ice creams only : ( I DONT WANT A BLOODY WASABI ICE CREAM. what the heck, they are like desperately trying to advertise that stupid ice cream cos nobody buys it i guess.

DAMN IT. and to be honest i only bought it cos it was ice cream : ( sigh. im super sad now lah im broke enough and still had to get scammed. i guess it's my retribution but still..

lessons are getting really stressing lately. i swear vijay's going out of her mind, she's going through specimen papers like an m16 on automatic. o.o seriously man : (

okay anyway i gtg if not my mum will never get her sleep. till next time.

rod's over.

hmmm okay so yesterday in the morning/afternoon sorta had high fever like around 38.6deg. haha. was a bit scared i wouldn't be able to go for my rod but it was okay in the end thanks to the doc's medicine i guess. it brought my fever down.

thanks to a maths june paper and maths remedial after that we ended at like, 5:35 and had 25 minutes to pia finish the presents, eat at 6, go to the hall at 9 &stuff. it didn't even FEEL like rod lor.

so the guys skits were obviously last minute as usual& their strength doesn't allow them to put up a quality skit cos they're all trying to get on the stage. = not good and catch no ball. -.- girls were v good eh :)

but the vid was TOTALLY DISAPPOINTING. i am serious on this issue okay if any jnrs are reading this think abt this: on your rod your jnrs show pictures of themselves and not you &your plt, when you are the one rod-ing. totally not good!! esp staff jasmine; she's a camwhore, and thats a known fact. we took hundreds and thousands of photos ¬ a single one was shown. instead got other people's big face down there, dunno for what. yong chang rod-ing meh? o.o &the thing about not showing our photos is that all the photos we saw are like, you all de photos, you all de memories, and they only hold meaning to you all what. to us they're just photos. maybe we'll only snigger at the funnier ones (seriously, somehow i dont even find the photos of the people covered in flour funny.), but is rly no meaning lo. SUMMORE IS YOU ALL CAMWHORE THEN SHOW ON OUR ROD!! it's like, rubbing salt on the wound. argh >:( please hor part bs don't do this on your snrs rod it's really really whatever.

but anyw i liked the presents from you guys thanks so much : ) part a's one was the most thoughful; most effort put in, and it seriously shows :) part bs were vvv creative : D and part c one was... uh. intimate? LOL. hey thats the best word okay. ltr zixi cannot fit in lor.. you all buy same size HAHA.

yeah and thanks to some -.- person barking away we had to run like shiat and rush to pack our stuff. please la we giving presents halfway you want us to do what everything all over the place. give out at bus stop? -.- let us take our time lah. wanna be the new _ then say lah you act fierce not gna work. D:< and your precious guys leh? still loitering outside nc room dunno doing what and THEY DONT HAVE ANY PRESENTS TO GIVE OUT. we got lor! we spent so much time and effort and we can't even take our time to give them out. and besides parents waiting so what? everytime the excuse is,"we need to answer to the parents." then those ppl whose parents are waiting tell them to LEAVE FIRST LAH or tell them to explain to their parents lor! why must everything stop because of a few ADULTS? -.- crap reason man. trash it.

gtg see you people.

I am tired.

okay so like, my computer totally crashed so i cldn't blog : ( i'm gna get my dad to bring it to the computer shop soon, i promise.

i'm at my aunt's house now and using her laptop. i'm so tired. ._. my eyes are like o.o and i am like o.o and i like not making any sense but o.o all the same.

i need sleep.

on the other hand i have kumon to do (drats) and i have to study for the bleedy maths test urgh. im so tired -.-zzz

i've been thinking about a lot of things recently.

have you ever wondered about what other people in other parts of the world are doing? maybe they're starving being murdered or something. haha. sorry :x

have you ever wondered if you've actually MET your future husband/wife before? maybe that guy/girl who shouldered you in the mrt, or that person you laughed at with your friends because he/she was decked out in socially unacceptable attire?

i wanna write a story but i have absolutely no inspiration whatsoever and no idea for storyline.

what if i have cancer?

what cca am i going to join in jc?

what jc/poly am i going to?

what do i want to be in future?

haha. stuff like that but can't remember alr; that's how it does with random thoughts innit.

just ate my lunch hee. "a hungry woman is a crazy woman" -quote me. :DDD therefore i am crazy 24/7, because i am hungry 24/7 :)

hello people who tagged on my tagboard :) will come back as a clt kay and khai sadiq jap guy blahblahblah clts i had better see you all at my clt course!! you guys promised :p hello juniors and thanks for spamming my tagboard lol.

have harrypotter movie to go for on thurs, jev's band thing on friday, and val's choir concert thing at the esplanade on 6th of aug. i'm seriously, seriously broke i need cash o.o hate this lor i'm restricting myself and prohibiting myself from buying any food that i dont really need, i.e, junk food or snacks. but oh well. save my money for another day.

heritage day is coming and i can't wait to sink my teeth into the iceballs. okay, maybe more of USING MY TEETH TO CHIP AWAY AT THE ICE. o.o.

okay enough of my random thoughts i shall get lost. till then.!

The little joys in a teenager's life

the little joys in life (of a teenager)

1) sitting down, then realising that you have to stand up again to get something, looking around and finding out that the 'something' you're looking for is nearby so you don't have to stand up after all.

2) having no homework on a Friday. (any day of the week is fine too)

3) having a good-hair day. (even early in the morning, when you've just woken up)

4) talking to your bestie for hours on end.

5) when you're walking home under the hot sun and you're thinking,"damn, another 15 minutes to go" and your dad drives past and fetches you home.

6) when you get to the bus stop and the bus arriving thirty seconds later.

7) when the teacher doesn't come for class. (oops.)

8) having an afternoon nap.

9) reading a good book in good lighting.

10) having something nice to look forward to during the weekend.

11) NOT having your period.

12) when it's the end of the month and you realise that you've saved half of your pocket money. (okay i'm dreaming lah, given my appetite.. o.o)

13) going shopping with your parents. :)

14) fridays.

15) sleeping with the aircon on.

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haha that was totally random. i came up with the stuff as i went along, so the list might be a little messy but who cares.

i miss ncc :( today i asked huiyi whether she was going for cca. she said yes, and in my heart i was thinking that she's lucky to stil have a cca to go for :( it's not that i dont want to step down or anything (i really do like the time that not having cca has freed up) but i just miss it, argh. oh well. i guess it's part and parcel of life.

i'm getting very frustrated at people who can't pronounce their words properly, especially during assemblies! that's when their jarring mistakes in their pronunciation gets broadcasted to the whole school and seems to echo from the grandstands, which makes their atrocities even more bloody obvious. i hear words like

crisist (crisis, for goodness sake. NO T.)

guidience (it's guiDANCE oh my god. one of the most common words used during assemblies, and unfortunately the most commonly mispronounced word, urgh)

vectals (vectoRs!)

parcitipation (oh man.)

cannot stand it can. not that i'm a pro or something (i still have much to learn, i admit) but i think i'm really becoming very anal over this sort of thing :( help.

need to go for taekwondo now, till then.

i've just officially finished 'The Shadow of The Wind' in thirteen hours. slightly more than half a day! excluding sleep time, including mealtimes and distractions and all.

it's a grand book. seriously.

actually i read it because i wanted the extra spurt of vocabulary and grammar precision everytime i finish reading the book. and i needed it for that Pen Awards writing competition thingy. i have absolutely no inspiration. zero, zip, zilch. cannot tahan leh! how the hell do you write about 'How i made a DIFFERENCE'?? :x

yesterday i did nothing but to laze around like a couch potato. i watched two movies, 'The Marine' and 'Night at the Musuem', though i've watched the latter already. played a bit of piano, and did ONE set of kumon. productive eh.

today i went to malaysia in search of a piano teacher. yeah. nothing much.

my sister wants to play club penguin already i shall quit. till then.

it's just been a day, and i already feel all empty inside.

i guess when they say,"you wont miss something until it's gone" they're right eh?

i wont have any excuse to see the delta girls every tuesday or wednesday anymore.

: (

i'll miss you guys.

hello ive not blogged in days sorry : ( last few days of holidays mah, must give up on mugging and actually relax a bit. im seriously not cut out for mugging.

okay got a lot of ppl tag my board so i shall reply in case they say i ignore them. haha.

all the people who told me to cheer up: thanks dearies i love all of you : )
vic: im sorry i didn't go : (
beixin: nice seeing you too : D
ks: it was damn difficult la can >< cannot catch up de. but im getting interested in dance. haha. recommend me smwhr next time!
passer-by: really? can't see it cos im using mozilla, but okay i'll fix it :)

okay im a bit busy so yeah will post next time : D

the fireball disappears and
the street lamp is plastered
against black

pitter patter of soft feet
underneath brown material
she scurries

a shadow flits past and instinct
takes over as she faces it
a mere memory

her heart drumming at her chest
a throbbing mass of nothingness
it's already gone

knees touch ground as last wisps
come through her nose
she's dead

im depressed. the poem above sounds like i have a deathwish but i really dont im just.. sad.

im getting very very bored recently. and when i go online i read blogs. but ppl dont update regularly enough and it's stupid. everytime go there it's the same thing one. you ppl out there know of any blog that updates regularly? recommend lehh..

im feeling singlish today.

sometimes i feel inferior to other people. like im not pretty enough, im not smart enough, im not talented enough, i dont dress nice enough, im not tall enough etcetcetc.

IM NOT CONFIDENT ENOUGH.

sometimes i feel good sometimes i dont. bah. what is this. im probably pms-ing.

sometimes i feel that words are not enough lor. really. they're inadequate. expressions and PARAGRAPHS of words are more like it. like 'breathtaking'. compared to 'a sweeping look over the canyon awed her to no end' OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT LA.

AIYA i dunno la. my mum nagging at me to scram so i'll see you ppl next time.

hello.

nobody comes to my blog anymore : (

i shouldn't blog anymore. what a waste of braincells.


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okay fine. ahah. i dont care if you all read or not im still gna blog lol.

more often than not i feel like thr's 90% of worries in my head and 10% free memory space. maybe that's why my memory sucks so much. can't help it lah. i worry too much. i worry about stuff in the near future, the future, and the future future. i should really learn to heck care. therefore im hiring anybody to help loosen me up, to make me worry about things less. haha. no wages. the payment is my company. anyone?

is it possible for somebody to be so successful in inculcating THEIR thinking and THEIR values into you, so you become somebody like him/her? is it possible to trust someone wholeheartedly and so strongly to the extent that you believe everything that person says it right, and you no longer have your own will to challenge their opinion, even though you believe it is wrong? is it possible to listen blindly to that one person, and get so caught up in their ideals that you no longer have a life of your own?

yes, it's possible.


whatislove.
idontknow.
have i become so skeptical &cynical of love that i cannot look at it like normal people do?
what is my definition of love, exactly?
have the people around me destroyed my hope in love by saying there's a time to date and there's a time not to?
and have i put my wholehearted trust in them, and has it turned into my belief?
have i, because of my worries, made things difficult for somebody?
am i being unfair to somebody?
why do i look at mushy stuff and frown, when i am more or less in the same situation?
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY FREAKING BLOODY QUESTIONS THAT I CANNOT ANSWER?

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it's currently 1:03AM. end of my wait for somebody's call.
goodnight.

i seriously need motivation can.

i find it impossible to study for long periods of time. heck, i find it hard to even study at all. i've been going over the o level a maths syllabus and im only up to chapter 6. it doesn't help that i have severe short term memory and i'd forget everything the very next day.

i. seriously. need. motivation.

anyway i'm up to my nose w books. okay not exactly, and it's ironic that prior to this i actually thought i'd be able to read more. but come holidays, i'm worrying about o levels and up to my nose revising instead. IRONIC CAN. but im trying, i really am. reading is love :)

"Tilt-A-Whirl" by Chris Grabenstein is good. really. the story takes you where you least expect it, and when you think you've hit rock bottom you fall some more. okay i probably gave you guys a lot of spoilers in that sentence but heck, dont think you guys are going to read it anyway. but you really should.

my favourite quote?

"Swearing is the sign of a limited vocabulary." John Ceepak, from above mentioned book.

HAHA. will serve to give me second thoughts on swearing in future, eh?

i did beatty sec sch e maths papers today. all my myself. with no motivation except maybe breakfast, a plate of mee goreng, a cup of sprite, a yakult, cuppa iced milo, and lunch. consumed over a period of time of course. note that the only sources of motivation (for me) consist of food.

oh and the other day i went shopping w hongru LOL. she wanted to get her BRIGHT yellow slippers and at first i didn't really like them but they grew on me and now i can't swtop thinking abt them haha. hongru you be careful k ltr i go your house steal LOL.

I WANT NAIL POLISH. transparent and white. and other pretty colours. oh shucks i sound like a bimbo. but that day i was looking at nail polish colours and wanted to buy so many of them that i decided not to buy any at all. im not making sense to some of you but i think some might get what i mean. rather than to give in to a little temptation it's better not to give in at all. it's a vicious cycle. it took all of my willpower though ><

digressing. yeah and one of the reasons why i decided not to buy was because i scared i put on my nails then very ugly. like that time i bought electric silvery blue nail polish cos i thought hey that's pretty cool, to have blue nails. of course at that point of time i didn't think that my nails would resemble those on frostbitten fingers that have turned a not-so-pretty purplish-blue. and so i bought at and it's still sitting in my drawer waiting to be used.

anybody up for blue nails?